Section XXII

Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

What is it to be able to love? It is to have the integrity of the self, to have its power, not for pleasure or out of excessive narcissism, but on the contrary, to have the ability to make gifts. It would be nice if people could like themselves calmly.

Since falling in love, depressed has been making changes for Xue Jie every day, fulfilling her responsibilities and obligations as a boyfriend. When he heard that Xue Jie had set five alarm clocks because of her hobby of writing poetry, her habit of staying up late, and her inability to get up in the morning, she became Xue Jie's alarm clock from that day on. From Monday to Friday, I called Xue Jie at 7:20 every morning and asked Xue Jie to get up and go to school.

It's Friday again, on this day, after Xue Jie answered the depressed phone call on time, she got up happily, went to the cafeteria for breakfast, and went to class. was previewing in the classroom, and suddenly heard someone calling her name, Xue Jie looked up and saw that it was seven.

"Xuejie, come out, I have something to tell you." Seven continued to call Xue Jie.

Xue Jie was a little confused, and she didn't know what she could do when she ran to the class to find herself. Xue Jie got up, walked in front of Seven, and asked puzzledly, "What are you looking for me?" ”

"Xue Jie, depression just promised me, you want to be with me, from now on, I will be a depressed girlfriend, please stay away from depression in the future. He's embarrassed to tell you, so let me inform you. A smug smile appeared on Qi's face, and he continued: "I hope you have the yin of self-knowledge, and don't be entangled and depressed anymore, otherwise, don't blame me." With that, Seven turned and left. Xue Jie looked at her back in the distance in a daze, confused, but couldn't say anything.

After class at noon, Xue Jie sat in the classroom in a daze and didn't go to the cafeteria to eat. After thinking about it for a while, Xue Jie sent a message to depressed: "Brother, Seven came to me and said some inexplicable things. Is she having something to do with you? After Xue Jie finished sending the message, she stared at the phone screen in a daze.

"Fool, ignore her, I have nothing to do with her." After a minute, the depression returned to Xue Jie, "You go to dinner, trust me." ”

"Uh-huh, okay, I got it." Xue Jie became happy and immediately got up and went to the cafeteria to eat. People are iron, rice is steel, and it is not okay to be hungry and panic if you don't eat a meal.

When they arrived at the cafeteria, the students were still queuing up to eat, and Xue Jie also joined the queue and slowly moved forward. The queue was too long, and she couldn't buy food for a while, so Xue Jie took out her mobile phone and opened Douyin to see how she responded to the poem she posted last night. As soon as I clicked on it, I saw that my friend Rufeng sent more than a dozen messages, all of which were chat screenshots. There are also pictures in the screenshot, Xue Jie clicked on the picture, it was an arm with an injured wrist, and then looked at the content, it was broken, and the wrist was cut seven!! Xue Jie was about to ask Rufeng, and her friend Su Su called for a voice call on Douyin.

After Xue Jie connected, she only heard Su Su say anxiously: "Xue Jie, you go and see Seven, she sent a picture of suicide by cutting her wrists to our group in the morning, I don't know if it's true or not, you go to her and see what's wrong with her?" ”。

"Ah!! Oh oh, okay, I'll go right away. Sudden bad news, Xue Jie was startled, hung up the phone and looked around the canteen, there was no seven, Xue Jie immediately ran out of the canteen and went straight to the dormitory of seven.