Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

There is no more dangerous time and the greatest damage to the soul than to meditate on one's own character and situation all day long, and to bear one's own grievances and weaknesses in solitude. People seldom discover their ignorance because they are immersed in a highly homogeneous environment, where their beliefs are constantly self-justified and reinforced, with few voices of contradiction.

Xue Jie has been very withdrawn since she was a child, and she is used to carrying everything by herself. In her eyes, it is rude to cause trouble to others.

"There's one thing you're missing." Friend Liu Zihang said thoughtfully.

"What's that?" Xue Jie asked puzzled,

"A true view of life...... You are distressed by the monotony of your life, but if someone tells you to leave everything behind and go anywhere, you are scared again. ”

I must admit that most of my life has been solitary, and trying to grow is done in solitude, the best game.

Xue Jie involuntarily recalled her joys, sorrows, and sorrows in the past 21 years, settled down, and sent a message to Liu Zihang: "Liu Zihang, I'm depressed." I don't have a depressed temperament and the charm of being a person and doing things. I am indecisive and soft-hearted, but I am depressed, sunny and cheerful, decisive and intelligent, and he makes up for my shortcomings. ”

Sometimes, it is not the thing itself that remains in our hearts, but the space vacated after it leaves. Leon Bloy said: There are places in the human heart that do not yet exist, and pain enters these places in order to make them exist. You love someone so much that you can't bear to give it up, not because he is unique, but because of your love, he becomes unique.

"Sustenance"

A few red plum trees are fished in the spring, and the cause is found on the paper.

Floating life is like a dream, the wind is endless, and the past is like smoke and rain.

Three or two sorrows are hidden in the ink, who cherishes the affection of a thousand catties?

Mianmian is sent in the poem, and the tears are wet at the beginning of the desk.

——Tang Tang (Le Yun)

The wound will never heal, and even if it no longer hurts, the scar will still exist. After Xue Jiezhi logged out of a certain sound that day, she never logged in again. On this day, Rufeng suddenly sent a WeChat message to Xue Jie: "Xue Jie, since you left, Sun Shiqi set up a group, these two days are really full of gunsmoke, the army, Chacha made enemies everywhere, this morning directly scolded the street, now the bamboo forest is mad about poetry and tea, Chacha is not weak, poetry is not good, Spanish is on it." ”

Emma

Dare to comment on the chapter with false gourd teeth, and the moth knows the length of the sky.

It is a deep throat through the toilet, and at this time a small pen scrapes the chicken intestines.

Half a bottle of iodine can be sterilized, and a can of green tea is really jumping.

Drink the stick Mida to open his eyes, and he knows that the demon is hidden in this.

- Bamboo Forest Old Eight

"I took Zhu Laoba, haha." Xue Jie read the message sent by Rufeng and smiled from ear to ear. "Jianghu people talk about Jianghu affairs. Although I have withdrawn from the rivers and lakes, I still care about the things in the poetry world and hope that they are all well. ”

"Jun Jun has continued to post works in the past two days, one a day." Rufeng continued to send messages to Xue Jie.

"Didn't he retreat? On the day I retired, he also retired, and I announced my retirement from the poetry scene on the same day as him. Xue Jie said in wonder.

"Maybe he cares more about status." Rufeng is very open to these things, it's not a big deal, "When you're well, you can come back again." Xuejie, come on, you will definitely have dazzling flying in the future, let me look up, it will be so! ”

What is left of my life? Xue Jie thought in a daze: the traces of the rain, the wind blowing the heart. Since then, my life has been wrinkled. And your shadow is deeply seared into my bonds, giving my thoughts a direction.

You belong to yourself now, stay in the future, you belong to me.