Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

One should not run away from oneself, but find oneself. Not self-denial, but self-affirmation. Honestly, I don't know where I'm stuck? But I was tempted to break free. I hope my life can be truly happy.

In the early morning, Xue Jie hadn't woken up from her sleep, and the mobile phone rang stubbornly one after another. Xue Jie struggled to find her mobile phone from under the pillow, glanced at the caller number in a daze, and was taken aback, it was still ** province, Xue Jie put the phone back under the pillow and didn't answer.

The phone rang again, again, again,......。 This is already the Nth unfamiliar number called, Xue Jie was helpless, and plucked up the courage to connect.

"Hey, Xue Jie, is Xue Jie you? Xuejie, are you okay? Xuejie, do you know who I am? The Master's eager voice came from the other end of the line.

"What's the matter?" Xue Jie asked,

"Are you feeling better now? What else is uncomfortable? Are you free? I want to talk to you, is it convenient for you now? Xuejie, how are you doing during this time? Do you think of me? Xuejie, where are you now? Who are you around? ......" The master's series of questions made Xue Jie stunned.

"I'm all right." Xue Jie interrupted the master's questioning, and then said to the master, "There is really nothing to talk about between us. The reason why I answered this call today is that I hope you will stop harassing me in the future. ”

"Xue Jie, I read the poems you wrote recently, you are still so sad, do you blame me for not being by your side? Xuejie, do you know that I felt so uncomfortable when I watched your works. The master looked around and said something else, muttering to himself, as if he was saying to Xue Jie, and as if he was saying to himself.

"Everything was fine with me, very, very good." Xue Jie really didn't want to say anything more to the master, not to mention the difference between men and women, just the previous understanding of the master, Xue Jie was white, and she and the master were two completely different types of people.

"I didn't expect that after so long, you haven't changed at all, and you still hate me so much." The master continued to say to Xue Jie, "I have heard them say it a long time ago, and the boyfriend you miss is just a fan of mine, and I taught him all his poems. Xue Jie, you and him will not have results, he himself admits that he is a scumbag. Besides, he has been in a relationship with Seven who hurt you before, and he hasn't told you about that, has he? Xue Jie, I know everything about him clearly, I don't want you to be deceived. The master wished to tell Xue Jie everything he knew,

Sometimes, however, nonsense is also a good thing, more practical than many physical objects, supporting a lot of boring spring, summer, autumn and winter, and walking through like a marquee. For many people, life is meant to be a piece of nonsense.

Xue Jie remembered when she and the master had just met. At that time, although Xue Jie didn't know the master, because the two had a common hobby: writing poetry, they talked a little more than ordinary people. Later, with the birth of the master's oolong things about Xue Jie, Xue Jie no longer had a good impression of the master. I can forgive all the harm you have done me, but I forgive only things, not you. Time is not a good medicine to heal wounds, but it is an antiseptic for rethinking and growing rapidly. You have never taken into account the feelings of others, how can you get other people's eyes on you.

"When I graduate from college in the next year, my boyfriend and I will get married." Xue Jie decisively interrupted the master's long list of mathematical analysis, not wanting to listen to his nonsense anymore.

"Aren't you going to graduate school?" The master asked Xue Jie in surprise, "You agreed to marry him so easily?" I want to ask, are you responsible for yourself? You've been reading books for so many years, and your dreams aren't going to be fulfilled? Also, I've known you for so long, and you've always told me that you're going to go to graduate school, and you don't want to think about personal feelings, why did you change all your decisions as soon as you were depressed? Can't you see that I'm the one who is really good to you? The master was angry and roared and yelled at Xue Jie.

"Exam, married exam." Xue Jie didn't want to say anything more, "Don't contact me in the future, I don't want my boyfriend to be angry." ”

"Well, since you are bent on going your own way, I hope I won't see your regrets in the future." The master hung up.

The dust is like a dream, tranquil and glitzy in the world, and the stories in the memory have long been light and light. The sadness of flowers blooming and falling, even if I can't help but cry, is also crushed into mud in the passage of time. In the depths of the fireworks, that light is sorrowful, how many drifting and gloomy piles are piled up, and how many people are locked off. Despite all the helplessness in my heart, it is worth it to let go. Your forgetting, my rebirth, shattered dreams from now on, don't want to, don't read, don't look back.