Section 55

Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I'm afraid to love, I'm afraid to be over-dependent, I'm afraid to be drowning in it and not being able to think clearly, and I'm even more afraid of becoming a loser and losing control, so I've never been in love. I'm honored that you taught me to love, I'm honored that I met you, and then you made me sober, soberly and soberly that love only stays in memories.

In fact, everyone has a sense of fragility, but there is a kind of ruthlessness. You crave love because of a lack of love, but you always give love without hesitation, which is very contradictory, and therefore true. Please, you can lose others, but don't lose yourself.

Xue Jie came downstairs to the hospital, sat on the flower platform, listened to the music over and over again, choreographed the movements for this dance, and asked her mother to go to the stationery store outside the hospital to buy a fan for herself. Xue Jie clearly remembered that the first dance she danced for depression was wearing a cheongsam and holding a fan. It was precisely because of that dance that depression wrote the words for Xue Jie, so that there was later love, and now Xue Jie wants to dance the last dance for depression.

Ding Dong, the mobile phone ringtone rang again, "Xue Jie, can you listen to me, don't jump, and then jump when your legs are better." "Depressed Since I knew that Xue Jie was going to dance just now, I have been persuading Xue Jie not to dance." Little sister, this is a fracture, after the operation until now, it will only be a month, this needs to be a good rest, in case something happens to you during the dancing, I will not be at ease for the rest of my life. ”

The favored ones always have nothing to fear. Could it be that Xue Jie was sure that I would not leave her, so she acted arbitrarily and did not listen to advice. Why is it all fine at noon, but not now? Am I doing something wrong? Could it be that Xue Jie had some other ideas and didn't want to be with me anymore, so she found an excuse to mess with me. Sitting on the sofa depressed and depressed, I don't know what I can do except helplessly! After so many days of getting along, I really fell in love with this girl, but why didn't she listen to me?!

After a while, Xue Jie sent a message to depressed, "Shuai Shuai, my dance video has been recorded, I pronounced a certain sound, Aite you, you go and take a look." ”

"Well, why are you so disobedient? It seems that you are not listening to me, and what are you doing with this? What do you want to prove? "I'm really angry when I'm depressed, how can Xue Jie be so disrespectful of herself, if something happens to you again, what should I do?! Why can't you just think about my feelings?

"I want to prove that I am not a liar, I did not lie to you, I want to prove that I am not lying to those people, I am all right. I'm going to make people who want me to be lame and crazy to slap themselves in the face. This is the first time in Xue Jie's life that she is stubborn and fights for dignity. From childhood to adulthood, Xue Jie has been a good girl and never argues with anyone.

"I haven't downloaded a certain sound yet, I'm going to download it now, I'll take a look when it's downloaded." Depressed and helpless, he sent a message to Xue Jie, "Fool, you have to remember that it doesn't matter what others say, the important thing is that we are good." ”

Why care what others say? It's best to live well and be happy. Yin Yin, we say that everything must be discussed, and everything must be explained, what is wrong with you?

After downloading a certain sound, I went to Xue Jie's homepage, and saw that Xue Jie posted a total of two dance videos, one is an old video from before, and the other is a new video that I haven't watched and just recorded today. Xue Jie in the video jumped and jumped, and she couldn't see any injury at all.

"Why does Xue Jie have to insist on dancing this dance? What's the point of her dancing? Looking at Xue Jie in the video in a depressed and blank manner, she loved and hated Xue Jie.

"What the hell is going on, you are so abnormal today, I hope you can tell me frankly, I am your boyfriend, I have the right to know." Depression sent a message to Xue Jie.

After a while, Xue Jie replied with a depressed message, "Okay, I'll tell you, but, don't be angry. Xue Jie had returned to the ward with the support of her mother at this time, her injured leg was in pain one after another, and beads of sweat the size of beans slid down Xue Jie's cheeks, Xue Jie gritted her teeth and endured it, without crying out for pain.

"At noon, I asked you to add my best friend's WeChat, hoping that you could accompany her when you were free, and later, you agreed, and you also added." Xue Jie paused, and then sent a message, "Originally, I didn't think much about it, but then my sister contacted me, and I talked to my sister about it, and my sister said to me, after all, there is a difference between men and women, if you really love me, you should think about it, and it is inappropriate for you to comfort my best friend." Because, that's what a boyfriend or a suitor would do. But now that you have a girlfriend, if you do this, you just cross the line and say that you are not firm enough with me. Xue Jie continued, "You should refuse me, you should tell me that you can't do this for me, I have to take the time to comfort her." ”

"My God, it turns out that you are for this, you have wronged me, and it was you who strongly asked me to add her." After reading Xue Jie's message, she was depressed, angry and funny, "I added her and didn't say a few words, just now when you were messing with me, I sent her a message to ask her what's wrong with you, and I didn't talk to her about anything." ”

"I've read all your chats with her." Xue Jie was silent.