Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I often feel like my body is like a sword, and hope dulls it, despair sharpens it. I've always lived a heavy life, and what forces me is myself, and I am my own cage.

I was like a princess living in a fairy tale, innocent and carefree. I never think too much about it. However, now I have to live, to get the role, to fall into love and hate. I have to be small before I can be strong.

"A certain voice of depression blacked me out." Suddenly, like the wind sent a message to Xue Jie,

“？？？ Why? Xue Jie looked confused, like the wind and depressed, and there was no holiday.

"I don't know," Rufeng also looked confused, "I haven't said anything bad about him, others can still see his works, I can't see anything", Rufeng felt inexplicable.

"I know yours, like the wind, you are very good, I will ask about depression immediately, there may be a misunderstanding in the middle." Xue Jie sent a message to Rufeng, and Xue Jie was eager to know why.

"Okay." Rufeng replied to Xue Jie, and continued, "After you left, there was another conceited little girl in your master's group, with a scary name, and she was still the administrator of your master's group. I saw her posting English poems and thought you came back under a pseudonym. "Rufeng and Xuejie are very good friends, he cares about everything about Xuejie, some people say bad things about Xuejie, Rufeng always stands up without hesitation and speaks for Xuejie. Therefore, Xuejie has special trust in Rufeng.

"No, I haven't returned yet, maybe it's another apprentice taken in by my master." Xue Jie replied like the wind, and thought about it seriously: It may be that she was disobedient during this time and didn't write poems well, which made the master angry, so the master accepted another apprentice. Xue Jie was a little lost.

"No, she is not your master's apprentice. She said that if she knew irises, she would know who her master was, but I didn't know anyway. Rufeng saw Xue Jie's loss and explained to Xue Jie, "She can speak six foreign languages." ”

People should love life when they live, and when it comes to loving life, people must also love misfortune, failure, and loneliness. The world is gentle, but the spring willows shake and dye the fragrance of flowers, and the cicadas sing into the deep alleys. As long as the vitality is not extinguished, there will always be a day to raise its head.

After a while, Xue Jie sent a message to Rufeng, "Rufeng, I asked, depressed and said that he didn't block you, and he hadn't logged in to a certain sound during this time." ”

"Oh, that could be a problem with the system. I took a look, and it seems that a few of them don't pay attention to each other anymore, and both sides have canceled it. "Like the wind returns to the snow.

"Mm-hmm, that's good." Xue Jie's happy reply was like the wind.

Before you know it, you have grown to the age of love, sorrow, entanglement, hesitation, rationality, weeping, and separation. In the elementary school textbook "Daddy's Flowers Have Fallen", "I'm afraid of growing up", I was very disdainful, and I wished that I would wake up as an adult, and I could leave the house without being interfered with by anyone. But now, I just want to enjoy the freedom of being intervened by my parents.

"Mom, I'll graduate from college in the lunar year, and I want to get married." As soon as the infusion was given on this day, Xue Jie said to her mother.

"What? Tie the knot? How old are you, just get married, besides, who are you marrying? Aren't you going to take the graduate school entrance exam, why did you suddenly remember to get married? You're not in a bad brain, are you? The mother looked surprised and incredible.

"Mom, I'm married to depressed. I will try my best to get into graduate school and continue to study, but I will also get married. Anyway, I'm going to be him in my life, and it's a matter of time before I get married, and I'm relieved to be depressed. Xue Jie explained to her mother. Mother knows that once Xue Jie decides something, it will not change. The story of beating mandarin ducks with sticks has existed since ancient times, but the mandarin ducks that were beaten up with sticks have never had a very bad time, and Xuejie's mother is white.

"You mean to go to graduate school after you get married?" The mother muttered, "If you get married, you will last a lifetime, what if you regret it in the future?" What if I get depressed and change my mind? In fact, you are in this way, and it is good to talk about love, and the relationship will be deep in the future, and it will be difficult to give up, and it will not be too late to get married at that time. Mother began to persuade Xue Jie.

"Mom, I won't be separated from depression, I like him very much, and I won't regret it in the future. And even if I get married to depressed, we will continue to dream. Mom, depression is very supportive of me continuing to study in graduate school, as long as I like something, he supports me to achieve it. After speaking, Xue Jie began to tell her mother about herself and depression.

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Today I am thinking under the blue sky, in fact, I don't love you all the time, nor do I love you more and more, but I fall in love with you once a day, do you say strange?