Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

We didn't love each other and we didn't pretend to love each other: I felt a tension in my heart that was incompatible with love, and I was afraid of love, strictly speaking, probably because I was afraid of the harm that love would bring.

Falling in love with someone is like creating a faith to serve a god who can fall at any moment. After falling into it once, after tasting that taste, I don't dare to try it a second time, and people's innocence and trust are worn away in hurt and deception again and again.

It was almost twelve o'clock, Xue Jie rubbed her worried eyes, and took out her mobile phone from under the pillow. It's Sunday again, Xue Jie stayed up all night last night, and she slept beautifully.

Xue Jie has a habit of turning on her phone whenever she is free to see if there is a message from depression, and if there is, Xue Jie will reply immediately. Xue Jie is always afraid that she has not returned to depression for too long, and she will be anxious when she is depressed.

Turning on her phone, Xue Jie saw a missed call from a depressed person at 7:20 and a WeChat message from depressed at 8 o'clock, "Xue Jie, why are you staying up late again?" See the message back to me. ”

Xue Jie's heart is very sweet, every time a depressed message appears on her mobile phone at a fixed time, Xue Jie will be very relieved and energetic in what she does. Xue Jie quickly recovered from her depression, got up, washed up, and went to the cafeteria to eat. After sleeping for so long, eating breakfast and lunch together, my stomach was already rumbling with hunger. ……

Some people say: Only by having someone in your heart can you live, otherwise the meaning of life will be lower and lower, and you need emotional fetters in life. It is precisely because of these fetters that people have ideas, and once people have ideas, life has a head. And we, my dear, are nothing more than two souls on the edge of the world.

I never felt that there would be someone other than my own parents who could tolerate everything about me, maybe love could be, but I was so timid, I was afraid of losing love, so I was afraid of other people's love.

While eating, Xue Jie turned on a certain sound, and suddenly saw a number called Tsing Yi under her work to leave a message for herself, "Xiao Qingzhao, how can I forget you." ”

？？？ , Xue Jie was a little surprised, there is only one person in this world who calls herself Xiao Qingzhao, he is the master, but he has already gone his own way with the master and shared his own things. Suddenly seeing such words, Xue Jie was a little puzzled.

Tsing Yi rhymed Xue Jie's "Qi's", he posted the work in Xue Jie's comment area, Xue Jie read it, the content was sour, and the words were heartwarming. Xue Jie was still reading his works, and suddenly, Tsing Yi replied to Xue Jie in Xue Jie's comment area, "Who do you think will write Qi to you?" ”

Xue Jie did not reply. A few days ago, Xue Jie listened to Rufeng talk about the master's recent experience, the master has been having a bad time recently, exhausted, and aggrieved. But no one will meddle in these things, Yin Zhe protects himself, everyone understands this truth. Xue Jie once secretly asked Master Moon Shadow Yunmeng, do you know the recent situation of those people on Douyin? However, Master likes to be pure and has no quarrel with the world, and Master said that he doesn't know about those people on the Internet.

Probably artists are crazy, but without this madness, you can't see such pure beauty. I remember a saying: "In a higher sense, all wisdom begins with madness, so we can also say that all art, all imagination, begins with schizophrenia." ”……，

"Xue Jie, although you have a lot of incomprehension, but from the spiritual level. I've always admired you. Tsing Yi suddenly sent a private message to Xue Jie, "As long as I don't make a move, they won't be able to defeat you." ”

"Knock me down? Why? What's wrong with me? Xuejie is inexplicable, I'm still worried about you being cyberbullied, it's good for you, the words to bring me down have come out.

"No matter what others say, I won't turn against you. I have no reason to be against you, let them make trouble. The vast majority of people are easy to grasp. Only a small number of people are hedgehogs, piercing hands. Tsing Yi sent a message to Xue Jie. At this time, Xue Jie finally knew that Tsing Yi was the master.

"I admire you very much, if I were you, I wouldn't be able to withstand this pressure." Tsing Yi continued.

"There's no pressure, no pressure, I'm who I am, whatever those people do, I'm not afraid." Xue Jie replied to Tsing Yi.

Yes, I'm fearless, I didn't do anything to be sorry for anyone. Growing up in madness, madness baptized by madness. Only by getting along with the world with your own crazy soul can you see the beauty of the world. We are madly simple, thinking that everything is beautiful; We are madly obsessed, thinking that only TA is beautiful; We mourn madly, thinking that we are the only ones who are not beautiful at all; We are crazy to realize that beauty is always there.