Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

You have to keep your quiet center and be there doing what only you can do.

I'm not sociable by nature, and on most occasions either I find the other person boring or the other person finds me boring. But I didn't want to put up with the boredom of the other person, nor did I want to make myself interesting, it was too tiring. I'm most relaxed when I'm alone, because I don't feel bored, and even if it's boring, I bear it on my own and don't affect others.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Xue Jie got out of self-study, turned on her mobile phone, and was depressed without saying a word. Xue Jie's heart was already white, there was no silence for no reason, it seemed that she was depressed and ready to leave. Xue Jie thought for a moment and sent a message to depressed, "I'm not used to letting others be in a dilemma, since you have already made a decision, I'll do it for you." Hope you are always happy. After sending the message, Xue Jie deleted the depressed WeChat.

We are too limited to do what we can and then accept that it backfires. Difficulties are a bridge for wavering and cowards to turn back; But it is also a stepping stone for the brave to move forward. Our whole dignity lies in our thoughts. We must elevate ourselves and forget all our worries through our thoughts, not through the spaces and time that we cannot fill.

"Xue Jie, I'll be there at 2:20 in the morning, you will come out after self-study, come to the train station to pick me up, don't forget." Qianqian sent a message to Xue Jie, "I'll accompany you tonight if you don't get drunk and don't return." ”

"Shallow, I don't drink." Xue Jie replied awkwardly, "It's good if you chat with me." At noon, Xue Jie's sixth sense told Xue Jie that she was over with depression. Xue Jie called Qianqian and cried sadly. Qianqian is a vigorous and resolute girl, when she saw Xue Jie crying like this, she didn't say a word, despite the fact that she was in the internship period, she asked for leave, and came directly to Xue Jie's city to accompany Xue Jie. When Xue Jie heard Qianqian's decision, she persuaded for a while, but Qianqian was indifferent, helpless, Xue Jie could only agree.

Today, Monday, full class. After a day of class, Xue Jie didn't learn anything. There are one question mark after another in her mind, Xue Jie thinks about it, why is it a good relationship, if she says no, it will be gone.

Xue Jie has no intention of studying anymore, and Xue Jie doesn't want to ask herself anymore to be a girl that everyone likes. What is knowledgeable, yin right and wrong, not pretentious, the darling of teachers, and the pride of parents, to hell with it. From now on, I want to be a bad person, a bad girl, a fallen angel who makes people angry.

Ding Dong, the mobile phone rang suddenly, Xue Jie opened the phone and saw that it was a friend application sent by Depression, and the content of the application was very heartbreaking, "I am Xue Jie's friend." ”

Xue Jie did not hesitate and passed the depressed friend application. You can't be a lover, but you can actually be friends, there's no need to be so ugly, right. In fact, for everyone, there is only one real duty: to find yourself. And then stick to it in the heart for the rest of his life, wholeheartedly, and never stop. All other paths are incomplete, a way of escaping from man, a cowardly return to the ideals of the masses, a drift of the crowd, a fear of the heart. All youth is like a lamp, washed down in the rain, wet but burning. Some were extinguished and became rain, and some burned out and became light. Love is a flame that can burn even when it is wet.

"I'm sorry just now, I didn't control my emotions, I hope you don't get angry." Xue Jie sincerely apologized to the depression, "I hope we can still be good friends." ”

"I did that for a reason, you hear me explain." Depression sent a message to Xue Jie, "I have a lot of questions that I can't think of, such as your dance video, such as your trip to Mount Emei, and your injury, as well as your feelings for me. Depressed and confused, he continued, "What I see and what I know is not a person? ”

"I've already explained the dance video." Xue Jie replied depressedly, "As for me, you can make a video with me and confirm it again." My affection for you, you can feel for yourself. When I get on vacation next month, you can come to our house, see the case for yourself, and ask my parents. Xue Jie then said, "Someone also said that my poems are fake, you can write poems with me on the spot right now and confirm it." ”

"Yes, seeing is believing, everything will be said when I see you." Depression sent a message to Xue Jie.

At the age of being in the prime of life, it is natural to be generous. I don't need to be appreciated by others, I live in this world just to show myself. If I regard the meaning of my existence as being noticed by others, then my life is worthless.

"Dissipation of Red Slowness"

Lifting a lazy lotus step, the age is disabled, and the miserable tour is in the smoke.

Gao birds enjoy themselves, and the new cool and strange scenery is sparse.

chasing joy is ethereal, recalling the past without evidence.

See the clouds swaying, outside the dust, the sky is twilight.

The beauty is wide, the flowers are light, and the sails are thousand.

Who do you complain to when you are embarrassed and sad?

It's not a cold promise. It seems to be decaying, and it is difficult to understand the customs.

Come back, I'm afraid the poetry is barren.

can carry the tripod and be frank and accept the book.

In the shadow of the lanterns, under the cloister, the tired body.

The world is stupid, and the state of things is uneven, nostalgic for the present and the ancient.

Sorrowful, ignorant career, sweet and indifferent.

Prosperity and harmony, the same will, the soul dances.

Ignore regrets and disputes.

Modesty is worthy of true sorrow. Accompanied by the window Hanmo, the long tent pot.

——Tang Tang (Le Yun)