Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

A dusk, I have watched it countless times, and I still miss it, just like I have experienced countless pains, but I still firmly believe that in fate, I can still be at the helm.

After self-study in the evening, Xue Jie lowered her head and walked towards the dormitory building. From the time I called depressed in the morning to now, depression seems to have disappeared out of thin air, without a single message. Xue Jie didn't know what was wrong with depression, but Xue Jie didn't want to ask about depression rashly. If you want to say it to me, you will say it without asking; If you don't want to say, then even if I ask, that answer is not the real answer.

Xue Jie returned to the dormitory, took out her diary, and silently wrote a poem on it.

"Jade Hug Belly San"

Sit in peace. Lie next to each other.

Zhengshan League and sea vows to rejoice, how to change the love and throw it away.

Remembering the high wind, Luo Fan raised, eyebrows and eyes swayed lightly.

Vertical and horizontal seconds, all the dances are broken. Shocked at first sight, poetry can be.

With the passage of time, the unspeakable, the mountains and rivers are far away, and the music and books are gradually gone.

frowned, forced to show a sad face. Hide the sadness, astringent tears and fall silently.

Hate no fate, resentment and lovesickness, self-yin and boring.

Did you know the present? After knowing it early, it was far from frustrating.

I'm afraid that I will abandon my oath and pass by. Forget about others.

I can't extinguish all the long words and tunes, and I can't extinguish them, and my heart is on fire.

- Xue Jie

I seem to have loved you in countless forms, countless times, year after year, life and death, until eternity. I have made a string of necklaces full of sound for you with a piece of infatuation, and you can wrap it around your neck as you like, year after year, life and death, forever. Whenever I hear the ancient epic of love, those hardships and vicissitudes, the eternal swan song of reunion and parting, I am always moved. And when I gaze into the past, you can always emerge at the end, clothed in the light of the North Star, piercing the darkness of time, becoming an eternal picture in the depths of memory.

We have also rubbed shoulders with thousands of lovers, sharing the same shyness and sweetness, the same bitter tears. The old love remains eternal in it, and now it is piled up at your feet and finds its return in you. All the love in the world becomes a thing of the past and it becomes eternal: all the joys, all the sorrows, all the lives, all the memories of love become one and all the eternity.

"Xuejie, where? Did you sleep? It was almost eleven o'clock, and Depression finally sent a message to Xue Jie.

"Yes, I've been waiting for you. What's wrong today, you say. Xue Jie has changed from crying and making trouble and making all kinds of noise when she couldn't get in touch with depression before, to being silent now. Cold violence is too painful, and quarrels can't solve the problem. If you want to let go, if you can meet a better girl, I am willing to be silent, even if it is lonely. I once loved you, I love you now, and I will love you in the future, as long as you are here, my love for you will always continue. However, I would prefer to let you go and let you get what you want.

"This morning, I talked to Hua'er, she said a lot of bad things to you, sent a lot of chat screenshots, and listed a lot of things, she even said, Chen Shuai is fake, you are also fake, she also said that it was not you who fell in love with me, she finally asked me for your home address, I didn't give it." Depressed sent a series of messages to Xue Jie, and continued, "Of course I know that you are real, and I also know that Chen Shuai is true, and those of them are just full and have nothing to do, nonsense." I've also video called you. Except for that aunt I didn't find, the rest, you can rest assured, I won't bother you again in the future. ”

Xue Jie read the message sent by the depressed, thought about it, and replied depressed, "Shuai Shuai, first of all, I Shen Yin: I don't know Sister Hua, and I don't know all kinds of people on the Internet. My friendship with the flowers and those people is limited to the Internet. I can't tell those people anything real about myself, I don't have that time. Sister Hua, I have been in contact with it for a while, I know it very well, I like to be nosy, messy with mandarin duck scores, in the past, in order to let her apprentice Liuying chase my classmates, Sister Hua taught Liu Ying a lot of bad methods in private, these things, not because Sister Hua didn't say it, no one knew. It will always be embarrassing to debunk the truth, and only by leaving a line of people can we see each other in the future. The reason why we hate Sister Hua is not for nothing. And I later contacted Hua'er again, it was she who was too sincere, so I lost my judgment, I thought that people's hearts are always kind, but I didn't expect the final result to be like this. In addition, I have already explained what Sister Hua told you about the things that should be explained, and I don't want to say anything more now. Xue Jie paused and continued to send a message to Depression, "If you believe me, we will be together well." If you don't believe me, let's go our separate ways. As long as you're okay, I'm fine. ”

"No, no, of course I believe you, we are going to get married in the future." Depressed sent a message to Xue Jie, "Don't think so much, I also made the flowers miserable today, you have to believe that I am on your side, and the flowers will not trouble you again in the future." Okay, Bao'er, don't think about it, I'm too tired today, I want to rest early, you go to bed early, don't stay up late, good night. ”

Xue Jie looked at the words that ended quickly in the dialog box, and her heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle. Once upon a time, a time when you had to go to bed many times after a good night seemed to be far, far away. Looking at the small words in today's dialog box that are no longer warm, Xue Jie's enthusiasm is disappearing little by little.

I don't like to make promises lightly. Because I know that I have no right to make choices for my future me, and I can't change what I have done in the past, whether it is right or wrong. But this love is sincere, and I am crying here at this moment, and I will always love you.

I think there should be a certain contrast to eternity, just as chance and necessity always go hand in hand. Every moment of breath there are countless past mes and new mes, in fact, I have thought about one thing very seriously, similar to a commemorative old ship, tinkering and finally all the planks are replaced, so is it still the original ship? Materially it has changed, but I think it's not really what it's made of, it's what it represents on a conscious level. Having said that, just like the cells in the human body are new and old, we don't think that a good friend is not the person we think is important just because she is metabolized, the important thing is that the things you go through together and spend time with each other so that you can trust each other enough.

Maybe one day we will be separated, but as long as we remember each other and never forget, each other will always have a good life.