Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

"Xue Jie, someone recently formed a group and hacked you in the group. Except for the two women, the others are all men, I was in that group, and your master was also pulled into that group, but your master is very protective of you, and never says a bad word about you, and doesn't pay attention to those people. On Tuesday, as soon as Xue Jie got up, she received a call from her friend Xiao Zhang. Xiao Zhang is a die-hard fan of Xue Jie, from Xue Jie's dancing to Xue Jie's writing poems and novels, he has always supported him. And he and Xue Jie were able to become friends because once he was in a bad mood and left a sentence under Xue Jie's poetry works: I have a very bad day today, and I feel that my life is very gloomy. Xue Jie saw it after class at noon and replied to him: Life is not easy, please cherish it more. Later, Xue Jie recorded a dance video, thinking that he was so sad, so she made Xiao Zhang on the dance work, hoping that he could be happy.

"It's okay, let him hack, I don't care." Xue Jie said to Xiao Zhang.

"Do you want me to find someone to beat him, I look at his IP address, I know where he is, I'll find someone to get him. It's too much, bullying girls, it's not people who really step on horses. Xiao Zhang said angrily to Xue Jie.

"No, no, what should I do if something happens? That kind of person, beat him with dirty hands. Xue Jie was taken aback and continued, "The best way to deal with that kind of person is to ignore it. He made such a big move, just to ask me to go to him and make me bow to him, but I would never say a word to such a person. He wants me to be angry, I'm not angry, he loves it. ”

"Xue Jie, that's too wronged for you, how could you meet that kind of person, wow, it's worse than scum." Xiao Zhang said helplessly, "I really want to teach him a lesson for you, you can't be too weak, you will be bullied." ”

"It's not weakness, it's different heights, different qualities. You stand on the 1st floor and you hear someone scolding you, you get angry, you quarrel with him, you even fight; You're standing on the 10th floor, and you think the person scolding you is just a passerby, because you can't hear what he's scolding, and you even think he's greeting you; You are standing on the 30th floor, and the bottom is densely packed, even if people turn on their backs, all you can see is a clean sky. Xue Jie paused and continued, "I and that person are not all the way, and I don't have the leisure time to reason with him. I write novels, I send poems, I dance, and I live a more wonderful life than him, and that's enough. While he was still thinking about how to make me feel bad, I was working hard to quietly rise to the top. ”

"Xuejie, good job!" Xiao Zhang couldn't help but admire Xue Jie's way of being in the world.

"Okay, I'm going to have breakfast, and I'll have class later. I'll take care of my business, don't worry, bye! After speaking, Xue Jie hung up the phone.

People are constantly disappearing into the past. So none of us can catch it, no one can save it, growth is to constantly kill the past self and achieve a new self. I'm always changing, and that's something I'm proud of. If it disappears, what should I use to prove that Yin once existed? It's all the things that have made me who I am now. Only by constantly disappearing into the past can people continue to find themselves in the future. Someday we'll all be someone else's memory, so try to make it as good as you can.

The messages sent to Xue Jie by depression are getting less and less day by day, and Xue Jie is not cloudy, so Xue Jie doesn't want to ask. What should have been said has already been said, and what should have been made has already been made, and if it is useful, today's situation will not appear again. Xue Jie once sent a message to depressed in the middle of the night, "I think you have snubbed me, I don't know what I did wrong." When I woke up the next day of depression, I would always reply to Xue Jie, "Don't think about it, we're fine, I won't leave you, I'll accompany you when I'm free." ”

However, once, twice, three times, ,......, depressed what he promised to Xue Jie, never did. He still broke his word again and again, and each time he spoke less than the other.

"Actually, whether you love me or not, whether you are good to me or not, how can I not feel it? Such a dark contrast between you and before and after has told me very conclusively that you don't love me anymore. I don't know what I have to do to love me like before, and if my departure can make you happy, I'm willing to let go. Xue Jie sent the last message to the depressed, wiped away her tears, deleted the depressed WeChat, and then went to a certain sound to block the depression.

Xue Jie put the quilt over her head, lay on the pillow, and cried in a low voice. The roommates are all sleeping, but Xue Jie is suppressing her pain. Those precious stories eventually became a grain of sand in my mind, and I could never find them again. Is this the cruelty of time, growing up, getting old, forgetting, "once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan is not a cloud", my love is gone.

At more than eleven o'clock, I was depressed and sent a mobile phone message to Xue Jie, "This is the third time you have deleted me, forget it, delete it, I don't want to explain, I just got home, to be honest, I am still struggling, sometimes I work overtime, I don't have time to accompany you, we get together and disperse, I wish you happiness,"

"Thank you for your simplicity, I'm so stupid! I don't regret knowing you, and I don't regret falling in love with you, and I was really happy in those days with you. I didn't want to leave you, it's just that I really don't want to lie to myself when you're getting colder and colder to me. Depressed, thank you for everything you've done for me. Xue Jie is still Xue Jie, but unfortunately, I don't have a chance to accompany you anymore. Take care, I hope you can get the happiness you want. Xue Jie returned to her depression.

"I'm stupid, I didn't want to do this, but you, don't understand, what can I explain? We have longed so much, but always because of some small things, I know that you are not sincere, so we don't have to be sad, I said at the beginning that if you love, it will be lively, if you don't love, you don't have to procrastinate. Depressed and indifferent replied to Xue Jie, and the words smashed on Xue Jie's heart, like a knife piercing Xue Jie's heart.

"You see that there is time for a certain sound, and there is time for replying to others, but you don't have time to send me a word. I've communicated with you, I've protested with you, and I've said I'll be happy even if it's just a punctuation mark. But what's the use? Xue Jie's tears smashed on her phone, feeling so humble, "Have you tried to wait from morning to night, forcing yourself not to think about you, not to disturb you, and to let you work hard?" ”