Section 81

Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

After self-study in the evening, Xue Jie finished her online homework, looked at the time, and it was still early before she got off work when she was depressed, so she laid out a note and wrote a poem.

"Ruilong Yin: Feelings"

Hengfen Road. The shadow of the blue fog is with the waves, and the sky is wide and the trees are low.

The river is like a light dust, fragrant, and sparkling.

Hesitate. Because of the weakness and sadness, the chime wears through the court.

The color of the cup and the sorrow, the truth does not change, and the words are vine.

In front of the book window, I dreamed, smiled, and danced when singing.

Only those who are idle, the voice is the same.

Spread the paper and pick up the pen, still remember the heartfelt sentences.

In the smoke night, the cone was unintentional, and he stopped frantically.

Even if the end of the world goes. Turning his head, it was desolate and chaotic.

Sigh a thousand wisps. It's far away, and I'm thinking about listening to the rain.

The ileum is nine curves, and tears are like fluttering.

- Xue Jie

We all have a lot of 'golden words', but only when we experience and use them will we deeply understand and agree with them. We no longer need to be afraid of our own and others' differences, contradictions and problems, because even the stars sometimes come together to form a new world, today I am white, this is "life"!

Sometimes when I hurt others, my heart hurts so much that I can't do it, so I can only improve myself and not hurt others. In the face of other people's punches and kicks to me, once, I chose to forgive, but in exchange, I hurt again. Allow me to want to die in the face of violent attacks! Maybe it's cloudy, but I'll be alive and well.

Translating an English song for everyone to enjoy, this is my favorite song to sing.

The world kept turning,

The world is treacherous,

The sun will rise,

The sun is about to rise as usual,

Fires kept burning,

The flames are burning,

It's in your eyes,

Shine in your eyes,

Waters kept moving,

The river is turbulent,

Like stars in the sky,

Like a sky full of stars,

You still felt human,

You're still so sensual,

The day I wanted to die,

On the day I wanted to die,

So don't love me the way I don’t want you,

So don't love me as I think,

Don't love me the way I don’t want you,

Don't love me as I hope,

The world kept spinning,

The world keeps turning,

The sun will set,

The sun is about to set,

Some days I’m ready,

Some days I think I'm ready,

Then again, just not yet,

However, the cycle repeated, "it's not time yet",

The waves kept flowing,

The waves are constantly surging,

Such a lovely sight,

What a beautiful view,

The wind kept blowing,

The breeze is surging in the air,

The day I wanted to die,

On the day I wanted to die,

So don't love me the way I don’t want you,

So don't love me as much as I think.

……

You say, I have been dependent on you for more and more time lately, and I want to reduce it; You say you respect all my decisions. I guess, you just don't know, before you, there were a lot of people who said they liked my soul. But when I describe my character, they retreat and say they don't like to be single-minded, so I don't expect anything from anyone. I never expected it, so I was naturally not in a hurry. I never expected you to love me as much as I wished.

"Don't care about those foul words, in my eyes, you will always be a wise, calm, and courageous girl, don't be affected by bad things." Wu Xi watched Xue Jiefa's works that were subjected to cyberbullying and sent a private message to Xue Jie.

"Okay, I see, thanks!" Xue Jie replied to Wu Xi very politely.

"Go and see the poem I wrote for you," Wu Xi said, "and don't pay attention to the worms." ”

"Okay, I'll go right away, thank you, little brother." Xue Jie hurriedly opened Wu Xi's homepage.

"Qing Ping Le Mo Zhi Dog Skin Medicine"

Liu Sanshuai

Laughing and laughing, don't pay attention to dog skin medicine

A Shuai fills in the word and pinches the stopwatch. How could he be afraid of a bird?

If you want to do it, you can be a flying dragon, and if you want to pull it, you can hold a carving bow

Jun Zhi Pengcheng is thousands of miles, why bother with insects

"Thank you, little brother, but the person who bullied me is a madman, you stand up for me like this, if he sees your work, he will come to you for trouble, you better delete it." Xue Jie was very moved by what Wu Xi did, but Xue Jie didn't want to cause trouble to others.

"It's okay, let him come, I'm measured, if he finds me, I'll scold him to death." Wu Xi comforted Xue Jie nonchalantly.

If affection cannot be reciprocal, the one who may love more is me. The depth of love that can be measured is always shallow. Xue Jie suddenly remembered what Wang Xiaobo said: "If you are willing, I will always love you." If you don't want to, I'll love you forever. ”

It was half past eleven in the evening, and the depression finally sent a message to Xue Jie, "Bao'er, I'm off work, it's late today, I'm sorry, did you sleep?" ”

"No, I'm waiting for you, I never miss your good morning and good night." Xue Jie returned to depression.

"Bao'er, you're so nice. By the way, the person who wrote "Swinging the Sculls for Us" died of illness the day before yesterday at the age of 95. Depressed shared what he saw and heard with Xue Jie, "I wrote a poem for him on a cloudy day." ”

"Okay." Xue Jie replied thoughtfully, "It's a pity, it's better to be alive than dead." ”

"The human life expectancy is very small, mainly depending on the value in the middle." Depressed Xue Jie, "Fool." ”

Xue Jie was silent and did not speak. Depressed continued to say to Xue Jie, "By the way, Bao'er, it's so late every day, it won't affect your classes during the day, I'm a little worried about you after a long time."

"It's okay, I'm Superman, I have balala energy." Seeing that she was depressed and cared about herself, Xue Jie was very moved and coquettish with depression.

"Balala Little Demon Fairy? Ha ha. "It's so depressing, my girlfriend is so likable.

"I'm not having a good day." Xue Jie hesitated, but still told the depression. Wronged by this, no one can tell about the bitterness in Xue Jie's heart, only depression, Xue Jie knows that depression will support her. "Someone set up a group and hacked me in the group."

"Huh? And this kind of thing, do you know who it is? It's too much, I went to settle accounts with him on a cloudy day, and I was simply crazy. "I was depressed and saw that Xue Jie was so humiliated, and when I heard that person I actually knew, I couldn't get angry." What is there to hack, and you didn't do anything. Fuck, I hacked you five times, I can't bear it, I'll kill him. Don't be sad, I'm looking for him on a cloudy day, and I have to solve it completely, otherwise I won't be able to live for the rest of my life. ”

"Thank you, Shuaishuai." Every time she is depressed to protect herself, Xuejie feels that the world is worth it. How brave he was! For one's own sake, not afraid of evil forces. For the sake of yourself, fight bravely.

"Love you, don't be cranky, good night, go to sleep, trouble me to deal with it." Depression returned to Xue Jie. After reading the depressed information, Xue Jie closed her eyes and slept steadily.