Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I gradually learned to stop being wary of my own shortcomings, and I gradually paid more and more attention to external things, such as the state of the world, all kinds of knowledge, and people I liked.

I didn't want to talk about it anymore, but a lot of times, I encountered things that were far beyond my ability to handle and mentally handle. I almost thought that I could only walk alone with a candle, swallow all my fears in one mouth, and die alone. Fortunately, my classmates took the initiative to lend a hand, cared about my emotions, and went to and ...... school with me every day, and no words seemed to be able to express this gratitude.

I like a quote very much: I believe that there are parallel worlds, where regrets can always be made up. I wish there were, so that I might not have to question "goodness". But I hope not, so it's me who tastes your warm taste.

"Xuejie, I want to be an Internet celebrity and dance on Douyin, but I lack a dance partner, can I invite you to dance with me?" After class at noon, classmate Liu Yang found Xue Jie and said to Xue Jie.

"I'm not interested in Internet celebrities, and besides, there's no point in being an Internet celebrity, why did you suddenly remember to do this?" Xue Jie said with a surprised expression.

"I want to do a part-time job, just like you, dance to make money, as long as I play out the popularity, there will be companies to come to me to dance and help him sell things, and then I will be able to buy things online like you to make money." Liu Yang explained to Xue Jie.

"I was introduced by my aunt, and the dance videos were launched by cooperative companies, and they spent money to buy traffic and likes, so those videos had thousands of likes. But despite this, there are not many people who buy things, and there are not many of them. I only have enough money from it to spend on my own, and I don't have much to spare. You don't have anyone to vouch for you, push yourself, you don't have popularity in the early stage, you have to spend a lot of money to buy traffic, pull likes, and attract fans. But now there are too many people dancing, it's not a new industry, I guess, no matter how many fans there are, it's hard to find a market, and my own one is about to stop broadcasting, so you still have to think about it. Xue Jie seriously analyzed Liu Yang.

"Okay, forget it, I don't have the money to buy traffic, I don't know that there is so much knowledge in these things. Xue Jie, you are still amazing, you know so much, I have to learn from you. Liu Yang said helplessly.

"You're welcome, we're good friends, I must tell you what I know, so that you can avoid doing useless work and wasting your time and energy in life." Xue Jie replied happily.

Maybe to others, your shortcomings are simply insignificant compared to your abilities? The reason why I care about my own shortcomings is nothing more than to be entangled in my connection with others, but those who abandon me cannot stay yesterday, and those who disturb my heart will be troubled tomorrow. Instead of caring about your own shortcomings, it is better to improve your talents. There are like-minded people, and they are often called confidants in the sea, and the end of the world is like neighbors!

"Xue Jie, the final exam is coming soon, if you don't understand anything, you can ask me, and I will try my best to help you. This time, you have to pass the Mandarin test, you should practice more after class, don't be nervous. Liu Yang suddenly said to Xue Jie again, "Let's go, while it's okay now, let's dance a song." ”

"Okay, you call your girlfriend, I'll call Ma Zhen and dance in the dance studio, and by the way, you can practice the basic skills." After Xue Jie finished speaking, she walked towards the classroom and called her good friend.

After a long period of self-hatred and non-acceptance, one day I thought that I might as well accept this imperfect self, accept her split, accept her obedience, accept her, love her. Yes, I never thought that I could still love myself, love in the true sense of the word, that is, infinite patience, infinite understanding, infinite infinite love. Strangely, when I experienced this love, I found that my relationship with the world eased, and I was even able to share a little love with others. You have to tolerate the doubts in your heart and try to love the questions that are bothering you. Don't seek answers, you can't find them, because you can't live with them yet. The important thing is that you have to live in everything. Now you are going to experience a life full of problems, and maybe one day, before you know it, you will gradually live a life full of answers.

Well, let me tell you more about what I've learned during this time. I am convinced: any reason is only a shield for sin. Next time, I hope that I can take a break from other people's behavior in time. Protect the "goodness" first, so that the "goodness" can always be there and shine all the time. In addition, there is also a bit of a harvest, and now everyone who sees novels and comics with similar behaviors is full of rejection, so there is a "special function" of the first screening of readings.