Section 90

Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

Say yes, say yes,

Nod yes,

Please girl, just say yes,

My girl, give me an affirmative answer,

I need to hear it from you,

I need to hear you with my own ears,

I know it's him. did he touch your skin?

I know it's him, did he touch you?

Tell me when did it all begin,

Tell me when it all started,

I need to hear it from you,

I only believe what you say,

You know his going away when the summer ends,

You know that he will be gone at the end of the summer, and he will not return,

He won't even remember your name,

won't even remember your first name,

How can you ask me to stay only a friend,

How can you tell me to be your friend only?

Then show me how to put out this flame,

Unless I am taught how to extinguish the fire in my heart,

Take me back to your swamp,

Drag me back to your swamp,

Hold me down till I drown,

Hold me down until I drown,

Take me back to your playground,

Bring me into your heavens and earth,

I will be lost and never found,

I'm going to lose myself completely,

I would die for you,

I am willing to sacrifice my life for you,

I would die for you,

Because your liver and intestines are broken,

I would die for you,

I am willing to go to the soup for you,

I would die for you,

Let the flames of love burn.

Xue Jie finished reviewing her homework, and in her spare time, she hummed the song softly.

One day, I'll put on a dark casual jacket and a designer hairstyle, walk into a blue-toned bar, ask for a low-alcohol mojito, and make myself an adult. When I talk about adulthood, it has nothing to do with age, but a way of looking at people and things in the outside world. So before that, I will use my gentle voice to temporarily put my fantasies and novelties into dreams, and then experience it, another reality.

"Xue Jie, ask you a question, and you answer truthfully." My friend Ma Zhen also finished reviewing her homework, and when she saw Xue Jie humming and singing alone in front of her desk, she said to Xue Jie.

"Okay, you ask." Xue Jie turned around and stopped singing, looking sincere.

"I'm curious, why did you guard against the master, step on and step, and even ignore him." Ma Zhen paused, and then said, "But you are concerned about depression, and you care about everything, and you wish you could give your best to depression." Could it be that it is because depression is more handsome than the master and more talented than the master? ”

"Depression and the master are two different types of people." Xue Jie can not answer anyone's questions, but except for Ma Zhen, Xue Jie and Ma Zhen are friends who can stick a knife in both sides, so Xue Jie will never keep Ma Zhen.

"It is undeniable that the master is very talented, handsome, and knows how to care about people. Although the education is not high, it does not mean that the master is not an excellent person. Xue Jie said to Ma Zhen, "It's just that the master is a person who has no subjective assumptions, and lacks judgment on the people and things he cares about." He is like a market aunt, he likes to chat everywhere, listen to opinions everywhere, and look like he will be bullied wherever he goes. Xue Jie continued helplessly, "You can never understand what the master is thinking in his heart, Yin Yin, you haven't done anything, but if you turn around, you will be injured by him." When there was a conversation between him and Qiri Nuan on the school forum, when he made me a joke in front of my classmates and teachers, and when he slandered me on the Internet with those messy people, I didn't have a good impression of the master anymore. ”

Recalling the previous unpleasantness, Xue Jie felt uncomfortable for a while. Yes, you go around saying that I'm bad for you, that I'm bad, that I'm bad for you. But have you ever looked back at yourself, what have you done to me? Moreover, I never promised to be with you, excuse me, what about "negative"!! You are sympathetic everywhere, you flaunt yourself as a victim, and slander me with one trumped-up charge after another, who will have such a big stomach to forgive you for everything?! My upbringing taught me that I can't be as moral as you are; My three views tell me that I am not the same kind of person as you, and I want to avoid you. So, I'm sorry, but I can only stay away from you.

"Depressed is a sunny and sunny boy, independent, coarse and fine, objective and fair to people and things." Xue Jie smiled knowingly and continued, "Depression is not only handsome, but also very good-looking, and my first song is the right one for depression. Depression never causes trouble, but it's not afraid of things either. When someone bullied me, he always stood up and was angry for me. When he encounters gossip that is not good to me, he will never listen to it and will not believe it. The main thing is that he won't just talk nonsense when he's idle, looking for people to talk to. He spends his free time with me, even if it's only a quick sentence or two. ”

After saying this, Xue Jie looked at Ma Zhen and smiled happily. Yes, happy. You are as eternal as the stars, as warm as the sun, and everything about you is so precious that I can't cherish it. If you have to say who is good and who is not, Xue Jie is on the side of depression. What is more precious than money is knowledge, more precious than knowledge is the human heart, and what is more precious than the human heart is the clean and clear sky above our heads.

"Oh, I'm white. Before that, before the master did these things, did you have a good impression of him? At that time, were you the master's girlfriend? Ma Zhen asked puzzledly, "Is it true that depression is as those people said, kicking seven days of warmth, treacherous, and robbing the master's girlfriend." ”

"The Master and I parted ways after he hurt me for the first time, to be exact, the Master and I are not even friends." Xue Jie explained, "I am very grateful to the master for everything he has done for me, but I have never promised the master to be with him, so depression does not have the idea of robbing his girlfriend." As for the love history between the depressed past and the seven days of warmth, I have heard a lot, but so what, it is a depressed past, who doesn't have their own past? Xue Jie paused for a few seconds and continued, "I believe depression. ”

"Isn't your injury just because of depression, and the warmth of the seven days pushed you." "Strictly speaking, the master's damage to you is a small fight, but depression is fatal to you. Xue Jie, you don't blame you for being depressed at all?! ”

"Everyone has their own ambitions, Ma Zhen, maybe this is my life." Xue Jie smiled and said to Ma Zhen, "Depression doesn't owe me anything. At the moment, I just want to manage my love well, and I don't want to care about anything else. ”

Before I met you, I drowned in mediocrity; After meeting you, I am willing to give everything for you. We are so sober and in love with each other, and our palms are as wet as the orange sea. Love allows me to withdraw from this selfish and miserable world, to awaken in a world surrounded by flowers and green trees.

So, believe me, I will love you until the Big Bang!