Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I want to drink some wine and make my soul weightless so that it can be blown away by the wind. But the thought that I am only a light rain that gives you a slow, unfathomable sorrow, makes me feel that I have become a sinner in the whole world. No matter how strong the wind is, it goes around my soul.

"Bao'er, get up." At 7:20 in the morning, I sent a message depressed, but, immediately after, I said something inexplicable, "I called you just now, your phone is on the call, you?" ”

Half an hour later, I was depressed and sent a message again, "I told you so much yesterday, do you dislike me?" Forget it, I'm not a mother-in-law. ”

It's also too coincidental... It just so happened that Xue Jie got up early today...... I was excited to try the new facial cleanser...... It just so happened that the phone fell into the water of the washbasin... Ah, it's so uncomfortable......

It was already half past nine after Xue Jie repaired her mobile phone, and Xue Jie looked at the information in her mobile phone while walking to school. Although there are only a few depressing messages, Xue Jie's heart is so bitter. The warm sunlight gently imprinted on Xue Jie's face, but there was no trace of a smile. Is it that only when people lose their souls and are depressed, will they repeatedly play the happiness and beauty of the past in their minds over and over again? Yin Yin was depressed last night and promised Xue Jie that they should trust each other, no matter what problems they encounter, they would communicate well and solve them well, and it was only a night later, why did it change.

Xue Jie sent a message to depressed, "When I washed my face in the morning, my phone fell into the pool, and then the phone screen went black. I want to call you on my classmate's phone, but I can't remember your phone number. I used my classmate's mobile phone to log in to my WeChat, but I couldn't receive the verification code when I logged in to WeChat on my unfamiliar mobile phone. How could I dislike you, last night we said well, don't quarrel. On my mobile phone, no one else calls except you. Depressed, can you be a little more patient and trust me, do you distrust me so much? ”

"No, no, fool, it's just sudden. I made three phone calls in the morning, two calls and one missed, and I thought too much. "There is no Xue Jie's words, and it is very unpleasant to be depressed. can be angry and angry, depressed but has been waiting for Xue Jie, depressed also hopes that Xue Jie can give herself a reasonable explanation.

"It's on the edge of the pool where my phone is put away, I am washing my face with facial cleanser, my face is full of bubbles, and I accidentally hit my phone into the pool." Xue Jie said aggrievedly, "When I found out after washing my face, my phone had been soaked in water for a while." ”

"Uh-huh, little fool, how much does it cost to repair a phone? Sometimes it's not worth it. Depressed and distressed, he sent a message, "I used to too, my phone fell into the water, it was stuck, and the things inside got into the water, so I couldn't open it." ”

"200 pieces, it's been repaired." Xue Jie sighed and sent a message to depressed, "Baby, can you be a little more tolerant of me in the future, I don't want to, it's purely an accident, I'm still going to school now." Xue Jie took a photo of herself walking and sent it to Depression.

"Uh-huh, it's not to lose my temper with you, it's just a little sudden, and the call at that point is actually on the phone." Depressed and aggrieved, he continued to say to Xue Jie, "I calculated that if you get up early, you won't wash until about 7 o'clock, and if I call you to get up...,?" Forget it, don't care, you go back to school first, concentrate on the road, and don't play with your phone. ”

"I usually get up at seven o'clock," Xue Jie read the depressed message and immediately explained, "I will go to wash after getting dressed, and I will answer your call every time I finish washing, and I have to make my own bed after washing, tidy up my personal housekeeping, and have a dormitory aunt to check the hygiene." ”

"Uh-huh, got it, Bao'er." Seeing Xue Jie so self-disciplined, she was very happy to be depressed, "Don't think about it, go to class well." ”

I have also wasted my time, even so reckless that I see death as home, but because I fell in love with you, I began to yearn for a long life. When you laugh, I rejoice with you; When you are sad, I will grieve with you. That's how I love you, I have no regrets. In love I am eternally selfish and eternally sinless.

"Dingdong, I'm out of class, you remember to eat well." After class at noon, Xue Jie sent a message to depression as always.

"Mmmm, I'll eat, Bao'er, you line up." Depressed and doting, he sent a message to Xue Jie, "By the way, Chen Shuai came to me just now and said something about that word, telling me to take care of you, I'm afraid I'll lose you." ”

"What's that?" Xue Jie looked confused,

"That's the butterfly love flower." Depression continued,

"Oh, the one we combined, didn't I send it already?" Xue Jie asked differently,

"Uh-huh, it's okay." Seeing that Xue Jie didn't know, she didn't say much, "You have a good class, I'm busy in the afternoon." ”

"Okay, love you." Xue Jie was eating while sending a message to depression.

Life needs a lot of strength, a lot of pride, or a lot of love to believe that one's actions are worthwhile, and that life is better than death. Xue Jie remembered a poem in "Red Cliff Fu": "Parasitic mayflies in the heaven and earth, a drop in the sea." Mourn the moments of my life, and envy the infinity of the Yangtze River. Fly the fairy to swim, hold the moon and end long. I don't know it suddenly, and I will leave it in the sad wind. "When you hesitate, you can only follow the inertia regardless of it, otherwise what else can you do?

Xue Jie went to Douyin, and suddenly saw Wu Xi Aite herself, clicked in to take a look, Wu Xi quoted Xue Jie and the depression combination "Butterfly Loves Flowers", and combined a poem.

"Butterfly Love Flowers, Candle Flowers Farewell Green Lantern Early"

Sugar candy / Liu Sanshuai

The smoke and rain stretch for thousands of miles. A parting song,

Haunting autumn.

The swaying pond is full of grass, and the yellow flowers are drunk and lonely and hugging.

Lovesickness and disgust urge people to grow old. Gangnam in the old days,

Haoyue was good at the time.

When the east wind arrives, the candle flowers will not be green.

After reading it, Xue Jie was stunned for a moment, and secretly thought, "My name is not Wu Xihe?" Could it be that he saw that I and the depressed butterfly love flower were well written, and when he was interested, he also wrote a poem? "Xue Jie and Wu Xi are good buddies, Wu Xi is known as the first genius in the galaxy, compared to Liu Yong, he can write poetry, which is normal.

"What's going on? Great genius, why do you think of writing me and depressed words? Xue Jie sent a message to Wu Xi.

"I'm happy, it's fun, what's wrong, no?" Wu Xi looked disdainful.

"Then you write, you don't Aite me, I was depressed and saw it, will I be misunderstood?" Xue Jie looked helpless, no wonder she was depressed just now and stopped talking, it turned out to be this.

"I write mine, it's not about Fengyue or you, what are you making a fuss about? Besides, why are you so conscienceless, last time you were bullied on the Internet, I wrote a poem to help you slap that person, why did you turn your face and deny people so quickly? Wu Xi replied to Xue Jie unhappily.

"Uh, well, you win." Xue Jie didn't want to say anything, and after replying to Wu Xi, she turned around and went to find a depressed explanation. Oh my God, what's wrong with me, I've been shot while lying down!!

Life is meaningless, and the reason why it begins to have meaning is because people give meaning to life. But I felt like I had lost my motivation, my body and mind were pulled into mediocrity by the decadence around me, breaking the environment and becoming myself, which made me feel physically and mentally exhausted.