Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

"Fang hates more than 80,000 words, and refuses to lend me half a word." , Xue Jie muttered to herself.

Depressed originally promised Xue Jie to stay and not leave, but as soon as he called his family to talk about this matter, he was strongly opposed by his family, after all, Depression and Xue Jie are online dating, and the family doesn't know anything about Xue Jie and Xue Jie's family, so it is reasonable to make such a judgment. "Baby, I want you to be happy whether I'm here or not." After hanging up the phone, he said to Xue Jie.

Xue Jie knew that she couldn't keep it, so she walked to the hot pot restaurant with depression, and her mood sank to the bottom. is leaving, Xue Jie doesn't want to cry in front of depression, what should be said should be kept, Xue Jie has done it, the matter has come to this, and she will not complain about depression. I've come to Sichuan, I've come to Daliangshan, at least eat a hot pot before leaving.

Ding Dong, I was ordering food, Xue Jie's mobile phone message rang, Xue Jie picked it up and saw that it was a message from her depressed sister, "In?" ”

"Yes, sister," Xue Jie hurriedly replied, "I'll bring your brother to eat hot pot, and when you come, I'll bring you to eat too, it's delicious." After Xue Jie finished speaking, she took a photo of eating hot pot for her depressed sister.

"I know what you mean." The depressed sister sent a message without a finish.

“？？？ Xue Jie sent three question marks, "What can I mean?" I just don't want your brother back. ”

"Aren't you going to graduate school? What do you do with my brother when you go to school? My sister sent a message, "In addition, you are with my brother, you should at least come to my house to see my family and know where my house is." ”

"I'm definitely coming." Xue Jie wanted to cry aggrieved, "I just want your brother to stay, I didn't say he couldn't go." I will also come to your house in the future, you are a girl, I am also a girl, I hope you understand, I need to have a reasonable identity, my uncle and aunt came to our house to see it during the New Year, and I will come when I get engaged. ”

"Then you let my brother come back first and make it clear to the family." My sister was resolute, "My brother just stayed at your house, our family didn't agree, and what should he do?" ”

"For your brother, I went to graduate school, and I married him after graduating from college. We want to work hard to start a business and do what we love. Xue Jie was a little angry in her heart, "I'm a girl, and I haven't made any excessive requests to your family, if you think I've done something wrong, you bring it up, and I'll change it." Why do you only see your brother's efforts and not mine? ”

Most of people's lives are based on shortcomings, which are extended and implicated in time to form chaos. Often, the more we desire and desire something, the less we can get it. When we were young, we thought that we had the strength and ability to collect strange flowers and flowers, and only after being weathered did we know how to give up, and concentrate on protecting the trees in our yards. The more you crave respect and understanding, the harder it is to get. Perhaps misunderstanding and judging the situation are the norm. But we still have to move forward, and not all the messes can be unraveled, and not all the desires can be realized.

"Baby, stop talking, eat some food, I'll put it in a bowl for you." Depressed, he saw that Xue Jie's face was wrong, and hurriedly gave Xue Jie vegetables.

"You go back tomorrow, I won't keep you." Xue Jie looked depressed and said, "Your sister just talked to me, and she was right." ”

"Baby, I'll go back first and make it clear to my family. I'm going to come in the future, next time I come, I won't leave, we'll always be together, you believe me, okay? Depressed and sincere, Xue Jie nodded, and the two of them silently ate the parting meal.

After eating hot pot and returning home, Xue Jie simply washed up, said good night to depression, and returned to her small room to cry silently. The meaning of life is not to deduce perfection, the more you desire, the more you can't get it, why bother? Let it go, it doesn't belong to you, so why force it, entangle, and annoy people.

Xue Jie picked up the pen and wrote a parting poem for depression.

"Jade Mountain Pillow: Farewell"

Plain shadow window. Tears are still in my eyes, and my makeup is like washing.

Zhao Ji Shese, Qin Moth, humane, sullen and vain.

The stacking of autumn for the compilation is absurd, easy to change, and the distant waves are empty.

Listen condensed, have to endure the separation, and light dust, this situation should be difficult to continue.

I can't afford to fall into the sky. It was for the sake of farewell, rushing and angry.

The remaining sorrows are not stopped, and they are even more poignant, with less joy and more sorrow, and they are scattered.

How can it be that the dust is chasing the style, sighing who pity, and several times of rise and fall.

Insults are still, a few poems, all heartfelt, turbidity and sincerity.

At dawn the next day, Xue Jie ordered breakfast for depression. I was depressed and got up very early, and after receiving the takeaway, I knocked on Xue Jie's room door and asked Xue Jie to get up and eat together. Xue Jie didn't get up, covered her head with a quilt, and was in no mood to eat. It's not that Xue Jie is ruthless, last night, Xue Jie was crying and writing poems, and her eyes were swollen like buns. Xue Jie didn't look in the mirror, and she knew that her eyes were swollen and couldn't be opened. Xue Jie didn't want to let depression see her like this, it was too embarrassing.

"Baby, I wrote you a poem, and I'll send it to you when I get to the station." Depression sent a message to Xue Jie, "I am a train at two o'clock at noon, and I will transfer trains when I arrive in Kunming." Baby, I'm leaving, you have to take care of yourself, don't think about it, I'll send you a message when I'm free, waiting for me to come back. ”

After reading the message, Xue Jie couldn't stand it anymore, regardless of whether he was ugly or beautiful, she got dressed and went out to see her depression. I had lunch with depressed, and then sent depressed to the train station. Depressed and saw Xue Jie's swollen eyes, knowing that Xue Jie cried again last night, she was distressed, "Baby, I feel like I owe you a lot." ”

Do you know how to give? I don't deserve it. It's just helpless. I have a garden full of four seasons, and I never get tired of seeing the moon that I can't touch. What am I doing when I'm desperately tossing and turning? Is it the imbalance in the dim sum? Or is it not what you look like in the eyes of others? There are two hardships in life, you can't get what you want, and you lose what you have. Looking back suddenly, but always regretful, have you ever thought about how stupid and unreasonable this regret is, if that is not a kind of jackpot is also a kind of regret. The truth is that no one can predict the best choices you can make, but even if it's not the best, so what?

"Baby, I'm leaving, take care of myself." After saying it in depression, he walked to the waiting hall without looking back. Xue Jie stood behind him, looking at his distant back, her heart was sour, Xue Jie wanted to turn around in a depressed way, and when she saw Xue Jie, who was looking at her infatuately, she immediately couldn't move her steps and returned to Xue Jie.

Ding Dong, Xue Jie was still delusional, and suddenly the mobile phone message rang. Xue Jie opened it and looked at it, depressed and transferred a red envelope to herself, "Baby, I transferred you the taxi money, you pay attention to safety on the way back, slow down, I will send you the words I wrote for you now." ”

"Okay." Xue Jie recovered from her depression, received the red envelope, and took a taxi to rush home.

"Sijiake"

When will the dream of Liangzhou be closed? The west wind always makes guests sad

The banana rain outside the curtain drips into people's hearts

The stars are still the same, the moon is faint, and the clouds are timidly looking back

Shushan has always been affectionate, and since then the eyebrows and eyes have been gentle

- Depressed Child

Falling in love with someone is like moving into a house, at first you fall in love with everything new and revel in every morning that you have it – but over the years the façade of the house starts to get old, the planks are cracked, and you gradually fall in love with it because of the imperfection that it should have been. Then you get to know all the flaws and imperfections: how to avoid the key from getting stuck in the lock hole when it's cold; Which piece of floor is easy to bend when stepped on; How to open a cabinet door just enough to keep it from creaking. These are the little secrets that will give you a sense of belonging.

Love, it's not good if it doesn't come, it's not good if it doesn't come, it's not good if it doesn't come or go, it's not good if it comes and goes. Love is troublesome.