Chapter 330: Can You Forgive Me?
Yan Chujing lowered his eyes and looked at Chi Xinian, his eyes were angry and resentful, as if he had an indescribable mood.
Chi Xinian couldn't see him like this, every time he looked at him like this on weekdays, she would be defeated. But today, she just held on and looked back without dodging.
She wanted to see what his so-called revenge was!
The two looked at each other for a long time.
In the end, at Chi Xinian's insistence, Yan Chujing was the first to lose: "Isn't it that day, after you made an evaluation of me, I brushed my sleeves and left?" ”
He gritted his teeth, and the grief in his glazed eyes was a little backlog as the words were revealed: "Not only did I do things wrong, but when I was pointed out, my temper was bigger than anyone else's. When you see me like this, you must hold a grudge! ”
Probably the most difficult part to speak has already been spoken, and the further back he goes, the smoother Yan Chujing's tone becomes.
In the end, he said bluntly: "Between us, isn't this one thing? Didn't you knowingly ask what it was?! ”
"But I'm not angry at all." Chi Xinian thought back to the situation that day, "It was you who were angry and didn't want to see me that day." I'm afraid that it will anger you if I get together again, so I even asked Manager Li to help you bring it if you remember to have dinner.
"In the past two days, I'm afraid that you will be angry when you see me, but I haven't been hanging in front of your eyes.
"Why is it that I'm the one who is angry now?"
"Do you dare to say that you don't hold a grudge? Whether it's for my own interests first, or for the things that I lose my temper with you later. Yan Chujing's eyes were slightly dark.
"Look, you're treating others as your own again, aren't you?" Chi Xinian shook his head, "I have never held a grudge against you, whether it was in the past or now.
"And I've never been dissatisfied with my current life, I think it's good to be a queen, and it's good to live with you.
"I don't think I've thought I've ever thought about my feelings when I did something, but I don't want to hold a grudge against you.
"On the contrary, I'm more worried that you're holding your breath and making yourself angry."
After the words fell, Chi Xinian raised his palm again, and gently wiped off a little flour accidentally stained on Yan Chujing's face with his thumb.
She moves softly, with a little pampering.
This was originally a great disrespect to the domineering emperor, but with her gentle stroke, Yan Chujing suddenly calmed down.
He lowered his eyes and pondered for a long time before he spoke again: "But you will subconsciously make such an evaluation of me, you must have regarded me as such a person in your heart." You didn't really change your opinion of me, but on the surface, you gave me face..."
"It was indeed me who was wrong that day." Chi Xinian showed remorse, "It's because I didn't take your changes to heart, and I wantonly evaluated your personality."
"So as soon as I said that, I regretted it. But the words have already been said, you are also angry and left, no matter how much I want to whitewash the peace, I can't do it.
"For the past two days, I have been reflecting on myself. Today, I think you should have lost some of your anger, so I came to Lingyun Palace and wanted to apologize to you head-on.
"I'm sorry for that remark the night before yesterday, can you accept my apology?"
Chi Xinian's attitude was sincere, and his words were full of apologies, without the slightest intention of evading or shirking responsibility.
She obviously wanted to take all the problems on herself, and then, standing in the position of the party at fault, sincerely asked Yan Chujing for forgiveness.