Chapter 351: Am I in Your Heart?
Although she has regarded Yan Chujing as an important person, the parents who have grown up with her since childhood, as well as the second aunt who did their best to support her after her parents left, as well as the younger brother who became extremely sensible after losing her father at a young age, and the two younger sisters who have been silently supporting her, are all irreplaceable existences in her heart.
Because of them, she was able to stagger through the wind and frost in those most difficult years, and because of their inseparability, Chifu has always been a home for her.
Maybe one day in the future, Chifu will be thriving, and the family will no longer need to get together to keep warm, and they will be able to live well.
Maybe one day in the future, she will also fall in love with Yan Chujing and engrave love into her bones.
At that point, he will probably become the most important one.
But now, not yet.
Chi Xinian's expression was serious, and without saying much, Yan Chujing read her mind from her gaze.
It was the expected answer, but he still couldn't stop feeling a wave of loss in his heart: "Didn't you tell me that I am also your family?" Why do I have to be a little shorter in front of those people?
"Could it be that what you said before was just to make me happy, not sincere?"
He knew that her upbringing experience was different from his, and he had not received care from his relatives, so he naturally did not have to return the feelings. But she is different, when she was growing up, her family gave her all the love she could, and now that she has grown up, how can she easily leave her relatives behind?
She wasn't that kind of person, and he didn't want her to be like that for himself.
He only hoped that she would put him and his family in a joint first place.
In the future, they are also a family of blood and blood, and it is difficult to part with each other's existence. In this way, he will no longer be alone in this world...
"That's not true, a small family is a small family, everyone is everyone, it's different." Chi Xinian took Yan Chujing's hand and put it in the palm of his hand, opposite his palm, and shook his fingers, "There is a difference between the two, and the difference is there, you may not be able to understand it just by relying on my dictation."
"This has to be experienced slowly through the passage of time.
"I can only tell you, if our little family has always existed, one day, we will have the same status as everyone else."
"Then I'm as important as they are?" Yan Chujing is still concerned about that problem.
Hearing this, Chi Xinian couldn't help but burst out laughing: "That's nature." ”
Yan Chujing is really persistent to the point of being entangled.
If you are an opponent, you may be driven crazy by him.
But in some ways, it will make people think that he is quite cute.
After getting the answer he wanted, Yan Chujing finally nodded with satisfaction: "The result of becoming as important, I will wait and see." As for now, you go ahead and say hello. ”
"Okay." Chi Xinian smiled and said, "Since Your Majesty pays attention to whether you are the first in my heart, then I also want to ask Your Majesty, how many am I in Your Majesty's heart?" ”
Probably afraid that Yan Chujing would be hypocritical and refused to answer honestly, Chi Xinian finished asking, and said in another way: "Just say if there is any existence compared to me, don't be too detailed." ”
"Nope." Unexpectedly, Yan Chujing answered very quickly.
He seems to have given up on himself in continuous embarrassment, and seems to have gradually figured out his thoughts in the repeated questions and answers.