Chapter 174: Someone Like Me
"Someone as good as me,
should have lived a brilliant life,
How did more than 20 years come to an end,
is still floating in the sea of people,
Someone as smart as me,
I have long said goodbye to simplicity,
Why did you still use a relationship,
To change the scars,
……”
What kind of person is Qin Yan, he used this song "People Like Me" to give everyone an answer.
He felt that this song wrote about himself in his previous life, and also wrote about the 20 years before he traveled over.
When he was a child, the original owner was very strong, and although he was abandoned by his divorced parents, he still thought that he could live a personal life. But as he grew older, the original owner realized that he might not be as special as he thought. He studied hard, but his grades were always only at the midstream level, and in the end, he could only rely on Yanjing's policy support for indigenous students and a little luck to be admitted to the film academy.
That feeling of being out of the crowd made him feel very uncomfortable, very unwilling, but he couldn't do anything, in that darkest time, Xiao Muyu may be the only white moonlight in his heart.
Later, Qin Yan crossed over, and the original owner's feelings for Xiao Muyu as if they were enchanted still did not disappear completely, which was also the reason why Qin Yan tolerated Xiao Muyu again and again before.
"Confused people like me,
People like me who are looking for it,
A man like me, who does nothing,
How many other people have you seen,
Lonely people like me
Someone as stupid as me,
People like me who are not willing to be ordinary,
How many people are there in the world,
……”
Qin Yan, who was singing, unconsciously wet his eyes with tears.
Those inner memories of the original owner that had long been sealed by him were uncontrollably turned over to his heart again at this moment.
He couldn't help but look at the corner of the stage, where Xiao Muyu was already crying and wearing makeup.
This memory in Qin Yan's heart, perhaps in addition to himself, Xiao Muyu, his young partner, can best understand it.
It's just a pity, the world is impermanent, the world makes people, and the two of them have finally become what they are now.
A lot of viewers also cried.
The melody of this song is plain, but the simple and unpretentious lyrics are more heart-wrenching, and each lyric sings the hearts of countless listeners.
yes, who wants to be ordinary.
Who doesn't yearn for poetry and distance.
But even if he is no longer willing to be ordinary, life is like a mountain that crushes everyone's backbone, and finally lives into this picture that he hates the most and has been ordinary all his life.
The audience watching the live broadcast was surprised to find that there was hardly any barrage on the screen at this moment, obviously, the audience was affected by the song at this moment, and had long lost any idea of interaction.
“……
Lonely people like me,
Someone as stupid as me,
People like me who are not willing to be ordinary,
How many people are there in the world,
Inexplicable people like me,
Will anyone feel distressed. ”
When the last note fell, Qin Yan's singing ended.
He bent slightly and bowed to the audience.
Then, the silent studio hall was instantly ignited.
Bang Bang Bang ......
All the audience stood up, and the crazy applause rang out for a long time.
This is everyone paying tribute to Qin Yan!
His songs conquered everyone sitting here and all the viewers who watched the show.
After a long time, the applause slowly fell.
Jia Teng from the judges' seat rushed directly to the stage and hugged Qin Yan vigorously.
"Good brother, this song of yours has been written in my brother's heart. You're right, we are all ordinary people, we all encounter setbacks, encounter difficulties, and want to climb out of the ordinary and desperate abyss, but life oppresses us like a lost dog, even if we try our best, there are very few who can finally break out. Jaten said with tears in his eyes.
Jia Teng's early experience is known to many people at the scene, he is just a comedian with no sense of existence, he tried his best but never got on the big screen, if he hadn't been fortunate enough to go to the Spring Festival Gala that year, he might have given up his career as an actor.
People, you can't always live for your dreams, after all, people also have to eat.
Qin Yan wiped his tears, then patted Jia Teng's shoulder and said, "Thank you, Brother Teng, but it's all over." You, and me, we're all crawling out now, aren't we! ”
"Haha, that's good." Jia Teng nodded vigorously, and then said loudly: "In today's competition, I don't care what other people's songs are, but in my heart, this song "People Like Me" is a well-deserved No. 1!" ”
After Jia Teng finished speaking, the audience applauded again.
Obviously, everyone agrees with Jaten's statement.
If this kind of phenomenal song can't get the first place, then this show is definitely shady.
In the contestants' seats, the faces of the other four composers were a little unnatural, and the feelings of this competition had just begun?
Jia Teng returned to his position, and the Heavenly King Li Zun then got up and said, "Qin Yan Xiaoyou, I am once again impressed by your talent.
If someone else wrote this song, I would think that this song is very "mournful", and the person who wrote the song is a typical pessimist, and listening to it will make people emo. But you write differently, because you have been reborn from the helpless willingness to break out of the ordinary in the past, and now you are ordinary at all! So I hope that those 'people like you' will eventually be able to break through and create their own legends like you! ”
Li Zun's words were recognized by many audiences, and applause rang out again.
Next, music critic Qu Bo also said: "Qin Yan, I really want to open your brain to see how much talent you still have not shown."
According to the time, you will not write this song for more than a week, and you will spend most of your time in the crew of "Train to Busan" during this week, and even take a day to appear on a variety show with Jia Teng, but even so, you still wrote such an excellent song.
The lyrics of this song are a process of self-analysis, a process of constantly recognizing yourself, a process of constantly exploring yourself, I really can't believe that you only have so much time to write this song.
So now I'd like to ask, is this song really something you wrote in the last few days? ”
Qu Bo's words aroused everyone's curiosity.
After all, the mode of "The Strongest Composer", which only takes one week to write songs, is too short, and in such a short period of time, the probability of a composer writing a good song is undoubtedly much lower.
As for Qin Yan, not to mention the song "Kiss Everywhere" last week, now there is a more excellent song "People Like Me".
Faced with Qu Bo's question, Qin Yan felt that there was nothing that could not be answered.
Let's be honest.
So Qin Yan said: "This song is indeed written by me in the past two days, and I wrote two songs at a time, because the other song is more 'mourning', so I have no choice." However, as Mr. Qu Bo said, these two songs are based on too many perceptions and analyses of past lives, and also from long-term self-recognition and self-exploration, so strictly speaking, they can be regarded as having been prepared for a long time. ”
After Qin Yan finished speaking, the audience applauded again.
Qu Bo applauded and exclaimed: "I understand what you mean, based on the perception of past life, wait for a certain opportunity and do it in one go, which is also the practice of most musicians." By the way, I'm a little curious about what the other song you wrote at the same time looks like, can you sing it to everyone? ”
"This ......"
Qin Yan hesitated a little, and looked at director Bi Boben for help.
After all, the time of the show is strictly regulated, and his current performance has overtime, and if it is delayed any longer, I am afraid that the show will not be recorded on time.
So Qin Yan felt that Bi Boben should not agree to sing another song.
And even if he agreed, he should only let himself sing a few words.
This was Qin Yan's idea, and it was also the idea of everyone present.
But to everyone's surprise, Bi Boben got up and pointed to the middle-aged woman in the corner of the audience, and then said to Qin Yan: "Director Qin, do you see that person?" She is the director of our Yanjing Satellite TV! Just now, she told me to cut the 10-minute ad in the middle of the show and leave time for you to sing! ”
Wow!
Bi Boben's words caused an uproar in the audience, and then everyone cheered wildly.