For a long time, there was still no movement in the dormitory.

Looking at the closed hall door, Pei Yuan paced in front of the door for a while, and finally kicked the door open.

He paused, and walked into the dormitory.

Walking into the inner hall, I saw Pei Chen sitting on the ground in front of the bed, his eyes were blank, and there were rows of tears on Jun's face.

Pei Yuan paused and looked at him silently.

Pei Chen was immersed in his own thoughts, unaware.

After a long time, Pei Yuan sighed, squatted down in front of him, and called softly: "Your Majesty? ”

Pei Chen came back to his senses and looked at him slowly.

Pei Yuan said: "It's cold on the ground, go to the bed and sit down." As he spoke, he reached out and took his arm, trying to pick him up.

I don't know how long Pei Chen has been sitting on the ground, his legs have long been stiff, and he was almost kneeling on the ground when he was held by Pei Yuan.

After Pei Yuan put him on the bed, he probed his forehead and saw that there was no burn, so he was relieved, but when he saw that his lips were dry, he went out and asked someone to pour a cup of hot water.

"Your Majesty, drink some hot water." Pei Yuan brought the tea bowl to Pei Chen.

Pei Chen's lips moved, his voice was dry and hoarse, "I'm not thirsty......"

"You haven't drunk water for a day, drink a little, it will feel better." Pei Yuan simply took the spoon and fed it to him little by little.

Pei Chen passively took a few sips, then shook his head and said, "I don't want to drink it......"

Seeing this, Pei Yuan put down the tea bowl and sat down on the chair in front of the bed.

After a moment of silence, he called softly: "Chen'er, I know that you feel uncomfortable, you can vent it, don't embarrass yourself like this, your imperial grandmother is very worried about you." ”

Pei Chen turned his head to look at him, and suddenly said, "Uncle Huang, Qiu Di is dead......

Pei Yuan was stunned, and then nodded, "Yes, but people can't be resurrected after death, you can't torture yourself, you are responsible for the well-being of all people, you should cheer up." ”

Pei Chen shook his head, his voice low and dull, "Uncle Huang, I can't cheer up......"

Pei Yuan held his shoulder, "You can." ”

Pei Chen said astringently: "Uncle Huang, you don't understand, but before Qiu Di died, I didn't understand either, it turns out that I care about her so much, I once thought that she would always be by my side, but she left like this, I didn't have the slightest preparation......

At this point, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

When Pei Yuan saw him like this, he felt uncomfortable.

He didn't expect that Qiu Di's death would give him such a big blow.

At this moment, he blamed himself and regretted it.

Knowing that there was this day, he shouldn't have sent Qiu Di into the palace in the first place, and he knew that there was this day, he shouldn't have taken Qiu Di in the first place.

But now, it's too late to say these things.

Looking at the young man in front of him, he was helpless and distressed.

He took out a handkerchief, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then clenched his hand, "Chen'er, I understand your relationship with Qiu Di, but people can't be resurrected after death, and people who are alive can only look forward, and I believe Qiu Di doesn't want to see you like this." You are the emperor, and the country of Daliang depends on you. ”

Pei Chen shook his head, "Uncle Huang, I feel so tired, here, it's empty, and I don't have the motivation to move forward, I'm afraid I can support the country of the girder anymore......" He put his hand on his heart, and the whole person was weak.

Pei Yuan's heart sank, and he could only try his best to appease, "Since you are tired, take a good rest for a while, I will help you deal with the affairs of the court, during this time, you don't have to think about anything, if you want to go out to play, I will arrange someone to accompany you to ......"

"Uncle Huang." Pei Chen suddenly interrupted him, "Actually, I don't want to be the emperor at all, I never wanted to, when I was five years old, after I was passively supported by you to ascend to the throne, I was actually never happy."

You expect me to be a good emperor and take up the lead in the country, but I am really struggling and tired.

Days like this, day after day, year after year, I have become numb, without the slightest hope, and I am thinking, maybe it will not be long before I will die in this lifeless palace.

Until Qiu Di came to my side, she was very quiet, obviously not much older than me, but she always looked old and serious, which made me think of teasing her.

However, she did not complain about my teasing at all, and always accompanied me quietly.

It's been many years, and I've long been accustomed to her presence and companionship, and it's because of her that the dull life in the palace has a little hope.

Sometimes looking at her delicate appearance, I always ask her, why does she look like a girl?

She pretended to be calm in front of me, but I didn't know that the panic in her eyes had already been seen by me.

But at that time, I didn't think that she was a daughter, I just thought that she was worried that I would dislike her.

I was pleasantly surprised to find out that she was a daughter, but she didn't want to be a concubine, and I didn't force it, anyway, she was by her side.

But I didn't expect that she would die like this, without warning, and completely leave me......"

Speaking of the back, Pei Chen choked up, and the tears on Jun's face also flowed violently.

On the day of the Shangyuan Festival, he didn't dare to take her out of the palace.

If she hadn't left the palace, she wouldn't have died......

Pei Yuan is such a calm person, at this moment, he is a little panicked.

"Chen'er, don't be sad, you still have the imperial grandmother, and us, we will accompany you." For a long time, he pursed his lips and said soothingly.

"It's different." Pei Chen shook his head, "I used to think that Qiu Di was not that important, until the moment she died, I didn't know how important she was to me, if I could understand earlier, I must be better to her, but she will never come back......

Uncle Huang, can you understand my feelings?

I know you love your aunt deeply, so I think you'll understand. ”

Pei Yuan mourned in his heart and held his shoulder, "Your Majesty, I can understand your feelings, so if you feel tired, you can rest for a while, don't think about anything, and when you are rested, you will take over the affairs of the court." ”

Pei Chen paused, and suddenly looked up at him, "Uncle Huang, in fact, you are more suitable to be this emperor than me, and I am not suitable at all." ”

Pei Yuan's face changed, "The emperor is not talking nonsense." ”

Pei Chen smiled bitterly and said lightly: "Uncle Huang, thank you for listening to my trivial words, I'm tired and want to rest for a while, you can go back." ”

Pei Yuan sighed in his heart and nodded, "Okay, but the emperor hasn't eaten for a day, eat something first and then sleep." ”

Pei Chen nodded.

Pei Yuan went out for a while, and after a while, he personally came in with a bowl of porridge.

This time, Pei Chen was very cooperative, and it didn't take long for him to finish eating.

Seeing him lie down, Pei Yuan still felt unsteady in his heart.

After he went out, he called the chamberlain to keep an eye on him, and then he went out of the palace.

This night, Pei Yuan didn't sleep well, and his mind was full of Pei Chen's pale face and the words he said with tears.

It turned out that in those years, he was so unhappy.

It was he who was negligent.

The next day, before dawn, he got up and freshened up, planning to enter the palace to see Pei Chen.

Yizhu slept in a daze, heard the movement, rubbed his eyes and sat up, "Why did you get up so early?" ”