Chapter Seventy-Six: Gentle and Profound
Bai Mang's hand on the back of Jiang Chuanyao's neck was tightly pressed until she was lifted by Jiang Chuanyao under her waist, and she came to him with her whole body.
Tightly attached to Jiang Chuanyao's arms.
His hands grabbed her waist fiercely, and she was already face to face with him.
Gently separate your lips.
The eyes that flickered with emotion were still hooked with each other, bright and faint, and it was difficult to eliminate the longing that had grown under the eyes.
There was still the breath of each other between the lips, tentative, depressed, crazy...... Uncontrollably caters to a disordered heartbeat. Provocation and arrogance are disdainful bursts from the depths of the soul.
Dark clouds overhead cover the moon.
The two riverside buildings that are super tall in front of them seem to split the night sky and press head-on.
It looks aggressive and empty-eyed.
Jiang Chuanyao's two hands went from his waist, one up, one down, and finally his bony and broad hand also came to the back of her neck.
The big hand wrapped around her entire neck and rubbed it gently with the palm of his hand, once, twice, three times......
He never made any debauchery or excesses, like the kiss he covered again, like his delicate eyelashes slightly closed, fluttering and restrained.
The lips and teeth touched, sinking deeper and deeper.
Behind him is a dense and tall tree shadow greenery, isolating the ambiguity of the endless human voices outside.
The neon lights are divided, and the road is still a scene of speed, with scarlet cigarette butts being thrown out of the rush of traffic.
She and him were in a cage of emptiness, shadows folding.
A treetop with a blooming tea plum tree, covered with moonlight from the dark clouds, seems to have turned into a demonic condensed frost flower......
In the evidence materials sent by Bai Hui to Jiang Chuanyao, in addition to the photo, there is also a family identification report of Ms. Bai and Ms. Qiao, who are not only siblings, but also twin sisters.
Tonight is Friday, Bai Mang did not return to the Lan dormitory, and stayed here to listen to Jiang Chuanyao tell him the story of a Linyang twin.
The same story, after different mouths and different people's descriptions, has different scripts, Jiang Chuanyao's version is an objective version after comprehensive information processing.
It's not a very pleasant story, and even the background is dark and depressing.
A genius autistic teenager and a visually impaired girl become friends in an orphanage, one who can't see the world and the other who can't feel the world clearly; They were all abandoned in orphanages, one was here three days after he was born, and the other was left at the door by his cruel father when he was almost old enough to go to school. Compared to the girl who grew up in an orphanage, the six-year-old boy who was abandoned at the door of the orphanage already has memories and a pale judgment of the world.
It's just that this young man has a very high IQ and the ability to remember memorially, but he only lives in his own world, and has no friends and no desires. The girl is bullied in an orphanage because she is visually impaired, and her only desire is to have friends who can describe the world to her.
How they got together is unknown, the boy is lonely, the girl is shoulder to shoulder, and it seems like a fantasy that the two can become friends who rely on each other, and it is as if it was destined to go with the flow.
The first person to find the boy at the gate of the orphanage was the girl.
The girl's world was not dark, but full of white light, and the boy was the first to appear in her light.
A figure lonelier than her.
The girl is three years older than the boy, but the stunted look about the same age as the boy. When they first met, the orphanage organized a physical examination, and they measured their height together, almost the same height, and their weight was about the same.
They received clothes of the same size.
The orphanages all wore the same clothes, except for the names written in the collars. The girl's clothes were deliberately soiled, and she could not see it herself, only to perceive in ridicule that she was being teased by her peers.
The indifferent teenager changed clothes with her.
The children in the orphanage still taunted her, first only against her, and then against them.
They don't stop until the boy turns into a mad dog.
Neither of them was capable of self-preservation, and they both instinctively protected each other in that orphanage.
The girl can't see the world, but she has a keen sense of perception.
The teenager couldn't perceive the world clearly, and he didn't have normal emotions and emotions, but he only felt the appearance of a girl.
Time flies, year after year, until they want to leave this orphanage together.
Because they can only be together if they leave the orphanage.
Jiang Chuanyao can tell this story clearly, and all the plots he told above were taken from the girl's diary. Girls learn to write Braille, and boys naturally understand what they memorize because girls learn Braille.
After that, this diary fell on Bai Hui, and it was translated by Bai Hui.
"When they leave the orphanage, will they have my mother and your mother?" Bai Mang said in a deep voice.
The foreshadowing is over, and the ending is clear.
"They never left the orphanage, they probably left for a while, and then they came back, and the boy went crazy and was prosecuted for murder, and then he was sent to a psychiatric hospital, and the girl was forcibly taken back to the orphanage, and then he was sent to the hospital to give birth to twin daughters."
Jiang Chuanyao's voice is clear, and his tone is so plain that he can't hear any emotions or waves, but every expression he expresses is like a hammer hitting his heart heavily, and the feelings of that era are destined not to be tolerated, or even understood.
Bai Mang gathered the blanket, his legs curled up slightly, and his body was pillowed on the thick and soft sofa cushions.
Half of the lights outside the floor-to-ceiling windows disappeared, and the darkness outside the room swept through half of the city.
In the end, she was sent to a mental hospital, and the girl was forcibly taken back to the orphanage? The two twin daughters seem to be the new products of this story, and they also become a continuation of the unfortunate ending of the story.
Jiang Chuanyao looked at her silently, his eyes lit up.
At this moment, Bai Mang felt that the story was not so simple, but Jiang Chuanyao was not ready to tell her, and she didn't want to know. All she could guess was that the two twin girls were adopted by different families.
What Jiang Chuanyao didn't go on to say was that the case of the murder of an autistic teenager by a former genius in Linyang Orphanage still has a file, and a public interest lawyer defended them at that time, and it took a lot of effort to save the boy's life.
The premise of saving the boy's life is to deny that the two are in love, and the boy is a psychopath with no emotions at all.
The blind girl personally denied their love in court, accusing the teenager of violating her.
This is the version left in the dossier, and the story ends with the girl giving birth to twin daughters and people going crazy.
The last poem she wrote in her diary was a very simple poem.
"You sang the moonlight
I grieved for the sun
Barren souls, covered with snow
This rusty world, one home at a time]
"Are they together in a psychiatric hospital?" Bai Mang asked Jiang Chuanyao.
Jiang Chuanyao shook his head, leaned on the sofa, his face was very silent by the light, and he sighed softly for a while: "I don't know." ”
They may all be dead, they may be together; It is also possible that one dies and the other continues to live.
Who knows.
No one cared about them, they were abandoned at birth.
Who cares.
Their relationship was incomprehensible, just two lonely and pitiful souls comforting each other for warmth.
Who cares.
"Are you sure they're our grandparents? I'm Bai Hui's daughter, I know very well, are you sure you are Ms. Qiao's son? ”
Bai Mang turned his head sideways and looked directly at Jiang Chuanyao.
Jiang Chuanyao pulled his mouth unconcernedly, he reached out and took her hand, and asked her, "If it's clear, can you accept this?" "The materials that Bai Hui gave him are very complete, including Qiao Bai gave birth to his birth certificate, date of birth and even birthmark.
He had cord blood in the hospital when he was a child, and it was clearly recorded.
It's just that about his origin, he can't explain it to Bai Mang for the time being.
Not only is it dark and disgraceful, but it is also lackluster.
It is nothing more than a deal between a politician and an orphan girl, and his birth is a transaction.
Just like his upbringing, it is also full of transactional colors.
Jiang Xiaoxin's deal with the Jiang family, his existence is crucial to the Jiang family, but that's all.
Jiang Chuanyao had a calm sadness on his face, which caused his gaze to look at Bai Mang to be more gentle and infatuated, until his hand was held by her.
Hold it and release it again.
Bai Mang stood up from the couch, her socks against the floor tiles, her reflection almost clearly reflected on the gleaming marble floor.
She couldn't see her face clearly, but she was very clear about the emotions that were rising in her heart.
"Is it to accept my relationship with you? Or accept everything you tell me? She asked him, tilting her head, bewildered and sober.
"Both." Jiang Chuanyao clasped his hands together and looked closer to her, "So think clearly." ”
But.
Some questions are not answered the more clearly you think about them.
Listening to Jiang Chuanyao's statement of the orphanage's story earlier, she was indeed a little sad, regretful, and sad in her heart......
She and Jiang Chuanyao are not the people in the story, and neither she nor he is a continuation of that story.
She and he are both separate individuals.
The world and beliefs she and he face are also different from them in the story.
"Bai Hui said when she was very young, I am a seed that sprouts in the dark. But I'm not a seed now, I've grown a little tree, I don't need to live in the dark to sprout, I need light, I can grow from a small tree to a big tree. ”
"We all need light, not darkness."
"Jiang Chuanyao, if you can't accept it, you can't face your world. Then you come to my world. Bai Mangting stood in front of Jiang Chuanyao, with a clear smile on her face, firm words and clear eyes.
She also held out her hand to him.
Scold.
Jiang Chuanyao finally showed the happiest smile in the past two days, light and cheerful, he thought that Bai Mang would fall into the persecution of the vortex with him, but she was not flustered or sad, and stretched out her hand to him.
……
At two o'clock in the morning, Bai Mang dozed off in Jiang Chuanyao's arms, and the two covered the same blanket. When Jiang Chuanyao got up to carry her to bed, Bai Mang seemed to have a sense, but when he wondered whether to open his eyes, he fell asleep again.
The next day, her biological clock woke her up at six o'clock, thinking of sleeping a little more on Saturday.
At eight o'clock, Jiang Chuanyao went downstairs to buy breakfast, and fried eggs and ham.
Bai Mang washed simply, looked at her face at the basin with clear water, her eyebrows and eyes were clear, she looked very normal, not like a pervert at all.
…… If courage also pays attention to timing, it is true that she has more courage at night than during the day.
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When Bai Mang ate breakfast, he made a simple Chinese sandwich with steamed buns and fried egg ham, which looked like he was not eating breakfast.
Jiang Chuanyao saw that there were so many small movements, so he said, "When we have breakfast, we will go to the library to read books together." ”
Bai Mang has no relatives since she was a child, she originally thought that she only had a grandmother and a mother, but when she went to Ning City, she had a father and stepmother.
After the college entrance examination, God may think that her life is too pure, and he began to send her relatives.
Probably there was too much delivery, and during the delivery process, there was a business trip.
Jiang Chuanyao's mistake.
"Jiang Jiang ......" Bai Mang called Jiang Chuanyao.
Ignored.
"Ah Yao?" Bai Mang shouted again and changed his name.
Jiang Chuanyao still ignored her, bowed his head to eat, and looked cold and silent. The kiss between her and him last night just stayed at the tenderness and impulsiveness of last night.
"Cousin......" Bai Mang took out a killer idea.
Jiang Chuanyao instantly raised his head and threw her a sentence: "Don't make trouble." ”
Bai Mang was originally still brazen, but seeing Jiang Chuanyao's reaction, his cheeks were a little hot for no reason, and he paused and said: "Anyway, you told me about the matter, and until it is confirmed, I will always have doubts about this matter." ”
Jiang Chuanyao: "Yes. ”
A funny question popped up in Bai Mang's brain, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he asked Jiang Chuanyao: "Cousin or girlfriend, which is important?" ”
Jiang Chuanyao lowered his eyes, didn't look at her, and looked uninterested: "It's not important." ”
Bai Mang: "Huh? ”
"Identity doesn't matter. Jiang Chuanyao raised his gaze, "Only people matter." ”
…… Oh.
Even if the reactions are different, the essence of this matter is that he and she are the same kind of people, could it be that it is caused by genes?
Bai Mang gently held the "sandwich" in his hand, hesitating which side to take.
A doorbell rang from the entrance.
Jiang Chuanyao glanced at the door.
The doorbell rang again.
Although it was strange for someone to ring the doorbell early in the morning, Jiang Chuanyao's slightly changed expression was even more strange. She also wanted to ask who it would be, Jiang Chuanyao had already begun to arrange for her.
"Bai Mang, you go to the room." He said to her, "I'll go to the door and say a few words." ”
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