Guan Ran felt as if she had a long, long dream.

Her body was floating in the clouds, and all the pain had nothing to do with her. Her brain was empty, and the past twenty years flashed before her eyes like a movie.

She had low self-esteem and sensitivity due to the abandonment of her parents at a young age, she had to bend to meet her under the fence, and she studied desperately just to grab the opportunity to study......

The clouds are overwhelmed, it rains, and it could be someone's tears.

Exhaling softly, she smiled.

What are you crying about?

This made her exhausting life, and it was about to pass after all.

She should be happy.

In her next life, she wants to be an eagle and soar all over the world...... Or be a panda, either go out to earn an aircraft carrier, or watch humans at home.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, waking her up from her sweet sleep.

Slowly opening her eyes, she saw Shen Fanyin with a pair of rabbit eyes.

「……」

Guan Ran was silent for a moment, then closed his eyes again.

It must be that she didn't dream of this girl, she came to find the back account.

"If you pretend to be asleep again, I'll pull out your oxygen tube."

Shen Fanyin's unique soft voice sounded in her ears, and the softness always seemed to be coquettish, but it was not annoying at all.

Guan Ran was stunned and opened his eyes.

The slashing pain in her chest reminded her that she wasn't asleep or dead.

Looking at Shen Fanyin's red eyes, she slowly spoke, "You...... Why did you get here?"

She no longer had the strength to question whether Jing Zeheng had told the secret, or if the senior brother couldn't help but tell her the truth, she just wanted to know how much Shen Fanyin knew.

Shen Fanyin glared at her, but she still brought the water cup first, put the straw to her lips, and fed her a sip of water.

Guan Ran drank water, but his bloodshot eyes were still staring at Shen Fanyin.

Shen Fanyin didn't answer, but asked her, "What's wrong with you?"

"Low blood sugar." Guan Ran spit out the straw and said seriously, "I'm still a little anemic."

"Hypoglycemia in breast surgery?"

Guan Ran: "I don't know, I just woke up."

She bit it to death and didn't admit it, Shen Fanyin really couldn't do anything to her.

Just then, the doctor came in.

With a serious expression, he said to Guan Ran with his hands behind his back, "Guan Ran, you said that you would take the medicine on time, but what was the result? Are you taking painkillers on time? Shouldn't I admire your life?"

Guan Ran: "......"

What is this? The whole world is against you?

The doctor sighed and persuaded bitterly, "If you cooperate with the treatment and be hospitalized well, breast cancer is not incurable, right?" Why does a young girl have to go to a dead end? You ......."

Shen Fanyin looked at Guan Ran, she couldn't hear what the doctor was still saying.

Breast cancer.

Refusal of treatment.

She finally knew why Guan Ran needed so many painkillers.

Trembling and holding Guan Ran's cold hand, Shen Fanyin buried his face in the crook of his arm, his shoulders trembled slightly, and he couldn't speak.

The doctor suddenly said to her, "You're a friend of the patient, aren't you? You also persuade her, how can there be such a negative treatment......

The doctor said a lot of words, and the meaning of explanation was very strong.

If he wants to give up treatment at the age of seventy or eighty, he may not be so persuasive, after all, the old man is old, and it may not be the best choice to linger on the sickbed and be tortured.

But Guan Ran was only twenty-four years old.

The doctor saw that Guan Ran had already begun to pat Shen Fanyin's head and comfort her in turn, sighed helplessly, and left quietly.

"Alright, don't cry, I'm not dead yet." Guan Ran patted Shen Fanyin's head, "It's so bad to cry like this in the ward."

Shen Fanyin rubbed her eyes, looked up at her, and asked in a trembling voice, "When did you find out?"

"Half a year ago." Guan Ran had a smile on her face and said to her, "You shake the hospital bed first, I'll have to."

Sit for a while, lie down and catch your breath."

Shen Fanyin responded, carefully adjusted the angle of the hospital bed, and then continued to ask her, "Why don't you have surgery?" Short of money?"

Guan Ran covered his chest: "Surgery? Cut out? I don't want it."

Shen Fanyin: "Your pair of A's, it makes no difference whether you cut it or not."

Guan Ran: "......?"

Outside the door, Su Ze was worried: "Why don't you go in and have a look?" She's so coaxing, she's going to coax people to death, right?"

Su Mu grabbed Su Ze's tie and wiped his nose: "I want to go to you, I'...... I'm sad...... Woo woo woo ...... "

Su Ze snatched his tie back and stuffed the hem of Su Mu's clothes into her hand: "So, who are you two guarding against me telling me?"

Su Mu: "Woo woo...... I'm so sad that my brother can't even give up a tie......

"There's nothing to be reluctant to."

Guan Ran held Shen Fanyin's hand and continued, "This world is not very friendly to me, why do you want to stay with a dead face?"

Shen Fanyin: "The world doesn't care who you are at all, okay? He won't care if you leave or stay......

"Shen Fanyin, if you can't speak well, can you do it with a few words of silence?"

Shen Fanyin pursed her lips, her moist eyes were like a fawn, and she looked at her pitifully: "I just want to coax you."

Guan Ran smiled in his eyes, raised his hand and pinched Shen Fanyin's face: "Don't cry, I've wanted to open it for a long time...... Yinyin, I don't want to be in a hospital bed at the last moment of my life, you know?"

"I don't understand, I haven't thought about it."

"Then you think now."

"It's so sad that the brain refuses to think."

「……」

Guan Ran looked at Shen Fanyin, and after a while, she smiled.

"Yinyin, don't put me at ease, okay?"

With tiredness in her eyes, she gently brushed away the broken hair on her cheeks, and she said, "I want to go with dignity and beauty, Yinyin, this is my choice."

Shen Fanyin: "I think you are morally kidnapping me, and I have evidence."

"Where do I have?" Guan Ran shook his head at her, "I'm tired, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Guan Ran's eyes were full of tiredness and didn't seem to be fake, Shen Fanyin nodded in response, wiped away her tears, laid the bed flat, tucked the quilt corner for her, and sat on a small stool to look at her.

Guan Ran frowned and whispered, "It hurts."

"Wait, I'll call the doctor." Shen Fanyin was nervous, and reached out to ring the call bell.

"No, I don't." Guan Ran shook his head at her, and his voice was very soft, "There's painkillers in the bag, you give me one."

Shen Fanyin frowned: "No, right? You're still taking painkillers after all this?". jjźý.ćőbr>

"If you don't eat it, you'll die." Guan Ran said, "I have a plan in my heart, give it to me quickly."

"Can ......"

"If you don't give me, I'll pull out the oxygen tube."

Shen Fanyin: "......"

Guan Ran took a pill, and soon exhaled turbid air, and his tightly knit brows relaxed.

She shook Shen Fanyin's hand, and seemed to have a little more strength.

didn't speak again, and Guan Ran fell asleep after a while.

Looking at her pale face, Shen Fanyin's tears welled up in her eyes again.

The phone vibrated slightly, and she took it out to see that it was sent by Aunt Zhang, saying that her grandmother asked her why she hadn't come home yet.

It's half past ten.

Shen Fanyin silently put away her mobile phone, put Guan Ran's hand back in the quilt, tucked the quilt corner for her and quietly left the ward.

Outside the door, Su Mu's whimpering voice hadn't stopped.

Seeing Shen Fanyin come out, she asked, "How is Senior Sister Guan Ran?"

"Sleep." Shen Fanyin's voice was very soft, and she was so tired that she couldn't be beaten.

Seeing this, Su Ze immediately said, "I found a nurse, you two go back first, you can't stay up like this." Especially Yinyin, didn't your grandmother just be discharged from the hospital? Don't worry the elderly."

Shen Fanyin didn't nod, but asked, "What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said ......" Su Ze swallowed his saliva, hesitated for a moment and said, "The doctor said that the cancer has spread to the lungs, this situation is ...... Actually, there is no point in having surgery."

Shen Fanyin's body shook twice, and he barely managed to stand firm when he hit the wall.

"What if...... If I had known sooner......

"Even if it's a little earlier......

"I could knock her unconscious and put her on the operating table......