It is always difficult to understand the pain of others without experiencing the suffering of others.

Shen Fanyin knew that her empathy ability was very poor, but at this moment, she suddenly understood the reason why Guan Ran chose to give up.

Shen Fanyin has experienced great changes in her family, but she still has her mother and grandmother who love her unconditionally. But Guan Ran had nothing, and her path was full of thorns, hurting her all over her body.

In other words, after more than 20 years of pain and being snuffed out at the dawn, he will not have the slightest nostalgia for this world.

She held Guan Ran's hand with both hands, and found that her hand was thinner than before, and her young skin was even a little loose.

"Senior sister...... Shen Fanyin pursed her lips and said softly, "I don't ask you to treat it actively, but let's take a look at the doctor, okay?"

Guan Ran only thought that she was a roundabout tactic, and smiled helplessly: "Yinyin ......"

"Senior sister, I really don't plan to persuade you again," Shen Fanyin interrupted her, "Let's let him see, maybe he can prescribe you some medicine to make you more comfortable?"

She let go and looked away.

She doesn't like others to make decisions for herself, and Guan Ran is the same, right?

Shen Fanyin's nose was pantothenic, she clenched Guan Ran's hand, and her voice trembled slightly: "Even if it is...... Even if there is only a month, a week, a day...... I—I want you to have a good time."

She held back her tears and the majestic pain in her heart, and showed a smile to Guan Ran.

"Okay."

Guan Ran nodded slightly, relieved.

Guan Ran knew that it was even more difficult for Shen Fanyin to make this decision than if she had chosen to give up in the first place. The relief in her eyes was a painful loss for Shen Fanyin.

However, she wanted to be selfish for once.

In the last stage of her life, she didn't want to think about anything else, she just wanted to live for herself once, and she did what she wanted without any influence.

The next day, the expert was brought by Qi Yan.

It is said that after the expert's consent, Qi Yan took the person directly to the airport, as if he would temporarily regret it.

So much so that the expert was wearing a white coat with the logo of another hospital.

Examination, questioning, review of test results, discussion of medical records.

After a full day of tossing, the expert changed Guan Ran to oral medicine, but did not mention the word "surgery".

At the end of the long river of life is the door to death, people line up and walk in one by one, some walk fast, some walk slowly, some linger by the door and hesitate, and some rush in eagerly, trying to find liberation.

The doctors dragged some of the men back as they walked in the direction of the door. They can't close that door, they're just ordinary people in the crowd.

"Son, do what you want, I think you're ready."

The expert said to Guan Ran before leaving.

He confiscated the money, and didn't make any demands to Jing Zeheng, only asked Qi Yan to apologize to him - because on the plane when he came, Qi Yan made a noise until he went to sleep.

In the ward, the assistant silently helped Guan Ran pack his things.

Guan Ran swallowed the new medicine and sighed: "It's really much more comfortable, the expert is just not ordinary!"

Shen Fanyin: "Did your medicine fall into your stomach?"

Guan Ran smiled, ignored her complaints, and put on lipstick in the mirror.

Shen Fanyin asked softly, "Senior sister, what arrangements do you have?"

"I'm going on a trip," Guan Ran said, "tonight's plane, to Tibet."

Shen Fanyin frowned: "I'll accompany you."

How could she rest assured that she would go by herself? There is a lack of oxygen in the plateau area, and Guan Ran's body is ......

Guan Ran shook his head again and again: "Don't, the expert told me to stay comfortable, you stay away from me."

Shen Fanyin: "...... Shall I try not to speak?"

"No—okay—"

Guan Ran stood up, patted her on the shoulder, and then hugged her.

She put her chin on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "Yinyin, listen

Words, live your own life and get used to the life of my absence. Take good care of grandma, don't worry about me."

Shen Fanyin didn't want to get used to it.

She hugged Guan Ran and found that she was so thin that she didn't even have A.

The tails of her eyes were red, and she blinked vigorously, not wanting to cry.

"I've wanted to go to Tibet for a long time, and I haven't had time," Guan Ran said, "I heard that the peach blossoms in Nyingchi are blooming just right now, and I want to go and see it."

Shen Fanyin slowly took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible, "Okay, you can go...... Then remember to call me every day."

"Okay."

Guan Ran let go of her, rubbed her hair and said, "Don't cry, like a child."

Shen Fanyin glared at her, frowning brows still expressing concern.

The assistant packed her bag and came over and said, "Don't worry, I'll be with her."

"Huh?" Shen Fanyin didn't answer, and Guan Ran was stunned first.

The assistant shrugged, "It's also my dream to travel at public expense. Then you can do a good deed and help me finish it. I've booked all the plane tickets, and I have your identity information, so you can't get rid of me anywhere."

Guan Ran smiled helplessly: "Can you still do this......

She complained, but Shen Fanyin was finally relieved.

With someone with her, it won't be too difficult to encounter an accident.

On the way to the airport, Guan Ran leaned lightly on Shen Fanyin's shoulder, closed his eyes, and smiled at the corner of his lips.

"Otone, I'm happy. I don't have to worry about work, I don't have to worry about rent, I don't have to worry about all those messy people and things, and I don't have to worry about them getting into trouble with me at any time."

"I'm not scared of anything now, really, really, very relaxed."

"When I came out of Tibet, I wanted to go to the South China Sea, and I wanted to go to the grasslands. I want to go to Lake Baikal, but unfortunately I can't see the blue ice this season......

Guan Ran squinted his eyes, paused, and sang in a low voice: "In my arms, in your eyes, there is a drunken spring breeze, there is green grass, and the moonlight sprinkles love all over the lake......

The singing is gentle, with regret in anticipation.

Shen Fanyin's eyes were hot, and she held her hand and whispered, "You take medicine well, and I'll accompany you when you go this winter."

"I guess it's too late." Guan Ran shrugged his shoulders, looking relaxed and unconcerned, "If I can't see it, you can go for me." jj.br>

Her calmness about death seemed to affect others, and Shen Fanyin felt that she was not so sad when she listened to her relaxed tone.

"Okay. I'll go for you, and I'll go for you wherever you want to go, whatever you want to do." Shen Fanyin's eyes were full of seriousness.

Guan Ran: "I still want to climb Mount Everest."

Shen Fanyin: "......"

In the back seat, the two girls looked at each other silently.

After a while, Shen Fanyin said, "I think you still have to rely on yourself to be a man. Senior sister, you have to believe in yourself, you have the courage to climb Mount Everest, and this cancer can't do anything to you."

Guan Ran smiled, and was very resistant to her chicken soup: "No, you promise me, you climb for me."

Shen Fanyin leaned forward directly and poked Jing Zeheng's shoulder:

"Brother, turn around and go back to the hospital and remove her hippocampus to make her amnesia!"