Many times, we think we are prepared to face the sorrow, but when the reality comes, that fragile heart still can't face it calmly.

Shen Fanyin froze by the door, and in an instant he thought of a lot, all of which were all about getting along with Guan Ran.

Death is indeed terrifying, but what is even more torturous is sending away the people around you.

A big hand fell on Shen Fanyin's back, he pushed her, and whispered, "People are still there, go and say goodbye."

It was Jing Zeheng's voice, the volume was not loud, but it had a reassuring temperature.

Shen Fanyin's heart calmed down suddenly.

She took a deep breath and stepped into the bedroom.

Guan Ran was lying on the bed, still wearing the dress that Shen Fanyin had picked out for her, her hair was scattered on the pillow, her face was pale, and her lips were dry and bloodless.

She was originally talking to Yang Chuchu, but when she heard the footsteps, she slowly turned her head, and after seeing Shen Fanyin, her brows furrowed.

People feel it before they die. She deliberately supported Shen Fanyin, just because she didn't want her to see her leave.

But she came back much sooner than she thought.

A line of clear tears fell, Guan Ran's fingers moved, and he wanted to stretch out his hand towards Shen Fanyin, but he had no strength, and it was an extravagant hope to raise his arm.

Shen Fanyin sniffed and walked towards her.

She walked with great difficulty, only a few steps, but she had exhausted her strength.

Sitting down on the edge of her bed, she put the lunch box on the bedside table, and with a choked voice in her voice, she said, "Senior sister, I bought the fried noodles back."

Guan Ran nodded slowly, and said one word very softly: "Okay."

Shen Fanyin held her hand, and tears fell like beads with broken threads.

She said, "Senior sister, you ...... Do you still want to eat it?"

"Yes."

Shen Fanyin wiped her tears while going to get the lunch box, she muttered to herself: "I don't know if my uncle's craftsmanship is rusty, it's definitely not delicious if it's a little cold, otherwise I'll go and heat it up for you, it won't ...... if you eat it like this."

"Yinyin."

Guan Ran interrupted her.

Shen Fanyin's hand paused, and tears fell on the lid of the lunch box, making a small cracking sound.

"Yinyin......" Guan Ran seemed to have some energy, and actually raised his hand and held her fingers, "Yinyin, don't cry, we said okay, you have to send me away with a smile."

Shen Fanyin pursed her lips, her emotions finally couldn't be suppressed, and she cried out with a "wow".

She put the lunch box back again, leaned over and hugged Guan Ran's neck, and cried bitterly.

"I can't do it...... I can't do it, sister...... Please, don't go away......

"I know it's hard to live...... But if you hold on a little longer......

"Obviously everything is going to be fine......

"Don't leave me......

"Huangquan Road is so dark...... You'll be scared if you walk on your own......

The whimpering sound is poignant.

Yang Chuchu turned his back, and his shoulders began to tremble.

Su Mu stood aside, also in tears.

Guan Ran gently patted Shen Fanyin's back, tears falling down her temples and sliding into her sideburns.

She whispered, "Yinyin, don't cry...... You're going to help me fulfill my dream......

"I don't want to help you! Do your own thing!"

"Be obedient, don't let me walk unsteadily." The corners of Guan Ran's mouth raised a smile, but worry always lingered in her eyes.

Worries about Shen Fanyin.

Suddenly, a pair of big hands dragged Shen Fanyin up from Guan Ran's body.

Jing Zeheng's big hand fell on the top of Shen Fanyin's head, he rubbed her head as if soothingly, and said softly, "Sit up straight, don't press her."

He bent down and whispered in her ear, "Sanskrit, be good, don't make her feel uneasy."

This sentence was like a steel needle, piercing Shen Fanyin's heart.

She was in pain so much that she could barely do it

Breathing, but understanding that this is the reality, the reality she has to face.

Shen Fanyin's face was full of tears, and she held Guan Ran's hand tightly, for fear that as soon as she let go, she would leave.

Guan Ran looked at her, and after a while, her gaze slowly moved up to look at Jing Zeheng.

Jing Zeheng was standing behind Shen Fanyin, noticing Guan Ran's gaze, he nodded and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of her."

Guan Ran smiled and smiled with relief.

She said "yes" very softly, and then said to Shen Fanyin, "Yinyin, I'm hungry."

Shen Fanyin nodded, but still didn't want to let go of his hands.

She held Guan Ran's hand with one hand, and clumsily tried to open the lunch box with the other.

Jing Zeheng stopped her, opened the lid of the box, picked up the chopsticks again, held the lunch box himself, and handed the chopsticks to her.

Shen Fanyin's hands were trembling, trembling violently.

It took several times to pick up a few noodles.

Guan Ran still had the heart to joke with her: "Be careful, don't stain my skirt."

Shen Fanyin's eyes were hazy with tears, and he blinked his eyes twice vigorously, and then took advantage of the moment when his vision was clear to feed the fried noodles to Guan Ran.

Guan Ran chewed the fried noodles slowly and whispered, "It's delicious."

Shen Fanyin bit her lower lip tightly, for fear that she would cry out if she wasn't paying attention.

Guan Ran swallowed the fried noodles in his mouth with some difficulty, raised his hand to wipe the tears on Shen Fanyin's face, and said, "Don't cry, I like to see you laugh."

Shen Fanyin wiped away her tears, nodded and said to her, "I won't cry anymore, senior sister, you ......."

You don't want to go, okay?

Guan Ran looked at her half-open eyes and said, "Yinyin, remember, go and see for me...... Those places I didn't see......

"Okay, good," Shen Fanyin nodded, holding Guan Ran's hand tightly, "I promise you, I promise you, the corals of the South China Sea, the cattle and sheep of the grasslands, the poplars of the Gobi, and the blue ice of Lake Baikal...... I'll see it for you."

"Okay."

Guan Ran smiled very happily.

"Yinyin, take care of yourself, and take care of Wanwan......

"Petals in spring, rain in summer, fallen leaves in autumn, snow in winter...... If they fall on your shoulders, I'm coming back to see you......

"Otone, I'm so happy, really...... I won't be in pain anymore......

"Yinyin, can you sing me a song......

Shen Fanyin nodded vigorously, wiped away her tears, and took a few deep breaths to calm her voice.

"Think about a certain day, the past will reappear, we will linger, on the shores of Lake Baikal......

Shen Fanyin felt that the hand in his palm was gradually cold.

She frowned and held her hand hard, trying to warm her up with her own body heat.

"How many years later, the past goes with the clouds, the flying ice and snow can't tolerate the gentleness, this life is too little......

Guan Ran's mouth pursed into a smile, and her eyes slowly closed, as if she saw the blue ice of Lake Baikal that she had always dreamed of.

"One day, you suddenly appeared, you are clear and mysterious, on the shores of Lake Baikal......

"Senior sister, don't be afraid, ...... in the future It won't hurt anymore......