Chapter 32: Love Loses Faith

How do you deal with two women now? Peng Xu's brain is buzzing, go and say sorry to one, please forgive me, I didn't mean to? He couldn't say anything.

To confess and forgive to another in order to forgive? So what if people don't forgive? Is it just a dead end? Ahh

Forget it, Chu Tong will definitely not be able to see him for the time being, before he is sure that Chu Tong will definitely forgive himself, Peng Xu decided not to act rashly, so as not to cause unprovoked branches.

still has to find an opportunity to probe Chu Tong's tone, after all, this is just an accident, not his intention, he didn't want to betray his feelings, let alone lose Chu Tong.

If he could, he would actually prefer to explain it clearly to Chu Tong, just asking for peace of mind. But now, Peng Xu feels that he is sitting on pins and needles, and his psychology is not up and down, and he is extremely uncomfortable.

Just as Peng Xu was turning the direction and jumping on a bus to the company, the mobile phone in his trouser pocket "jingled". There is information coming in.

Peng Xu subconsciously took out his mobile phone to check, and it was actually Guo Qianqian's: Brother Peng Xu I'm sorry, I like you seriously, so I'm willing to be with you. I know that you are a good man with a strong sense of responsibility, you don't have to feel guilty when something like this happens, let alone be responsible for me, everyone is an adult, and I will be responsible for myself. I put the key to the room outside your door, and I'll go first.

Seeing this information, Peng Xu calmed down and felt a ripple in his heart again. Ever since I met Chu Tong, I have been thinking about how I could not let Chu Tong know, and if I didn't hide it, I wanted to ask Chu Tong for forgiveness.

At this time, after receiving a "small essay" from Guo Qianqian, Peng Xu suddenly realized that in fact, the person who was most wronged, hurt, and frightened from beginning to end should be Guo Qianqian.

She was injured as a girl, and she was drunk and ruined by herself, and she was wrong to say this first, but now this girl is the first to apologize, her bearing and heart are really broad-minded, much more than her own pattern, Peng Xu is a little embarrassed.

Just now, he was just trying to escape, but he gave a girl who had just been hurt, not even a word of comfort, Peng Xu felt that he was really bad, and he didn't give a hug to a girl who dedicated himself to himself, maybe it could make her feel a little better.

Fortunately, the alarm clock that usually went to work rang in time, and he found the backbone of his heart, reminding himself that it was time to go to work, distracting himself, and calming his messy heart a little.

All morning, Chu Tong didn't accept Peng Xu's words, as usual, his hot messages had already flown over, and there seemed to be something wrong.

Although Chu Tong is on vacation, she has been paying attention to the work situation of various positions in the work group, Peng Xu is not busy this morning, he should not be too busy to contact himself.

Then there is only one possibility, Peng Xu doesn't want to contact himself. So why not? Did you do something wrong? Chu Tong asked himself, he had not done anything wrong.

Is that Peng Xu's side, the woman who used to scream in the middle of the night pestering? I couldn't find the answer, so I couldn't figure it out. In the end, Chu Tong had to put away his doubts and took the initiative to send a message to Peng Xu to ask: What are you busy with?

Peng Xu, who received the message, was momentarily flustered, but he still quickly replied to the message: I am thinking about you, I miss you very much!

At this end, the corners of Chu Tong's mouth curled, guessing that this man might be making a child's temper and want to be actively cared for once, right? It seems that I have to take the initiative from time to time, anyway, I can't bear to easily snub the heart of my beloved.

Chu Tong: Is it okay to eat together after work in the evening?

Peng Xu: I'm sorry Tongbao, I have important business to deal with tonight. Shall we be together another day?

Chu Tong: What's more important than our date? Yesterday you helped me out, and I haven't even thanked you properly? I want to treat you to dinner!

Peng Xu: It is some private matters entrusted by the elders of the family. I'll take care of it as soon as I can. You take a vacation today to accompany Xiaobao, and when I finish my busy business in the past few days, it's not too late for us to have a good date. What to do, I started to miss kissing and hugging you.

Chu Tong began to blush and heartbeat just by looking at Peng Xu's text, this man is really getting more and more annoying, and he teases himself again. Don't you know that you have no resistance to him?

After sending a message to Chu Tong, Peng Xu's mood was able to calm down for a moment, even if his situation was already in chaos, he still didn't want Chu Tong to be infected in the slightest. Therefore, even if it is a hard concealment, it is necessary to hide the absurd affair between him and Guo Qianqian last night.

It's time to raise a knife and cut through the mess and deal with your emotional stumbling blocks. First of all, Peng Xu decided to talk to Guo Qianqian first, apologize for last night's incident, and if the other party is willing, he is willing to make some financial compensation.

If Guo Qianqian's side is really as free and easy as the "little composition" she posted early in the morning, then the next step is to make it clear to her father and grandmother, and Guo Qianqian will no longer have to be unclear and unclear, so as not to delay the youth of other girls.

Peng Xu wants to take care of his life well, and then seriously develop a relationship with Chu Tong, and work hard to make this relationship finally get the blessing of his family, I believe that grandma and father will be moved by their sincere love with Chu Tong.

Say action is action, and the conversation with Guo Qianqian won the first battle, this time Guo Qianqian assured Peng Xu in person that she would never be entangled in her feelings, so that he could rest assured. Receiving Guo Qianqian's promise, Peng Xu breathed a sigh of relief.

I didn't see it at all, and after he turned to leave, the girl who smiled and said she didn't care about it was okay with tears of sadness. If you are really moved, who can really get out of it?

Coming out of the café downstairs of Guo Qianqian's unit, Peng Xu was relieved, he decided to go to Chu Tong now, he wanted to see her, wanted to tell her in person that he missed her, and wanted to tell her that he only wanted her from now on, and he wanted to love her well forever.

It's just that when he walked downstairs to Chu Tong's apartment, he saw that she and her ex-husband, who had been violently beaten by him before, were holding one of Xiaobao's hands on the left and right, and walked out with a smile and went to the shopping mall not far away.

Peng Xu walked out of the shadows, looking at the backs of the two big and one small who had already walked away, and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart? He only knew that he was so sad and lonely. The picture of the three people in front of him together is too beautiful, he can't take a step forward, as if he would blaspheme this beauty if he takes another step forward.

Today is Xiaobao's birthday, Chu Tong and Feng Jun snuggled up to Xiaobao and accompanied him out to eat together, just to give Xiaobao a different 6th birthday. In the past, no matter how the husband and wife did not get along, when it came to Xiaobao's birthday, Feng Jun would deliberately go home early and accompany Xiaobao to celebrate his birthday.

On Xiaobao's birthday this year, although they are divorced, they still want to fulfill the child's wishes as much as possible. Early this morning, when Chu Tong asked Xiaobao what birthday gift he wanted, Xiaobao said that he didn't want anything, he just wanted his parents to accompany him to have a birthday dinner together.

The child's wish was straightforward and simple, Chu Tong really couldn't find a reason to refuse, he called Feng Jun, and he didn't have any excuses, and his mother rushed over quickly after settling in the hospital.

For Feng Jun, Chu Tong really couldn't evaluate him as a good person, at least he wasn't even a good husband before, but it was undeniable that he loved their son Xiaobao very much.

In order to take care of Xiaobao's feelings, even if they quarreled, he never abused or insulted Chu Tong in front of Xiaobao, as long as Xiaobao was at home, he should be a normal man.

In addition, such a big thing suddenly happened in his family this time, and Feng Jun's whole person became different from before. He seems to have learned to respect, and suddenly has a sense of responsibility, he has become steady, and the most important thing is that he knows how to take care of Chu Tong's feelings when he does things and speaks.

It seems that hardships can teach people to grow up quickly, and Feng Jun in front of him is afraid that he has suddenly experienced family changes, and he has become so clear-sighted and calm, and his deep eyes are different from the past, which seems to give people a kind of toughness that can protect his family at any time, and can also be used for anything at any time.

Hehe, the elders say that a good marriage can make both parties better and better, and a bad marriage will torment each other. Perhaps, he is really not a good match for Feng Jun, otherwise he would not have discovered that Feng Jun also has a lot to appreciate after the divorce.

Xiaobao's birthday meal was warm and joyful, the smiling faces of the children, and the attentive companionship of Feng Jun and Chu Tong were the highlights of Xiaobao's birthday today. The sweetness that was once lost for a long time has reappeared, and the two people who have lost this beauty are trying to absorb the energy in it.

Peng Xu, who had been watching from a distance in the corner from beginning to end, was like a walking corpse, he finally decided to leave, no longer continuing to watch the happiness of others, he didn't want to be stabbed in the eyes by this kind of picture again and again, as if he was redundant.

The faith of love gradually died down in the wait-and-see. It turns out that feelings also need a continuous infusion of energy. Peng Xu's heart was empty, and suddenly there was a kind of confusion that he didn't know where to go.

The next day, Peng Xu was on vacation, and in his original plan, after making it clear to Guo Qianqian, he would go home as soon as possible to have a complete showdown with his family about his relationship with Chu Tong, and make his position clear, so that his father and grandmother and other elders could slowly accept Chu Tong's existence, and never mess around with mandarin ducks again.

But because he bumped into the scene of Chu Tong and his ex-husband dining with their children again last night, he began to hesitate a little, and he was not in a hurry to do the next thing in the plan, because he found that Chu Tong didn't seem to care if his family accepted it or not.

Oh, Chu Tong doesn't care about the opinions of his family, so what's the point of him doing his family's work and showing his determination not to marry her? If you do too much and make a lot of mistakes, it will make people feel funny.

On the day of Peng Xu's vacation, he turned off his mobile phone, was depressed, and lay at home for a day. I didn't expect to be emotionally active for the first time in my life, but I managed my feelings to the point where I didn't know what to do, powerless, helpless, and depressed.

Perhaps, this is a stage that a relationship should go through normally, or maybe both he and Chu Tong should stop and think carefully about the final direction of this relationship.