"What if you fall in love? You are now Jing Zeheng's cousin, so you can only be this identity. The wealthy family cares most about reputation, and there is such a thing as a mother and daughter marrying a father and son...... Oh, what about legality? It's not like you're going to be poked in the back."

"Shen Fanyin, do you think I'm losing here now? No, I didn't want to live for as long as I can remember, the world is disgusting to me, and I wish I could leave sooner."

"Thank you, if it weren't for you, I really wouldn't have died."

As Qi Jin spoke, the smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker. Her back was straight, and her chin was slightly raised.

As if she wasn't afraid of death.

Shen Fanyin looked at her virtue, and a touch of pity flashed in her eyes.

Two toads are a little small, let's put a room for her.

"Are you pitying me?" Qi Jin sneered, "You shouldn't think I really lost to you, right?"

Shen Fanyin really nodded: "I really pity you."

Qi Jin rolled his eyes, and the face of everyone who was drunk and sober amused Shen Fanyin.

Shen Fanyin cleared his throat and continued, "You said you weren't afraid of death, so why are you pretending to be sick?"

Qi Jin slowly leaned back on the head of the bed, took a sip of the water cup.

Shen Fanyin leaned against the soft wall, her voice was faint, and she continued, "Don't say that the world makes you sick, what does the world say about you when you are disgusting with the world? You can't just throw dirty water on people just because Mother Earth can't speak, is this wolf-hearted virtue born or acquired?"

Qi Jin frowned, watching Shen Fanyin's eyes gradually become cold.

Shen Fanyin didn't care what kind of eyes she looked at herself, and said to herself: "Don't speak so highly, if you really want to die, you wouldn't have entered the mental hospital obediently the previous time, and now you won't try to pretend to be sick to open up for yourself."

"Qi Jin, no matter how you pretend, it's useless, no one in the Qi family will protect you, and the law is not something you can trample on, so you should be responsible for what you do."

Shen Fanyin found that Qi Jin's eyes were as vicious as poisonous snakes.

But she wasn't scared at all.

She couldn't beat herself.

"I'm pretending to be sick so I'm waiting for you to come."

Qi Jin stared at Shen Fanyin intently: "Do you think I want to live? You'll never know what to wear, what to eat, who you like, or even when you go to bed."

"You think the Qi family is sheltering me, but in fact, I am just a gadget in their eyes, I can't die if I keep it at home, and I will take it out in exchange for benefits in the future."

Qi Jin pulled up his sleeve and handed his arm to the sunlight one by one.

Shen Fanyin saw it, and there were mottled scars on it, of different depths and sizes, some of which were already very flat and light, and some of which were extremely hideous.

I don't know how many years these scars have accumulated.

Qi Jin's smile was cold.

"I'm not afraid to live, do you think I'm really afraid of death? But my life is not mine, it belongs to the Qi family. The Qi family can't have a daughter who commits suicide due to depression, so I can't die."

"I might as well tell you, next door to my bedroom is the blood storage room, and there is enough blood in it to exchange my whole body. I'm twenty-five, but there are always servants watching me sleep before I leave home. They were afraid that I would buy off the servants, so they strictly told everyone not to talk to me, and they told the servants who took care of me that I was sick and that I might kill them."

"That's why they're afraid of me and think of me as a monster. But they had to take good care of me, because when I died, they wouldn't have such a high salary."

"Can you imagine what it's like to have countless pairs of defensive, cold eyes staring at you twenty-four hours a day?"

Shen Fanyin suppressed the banter in his eyes.

She could never forgive Qi Jin, but this did not prevent her from really sympathizing with her at the moment.

If someone is willing to take Qi Jin into his arms, will everything be different?

Qi Jin sighed suddenly, she looked at the door of the ward and asked, "I heard Su Mu's voice, is Su Ze here?"

Shen Fanyin shook his head: "No."

"That's right."

Qi Jin lowered his eyes and stopped looking at Shen Fanyin.

Shen Fanyin couldn't help but think a little about eating melons: "What do you like about Brother Su Ze? There are many people who are better than him."

Qi Jin raised his head, with a blank look in his eyes.

It seems that she doesn't know what she likes about Su Ze either.

She really didn't know that she met Su Ze at a drinking party. Her shoes didn't fit well that day, and when she was walking, she bumped into someone else, and the juice in her hand was spilled.

Su Ze appeared when everyone was accusing her. He not only relieved her, but also took her to change her clothes and shoes, and sent her home with kind words and comfort.

Su Ze that day was like a beam of light that shone into her dark life.

But she didn't go out often, and she didn't see him very often. When she saw her again later, she found that Su Ze hadn't paid attention to herself at all.

She thought, maybe if he gets into trouble again, he will be able to remember himself again.

Su Ze didn't come, and her reputation was completely ruined.

She didn't care about that, she only cared about Su Ze.

But her light obviously didn't care about her, and he was busy taking his sister to recognize people.

It made her angry.

How can a brother and sister be like this? If they want to compete for a share of the property, shouldn't they guard against each other? Just like those of her older brothers.

Later, she met Shen Fanyin again.

As soon as she saw Jing Zeheng taking her to pay New Year's greetings, she uncontrollably remembered that Su Ze took Su Mu with her.

What she didn't expect was that Shen Fanyin was obviously in trouble, and Jing Yao even protected her behind her.

Even if it's a father and daughter, shouldn't they be beaten and scolded at every turn?

Qi Jin didn't understand, she only knew that she wanted to destroy everything strange and strange, as long as the exception was destroyed, the world would still be what she knew.

She can survive in the dark, if she's never seen the sun.

Shen Fanyin looked at Qi Jin, whose eyes were intertwined, and after a moment of silence, he turned around and walked out.

A lot of things don't matter anymore.

Just as she was about to open the door, Qi Jin's voice came from behind her: "Shen Fanyin."

Shen Fanyin stopped, but didn't turn around.

"I don't regret it."

Qi Jin's voice was very soft, so light that it seemed like a wisp of geist was whispering.

"Whatever you want."

Shen Fanyin replied vaguely.

"On a rainy night six years ago, I knew who you met."

These words exploded in Shen Fanyin's mind like a muffled thunderbolt, making her brain blank in an instant.

She turned around abruptly and met Qi Jin's smiling eyes.

Qi Jin's face was only half bathed in sunlight, and she smiled, but her lips were tightly pursed.

Shen Fanyin didn't know how Qi Jin knew about what happened six years ago, but she knew that Qi Jin couldn't tell her.

Qi Jin grinned, and his white miserable teeth were so neat that they seemed to have been measured one by one with a ruler.

"Shen Fanyin."

"I know your secrets."