When you don't know what to do, it's easiest to find someone who can give professional advice.

Lu Lu glanced out of the cloudy window, and then looked at Shen Fanyin: "Little Ancestor, you have been sitting with me for half an hour, although you have taken the consultation fee, but I really have a disturbed conscience when you fish like this."

Conscience is secondary, the key is that she was frightened by Shen Fanyin's state.

She has come up with countless possibilities and has responded to each one. Whether it was because of her grandmother's poor health, Qi Jin's sudden death, or because of the "he" she never saw, she was confident that she could soothe Shen Fanyin's emotions.

Everything was ready, only Shen Fanyin spoke.

Shen Fanyin also thought of the two hundred yuan consulting fee that he had just handed over, and his already unbearable pain added another knife to his heart.

She raised her head and drank the water from the cup, stared into Lu Lu's eyes with the determination to die, and said, "I like a man."

Land: "......!"

She didn't expect that it would be a man who could make Shen Fanyin come to her place early in the morning to meditate.

can make Shen Fanyin time-consuming and costly, this man's treatment is not ordinarily high.

Shen Fanyin took a deep breath and continued, "He confessed, but I can't be with him."

"Sister Lu, how do you think it's better for me to refuse? I want the kind of rejection that doesn't affect our relationship."

Lu Lu's eyes rolled.

She asked, "Is it Jing Zeheng?"

Shen Fanyin's eyes were instantly terrified when she looked at her, and she had a feeling that her secret had been exposed: "How do you know!"

Lu Lu pursed his lips and chuckled, his smile was extraordinarily gentle: "Obviously, my dear, Jing Zeheng's liking and preference for you are written on his face, and you-"

She stretched out her hand and poked Shen Fanyin's heart: "You ask yourself, isn't he also your exception and special in your relationship with him."

Shen Fanyin hid back: "How can I have!"

"You will come to see grandma with him, you will wake up from deep hypnosis because of his call, you will trust him, you will rely on him, you will listen to him, you will come to me because of his confession."

"Shen Fanyin, would you do this to other men?"

Shen Fanyin was silent.

She pursed her lips and leaned on Lu Lu's desk, her eyes down and she didn't answer.

"Can you tell me why you rejected him?" Lu Lu's voice was soft, and he raised his hand and rubbed Shen Fanyin's hair, "You said it yourself, you like him, since you like him, why do you refuse?"

Shen Fanyin pursed her lips tightly, and was silent for a long time before whispering, "I'm afraid."

"Are you afraid he'll change his mind?"

"Hmm."

"I'm afraid he'll turn out to be something you don't like in the future?"

"Hmm."

"I'm afraid that you will have bad remarks and repercussions when you are with him?"

"Hmm."

Lu Lu's eyes were stained with distress.

Everyone will have such and such worries in the early stages of a relationship, but that fleeting worry is vulnerable in the face of jumping hormones.

But Shen Fanyin was different, her fear was magnified countless times by her past experience, and she was overwhelmed.

It was a deep-rooted fear that made her rather give up her relationship progress than face it.

Lu Lu gently stroked Shen Fanyin's head and said softly, "Yinyin, you can like him, at least it proves that he doesn't have any shortcomings that disgust you at the moment, right?"

Shen Fanyin nodded sullenly, and took out a fountain pen from the pen holder to fiddle with.

She'd been thinking about it for the past half hour, trying to figure out a lightning spot to back down.

The result was obvious, not found.

Lu Lu ignored Shen Fanyin's evil little hand and continued: "Yinyin, not all feelings are tragedies in the end, you refuse to start because you are afraid of the sadness that may come, isn't this just choking?"

From a psychiatrist's point of view, it's so straightforward

There are suggestive words that Lu Lu shouldn't say, but from a friend's point of view, she feels that Shen Fanyin can try to start.

If she keeps being self-contained, then this is the end of her life.

"I'm sure you'll never lack the courage to fail, and — after all, the worst outcome is a return to the present, so why not try?"

Shen Fanyin raised her eyes to look at her trembling eyes, which made people feel distressed: "You want me to have fun in time?"

"Yes," Lu Lu smiled gently, "Life is just a few decades, and you have to give up the happiness of the moment for the future, isn't this asking for hardship?"

Shen Fanyin pursed her lips, and only after a while did she respond sullenly.

It made sense, but her heart was still wavering.

Do you really want to say yes? In case of......

"If you're afraid of the impact, you can hide it first," Lu Lu said in a timely manner, "According to Jing Zeheng's methods, it is not difficult to hide from netizens, as for the family, if you don't admit it, the elders will not know, in the final analysis, this is just a matter of the two of you."

Shen Fanyin's eyes brightened a little.

This suggestion is good and can be spared.

Lu Lu looked at her like this, and knew that she had deviated.

She sat up straighter and pointed to Shen Fanyin's hand: "I only have this fountain pen that I can still use, you can either spell it for me or compensate me for one."

Shen Fanyin looked along the line of sight of the landing road, and saw a pile of small broken parts in his hand.

Shen Fanyin: "......"

She thinks, can't fall in love, it's so expensive before it starts, and after talking, don't you have to spend it like water?

It is impossible to lose money, and the official price of this Montblanc by land is 5,008.

So, Shen Fanyin took the parts of the pen that had been dismembered, took a small bench and went to the treatment room on the land route, trying to piece it together while listening to all kinds of patients complaining to her about life.

There are indeed many high-end fountain pen parts, and the production process is quite complicated, Shen Fanyin fought hard, and his heart gradually calmed down.

Maybe......

Jing Zeheng waited and waited in the office, seeing that the hour hand was already pointing to twelve, and the clouds were about to be unable to bear the weight of water vapor, he didn't wait for Shen Fanyin to come back.

Fortunately, there is no information about the car accident anywhere in Anseong today, otherwise he would really be unable to sit still.

The first drop of rain smashed on the glass, Jing Zeheng looked at the thunder and lightning warning in the weather forecast, and his brows were furrowed.

He hesitated for a moment before he made up his mind.

Even if she is accused of not keeping the agreement, she can't let her be alone on a thunderstorm.

He had just picked up his coat and walked out, when he opened the door and was stunned.

Shen Fanyin stood outside the door, and he didn't know how long he had been standing.

Her linen dress was a little wrinkled, apparently because its owner had not bothered to care about it that morning.

She hung her head slightly, her long black hair lined her palm-sized little face a little pale, but her lips were so red that they seemed to drip blood, and the small wounds that had been bitten by herself were faintly visible.

Hearing the sound of the door, she raised her head anxiously, her big uneasy eyes fluttering, like a fawn that had broken into a forbidden place.

"Brother, I'm ......"