Chapter 108: Missed Regrets

Han Ming took An Ning to a nearby Western restaurant.

"What would Dr. Ann want to eat?" Today I have a treat. ”

As soon as he sat down, Han Ming handed the menu to An Ning.

"Doctor Han just looks at it, I can do it."

An Ning politely handed the menu back to Han Ming.

"How can it work, I don't know what you like to eat, although I haven't gotten along with the opposite sex, but I still understand the principle of ladies first, so you should order it."

Han Ming said and handed the menu to An Ning again.

Seeing this, An Ning didn't shirk it anymore, and said with a smile: "Then I'm welcome." ”

Saying that, An Ning picked up the menu and ordered the meal.

After ordering the food, An Ning looked at Han Ming opposite with a thoughtful look, and just as Han Ming was about to open his mouth to talk to her, An Ning suddenly opened his mouth.

"I have a question for Dr. Han, you have always said that I am very similar to a person you used to know, I don't know who the person Dr. Han is talking about? Is it someone you liked? ”

After speaking, An Ning looked at Han Ming with a serious face, observing every subtle change in expression on his face.

Hearing An Ning's question, Han Ming was a little stunned, and after thinking about it for a while, Han Ming replied truthfully without any disguise: "She can be regarded as a person I once liked." ”

This is the first time in so many years that Han Ming has faced his heart so directly, and it is also the first time that he has personally admitted to the outside world that he once liked that girl.

However, for Han Ming's answer, An Ning seemed a little dissatisfied.

"I don't understand what Dr. Han means, what do you mean? Isn't that a bit ......?"

An Ning looked at Han Ming as she spoke, but there was some disappointment in her eyes.

Han Ming took a long breath, and then said with a serious face: "Doctor An may not know, I used to be a very inferior person, I once liked a girl when I was in college, and I also knew that the girl should also have a good impression of me, the girl's conditions are very good in all aspects, just because she is too good, and I was so inferior at that time, so I never dared to pierce the window paper with her." Later, we graduated, and I gradually cut off contact with that girl, not because I didn't want to contact her, but because I didn't dare to contact her, because I felt that I couldn't give her a stable life, so I gave up this relationship with her. After graduating, I devoted myself to my work, which can be regarded as a bit of achievement, but when I tried to find that girl again, I got the news that she was sick and died......

Han Ming was immersed in the memories of the past as he spoke, and when he raised his head to look at An Ning, he found that she didn't know when she had actually cried.

Looking at the tranquility with tears on his face, Han Ming instantly became nervous.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying? ”

Han Ming looked at An Ning with a worried expression, and hurriedly handed her a tissue.

"No, it's nothing, I just thought of my sister all of a sudden."

An Ning wiped the tears from her face with some embarrassment.

"Your sister? Has she had a similar experience to me? ”

Han Ming asked with some curiosity.

An Ning smiled and replied: "I can't say it's similar, I can only say it's exactly the same, my sister also liked a boy when she was in college, but who didn't confess, and then the two of them missed it like this, and my sister later died of illness." ”

Listening to An Ning talk about what happened to her sister, Han Ming couldn't help but sigh: "That's really a pity......

At this time, An Ning suddenly looked at Han Ming with a serious face.

"Doctor Han, my sister's name is Cheng Lan, she seems to be from the same university as you, I don't know if you know her?"

An Ning smiled softly as she spoke, as if she was talking about something very ordinary.

However, Han Ming on the side was shocked by An Ning's words, and he stared at An Ning with a look of disbelief.

"What do you say? Cheng Lan is your sister? ”

Han Ming looked at An Ning in surprise, his eyes were so incredible.

An Ning doesn't look like Cheng Lan at all, Cheng Lan is the type of jasper who belongs to the small family, she is not tall, she is very affinity, she laughs sweetly, Han Ming always feels very comfortable when she is with her, and she has no defense. And An Ning in front of him is tall, with three-dimensional and delicate facial features, although he is also very beautiful, but he and Cheng Lan are fundamentally two styles. But there is an inexplicable similarity between the gestures of the two people, which is why Han Ming always feels that An Ning is somewhat familiar.

In the face of Han Ming's surprise, An Ning was calm.

"Yes, Cheng Lan is my half-sister, it seems that Dr. Han must know my sister."

An Ning looked at Han Ming with a smile and said with a relaxed expression.

The expression on Han Ming's face suddenly dimmed.

"More than acquaintance, your sister is the girl I just told you about.?"

At this time, the smile on An Ning's face also froze, in fact, she had known for a long time, she had always known that Han Ming was the boy that her sister once liked, and the reason why she was like this was to see if Han Ming had ever liked her sister, and whether the boy her sister had liked was worth her to death.

Of course, the result is certain, Han Ming, like her sister, has never forgotten each other, which is quite gratifying to An Ning.

At this time, Han Ming was a little lost, thinking that Cheng Lan was still thinking about himself at the end of his life, he couldn't help but blame himself, if he had been braver at the beginning, maybe he and Cheng Lan would not have so many regrets.

At this time, An Ning looked at Han Ming with a calm face.

"My sister found out that she was sick the year you graduated, and I was just in my third year of high school, and my sister told me that she had always liked you when she was in college, but she didn't know if you were interested in her. Originally, she was going to confess to you after graduating from college, but unfortunately she was found out to have leukemia before she could confess to you. You also know what happened later, sister, she still couldn't overcome the disease, she told me the story of you and her before leaving. Because of my sister's illness, I was inspired to study medicine, originally I worked in a hospital in Jiangcheng, after knowing that you were in Ruikang Hospital, I tried every means to get the opportunity to exchange and study in our hospital, and it was there that I first met the boy in my sister's mouth......"

An Ning slowly told the story of her and her sister, but Han Ming unconsciously left tears.

"Did your sister tell you anything about me later?"

Han Ming asked with some emotion, there were still tears in his eyes that kept rolling, even if he held back the tears, the red eyes could still make people understand his emotions at a glance.

An Ning looked up at Han Ming and said to him with a smile: "Sister said that in her heart, you have always been the best boy she has ever seen......

At this time, Han Ming couldn't hold back any longer, big tears slipped from his eyes, he hurriedly wiped away the tears with a tissue, and then looked at An Ning with a sincere face.

"Thank you for telling me this, your sister is also the best girl I've ever seen......"

"I also thank you for remembering my sister, I think she will be happy if she knows in heaven."

An Ning looked at Han Ming with a smile, her heart was also excited at this time, although her sister and Han Ming missed it after all, but if her sister knew Han Ming's truest thoughts about her, she would be very happy.

Although An Ning and Cheng Lan are half-sisters, the relationship between the two sisters has always been very good, and she has always regarded her sister Cheng Lan as a role model. Ever since she learned about her sister and Han Ming, she thought that one day she could tell Han Ming her sister's last words. But later, after she met Han Ming in the hospital, she saw Han Ming working and living so actively tomorrow, and suddenly felt that she shouldn't disturb his life anymore. Then she hid her sister's words in her heart.

If she hadn't heard Han Ming tell her about him and her sister today, she would never have taken the initiative to mention this.

"Then why didn't you stay in the hospital and instead chose to become a family doctor?"

Han Ming asked with some puzzlement, if a doctor wants to make a career in his profession, he must hone more in the hospital, rather than choosing to be a relatively comfortable family doctor. In the long run, a doctor will lose his fighting spirit and lose more value.

Faced with Han Ming's direct question, An Ning smiled and replied very frankly: "Because I need money, isn't it vulgar?" ”

Han Ming really didn't expect An Ning to answer his question so frankly, many people would make a lot of excuses for themselves when faced with such a question, but An Ning didn't avoid it at all, and even directly said that he was in it for money.

An Ning's openness really made Han Ming admire.

"No, it's not good at all, I appreciate your confidence and courage, if I could be like you back then, maybe your sister and I wouldn't have missed it."

Han Ming was right, if he could have been more confident at the beginning, he and Cheng Lan might have different stories, and he wouldn't have so many regrets.

Next, the two of them had a pleasant lunch, and they got along naturally, like old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years, and they didn't feel rusty at all.

After eating, the two chatted happily for a while before leaving.

An Ning originally wanted to rot her sister's matter until her stomach, but when she heard Han Ming tell her in person that he had liked her sister, she was still a little moved.

Since my sister left, a lot of changes have happened in the family one after another. Originally, the living conditions of their family were still very good, although they were not very rich, but it was enough for them to live without food and clothing.

Originally, An Ning planned to become a doctor in the hospital, which was also her original intention of choosing to study medicine, but since her sister left, her mother also fell ill, and then her father's business also went wrong, and he lost a lot of money, and the family's life plummeted. In order to help her mother treat her illness and save their family, An Ning finally had to choose to resign from the hospital, give up the job she loved, and become a family doctor instead. Although she can't fulfill her dream anymore, at least she is still doing the job she likes, and she is quite satisfied.

Even though her life has undergone many changes, An Ning still maintains the confidence and optimism she used to have, and strives to live in this city. She wants to fulfill her sister's unfulfilled dream in this world, and she wants to take care of the home they said they would protect together for her sister.