Chapter 185: Laid Down
Under Shen Ruyun's warm hospitality, Han Ming and An Ning had a very sumptuous dinner. After dinner, the two of them chatted with Shen Ruyun for a while before finally leaving.
On the way back, An Ning obviously felt that something didn't seem right with Han Ming, he didn't talk much along the way, and he kept driving intently, just like before.
In fact, he has been not quite right since dinner, but he has been able to hide it. Although there was nothing unusual on the surface, An Ning still noticed something wrong in some of his body language.
It wasn't until they left Jian's house that Han Ming finally didn't deliberately cover it up, and An Ning also confirmed the guess in his heart.
"Are you upset about what your aunt said about your father?"
An Ning looked at Han Ming cautiously and asked, in fact, she had already noticed from the time Shen Ruyun mentioned this matter, and Han Ming's mood had undergone some subtle changes.
"He doesn't deserve to be my father at all, he's just a stranger with whom I'm related by blood."
Han Ming said coldly, his tone was full of indifference.
"I may be unhappy if I say something, but as your wife, I think I still need to talk to you."
An Ning observed Han Ming's reaction as he spoke, he didn't show any impatience because of her words, he just listened quietly, as if it didn't have much to do with him.
Seeing this, An Ning continued: "I know that the word father really doesn't play much role in your life, but what I want to say is that he is the one who gave you life after all, and if it weren't for him, then there would be no existence for you in this world." So I think you should go and see him as my aunt said, no matter how many wrong things he has done, but now that he has received the punishment he deserves, you should still go and see him, and by the way, you can also tell him about our marriage. It doesn't matter if he blesses us or not, I just hope you don't have any regrets in your life......"
At this time, Han Ming, who had been focusing on driving, finally turned his head to look at An Ning, and then said lightly.
"Okay, I see, I'll seriously consider your proposal."
After saying that, he turned his head again and continued to drive his car seriously.
An Ning didn't say anything more, she understood that Han Ming's heart must be very complicated at this time, none of them could empathize with him, so they couldn't make decisions for him, everything depended on his own choice.
The two of them went home like this, Han Ming was unusually silent all night, and An Ning never took the initiative to mention this matter again.
Just as An Ning finished washing up and was about to go to bed, Han Ming, who had already cleaned up and was lying on the bed, suddenly stopped her.
"I seriously thought about what you told me, so I decided, do as you say, and I will take some time to meet him in the near future."
Han Ming said expressionlessly, but there was a hint of sadness in his tone.
His words were expected by An Ning, she knew Han Ming too well, although he always had an indifferent attitude towards his biological father, in fact, in his heart, he still cared about him.
"Okay, you can think about it carefully, do you need me to accompany you?"
An Ning sat down on the bed as she spoke, and then lay directly into Han Ming's arms.
Regarding An Ning's proposal, Han Ming directly rejected it without thinking about it.
"No need, I'll just go myself."
"Hmm."
An Ning didn't say anything more, and the topic ended there.
The next day, the two of them went to the hospital early as usual, but after Han Ming arrived at the hospital, he explained his patient's situation to his colleagues in the department and left quietly.
After leaving the hospital, he drove all the way straight in the direction of the detention center.
Yesterday he thought about it for a night, since he decided to go, then don't hesitate anymore, and quietly made up his mind in his heart to go to the hospital early this morning to hand over his work and go directly over, but his decision did not tell An Ning.
After a lot of registration and inspection, Han Ming finally came to the legendary reception room, it was the first time he came to this kind of place, just like in the TV, there was a glass wall in the room, and the wall was divided into a small room, and there was a telephone in each cubicle, which should be the tool they used to talk.
After a while, Jian Yonghui walked out of a small door inside under the leadership of several prison guards, with chains on his hands and feet, and a uniform prison uniform on his body.
After the prison guard led Jian Yonghui to Han Ming, he left directly, Jian Yonghui became excited as soon as he saw Han Ming, and quickly picked up his phone.
"Xiao Ming, you finally came to see me."
Jian Yonghui said with some excitement, he never thought that the person who came to see him would be Han Ming. Since he came in, only Jian Yinghua had come to see him and brought him some food and use, which moved him a lot. He didn't dare to think that Han Ming would come over to see him, after all, he had done too many wrong things to him.
Compared with Jian Yonghui's excitement, Han Ming was very indifferent.
"I'm here today because I want to tell you something."
Han Ming said coldly, his tone was cold, and he didn't seem to have the slightest emotion for Jian Yonghui opposite.
"Okay, you say, I'll listen."
Jian Yonghui still looked excited, although he didn't know what Han Ming was going to tell him, but no matter what it was, it was enough for him to make him excited.
Han Ming didn't pay attention to Jian Yonghui, and was even more indifferent to his excitement, and then said lightly.
"I got married, just some time ago."
"Okay, it's great, you're finally married, and I'm really happy that you have today. It's been my fault all these years, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your mother, it's all my fault, I hope you can forgive me......"
Jian Yonghui, who was already excited, was even more happy now, he never thought that what Han Ming was going to tell him turned out to be this matter, does this mean that in his heart he still recognizes his father? As soon as he thought of this, Jian Yonghui was full of shame and hurriedly apologized to Han Ming.
Han Ming, who had been expressionless, became excited because of Jian Yonghui's apology.
"Do you think I can forgive you with such a flirtatious word of sorry? I'm telling you, I can't do it! The reason why I came to see you today is because you are the one who gave me life, and you are nothing else! Don't even think of my forgiveness! ”
Han Ming vented the resentment in his heart to Jian Yonghui through the glass, it was the first time in so many years that he had vented his long-suppressed emotions so happily. After saying this, he suddenly had a feeling of relief that he had never felt before, as if a heavy burden had been removed from his body, and a feeling of sudden enlightenment made him feel a lot more comfortable.
"Xiao Ming, I was wrong, I was really wrong, everything was bad for me, I hurt you and your mother......"
Jian Yonghui held the phone in one hand, looked at Han Ming through the glass and apologized to him excitedly, at this moment, he didn't know what to say except apologize.
Han Ming glanced at him with some disdain, and then continued: "What's the use of you saying this now? You've done too many wrong things, not just for me, but for everyone in the Jane family! The Jane family has raised you for so many years, what have you done to them? What else have you done in the Jian family over the years besides causing trouble for them? You don't even want to let go of a child like Tong Tong, you are really shameless! ”
After Han Ming vented the resentment in his heart, he counted everything Jian Yonghui had done to the Jian family. For him, the father, is more indisputable in Han Ming's heart, just like his own child is disobedient, Han Ming is also full of anger at what Jian Yonghui did.
"I know it's too late for me to say anything, but I really know it's wrong, and I'm willing to spend the rest of my life repent of the wrong things I've done......"
There was no explanation for Han Ming's pointing at Jian Yonghui, and he had fully realized his mistake in the past few days. Especially after knowing his background, he regretted the mistakes he had made, but it was too late......
"Okay, that's all I have to say today, I still have a few surgeries to do in the afternoon, so I won't talk to you."
As he spoke, Han Ming was about to put down the phone in his hand.
At this time, Han Ming didn't want to talk to Jian Yonghui anymore, although he had already obtained the results he wanted, but in his heart he still couldn't forgive Jian Yonghui.
Just as Han Ming was about to put down the phone, Jian Yonghui's voice came from the receiver again.
"Xiao Ming, I'm really glad you were able to come and see me today......"
Before Jian Yonghui finished speaking, Han Ming put down the phone directly, and then stood up directly.
Jian Yonghui on the other side of the glass wall also stood up excitedly, and then watched Han Ming leave without looking back with tears in his eyes. Even if he was reluctant in his heart, he could only watch Han Ming leave, but despite this, he was still very happy about Han Ming's arrival.
As soon as Han Ming left, the prison guard came over to call Jian Yonghui, and then he went out from the door he had just entered under the leadership of the prison guard.
At the door of the reception room, Han Ming hid on the back of the door and quietly watched Jian Yonghui leave from the crack in the door, and he finally couldn't help but shed tears.
In fact, everything just now was deliberately pretended by him, and the kind of longing he had for his father since he was a child was unimaginable to anyone. Although Jian Yonghui has never fulfilled any fatherly responsibilities to him, he will always be his father in Han Ming's heart.
Even though Jian Yonghui has done so many wrong things, he is still his father, which is a fact that nothing can change.
Han Ming also hated him and blamed him, but when he vented all the resentment and complaints in his heart just now, he seemed to be relieved, and the big stone in his heart that had been calm for many years was also put down by him at that moment.
It wasn't until he watched Jian Yonghui leave that Han Ming finally collected his emotions and then quietly left the detention center.
Everything seemed to have never happened, and everything seemed to have happened again, but the invisible burden in Han Ming's heart was finally lifted on this day......