Zhao Yuexuan smiled: "Father, I am also ashamed, but Concubine Wan is very important to me, without her, there would be no me now." In this regard, although Erchen is ashamed, he does not regret it! ”

"Bastard!"

Zhao Shu scolded angrily: "You don't know shame, you are rebellious, you are violating the ethics of the program." Where do you behave like this, and where will you put the dignity of the royal family! ”

Zhao Yuexuan listened to Zhao Shu's angry scolding, but she didn't get angry because of it, and she didn't even have the slightest discomfort in her heart.

Quietly watching Zhao Shu get angry, after the other party finished scolding, Zhao Yuexuan asked calmly: "Father, you have worked tirelessly to call your sons back, is that what you mean?" ”

Seeing that Zhao Yuexuan didn't have the slightest anger, the smile on his face, as well as his noble and majestic temperament, seemed to be laughing at him.

Zhao Shu was even more angry in his heart.

But he knew very well that Zhao Yuexuan would not be moved in the slightest.

"Zhao Yuexuan, aren't you afraid of a dead horse?"

Zhao Shu looked at him deeply, as if he wanted to execute him at any time.

Zhao Yuexuan shook his head and said, "Don't be afraid, death is very far away for me, and I have already passed this period." Father, are you afraid of death? ”

"What do you mean?"

Zhao Shu's eyes narrowed.

Although he knew that Zhao Yuexuan was powerful, he didn't believe that Zhao Yuexuan would kill him.

Seeing that Zhao Yuexuan was so outstanding and noble, so magnificent, and looked like an immortal, although Zhao Shu was angry in his heart, he calmed down little by little.

for this is his own Son, and his own glory.

Although it made him angry, it didn't seem to be an unforgivable thing in Zhao Yuexuan's body.

Zhao Yuexuan looked at Zhao Shu and said, "Father, you want to help the Zhao family, but unfortunately, you don't have that ability." ”

"In order to support the Zhao family and let the majesty of the royal family envelop the world, it is a pity that he can only endure it and watch the Manchu Dynasty commit crimes under the civil and military forces. And you don't have the slightest choice! ”

"The saddest thing in the world is to only see a tragedy happen, but nothing can be done!"

Zhao Yuexuan shook his head and sighed: "Father, Erchen can understand your mood very well!" ”

Zhao Shu gritted his teeth, and every word of Zhao Yuexuan deeply pierced his heart, as if slapping his face.

Especially since this is what his own son said.

is so rebellious, Zhao Shu wants to go crazy.

Zhao Yuexuan looked at Zhao Shu and said, "Father, do you know why I can understand your feelings?" ”

Zhao Shu didn't speak, just looked at Zhao Yuexuan in a deep voice.

Although he didn't get an answer, Zhao Yuexuan continued to smile and said, "Because I've experienced it." ”

"Back then, the queen mother and other concubines competed for beauty, but unfortunately they ended up being beaten into the cold palace!"

At that time, the sons remembered that their father loved and doted on the sons and daughters. But it didn't change my father's mind! ”

"But fortunately, because of the favor of my father, Erchen can see the queen mother every day, and Erchen himself is doing very well!"

"Until one day, Erchen was unwell, and after some recuperation, he recovered, but when Erchen sneaked into the cold palace to visit his mother, he found that the queen mother was gone, and only a cold corpse hung on the beam!"

Zhao Yuexuan sighed and said: "Erchen is thinking, if Erchen can get better sooner, maybe the body of the queen mother will not decompose, at least it can be buried intact!" ”

"But what surprised the son-in-law, father, you are so indifferent, facing the wife who shares the same bed, you don't even have a thick funeral. Father, you are so ruthless! ”

Zhao Shu was silent, still silent.

I also remembered the events of that year in my mind.

The battle in the harem never stops.

Even if they wanted to live together peacefully, the family behind them wouldn't let them do it

They represent their own positions, they represent the interests of the family behind them, and they have to fight.

Zhao Shu looked at Zhao Yuexuan's calm eyes, and said indifferently: "Child, I was very good to your mother back then. Otherwise, she has no relatives and no reason, and she doesn't have any family power, how can she become a concubine? ”

"If I had buried your mother, what danger would you face? Those concubines and ministers, when they see such a situation, will they let you go? ”

"I know you hate me, but I'm protecting you!"

Zhao Shu looked at Zhao Yuexuan deeply and said, "You have been a prodigy since you were a child, I thought you could understand my hard work." ”

The corners of Zhao Yuexuan's mouth rose: "I understand, of course I can understand, I knew it was like this from the beginning." So I didn't hate you at the time. ”

"But then I was disappointed, it turned out that the favor will also disappear, that is, because I am a short-lived ghost, I lost everything, and even with my father, your favor also disappeared!"

"It's pitiful, Father, do you know? Every day, I am facing the pain of winter, like being blown by the wind and snow in the dark night! ”

"Father, I'm cold, really cold!"

Zhao Yuexuan looked at his hands: "I suffer the pain of being frozen all the time, and that feeling of numbness makes me worse than dead." But I still want to live, I want everything! ”

"I was struggling to catch my breath and worked hard to get life-saving medicine, but I didn't expect that your father would change your mind so quickly that you wouldn't even give me medicine!"

"Fortunately, I have a good maid, she secretly found me life-sustaining medicine every day, until others saw that I was not dead, and then began to continue to cut off my life!"

Zhao Yuexuan looked at Zhao Shu and said: "Born in the emperor's family, I should have abandoned my feelings, I know this very well. ”

"But after experiencing it myself, I found that it was not so easy for everyone to accept that one thing that everyone understands, and there will also be anger and hatred in my heart."

"I've been tortured for ten whole years, and the pain of these ten years, as well as the loneliness of being alone, has made me twisted!"

"Father, do you still blame me for hating you?"

"I just, I gave you one percent of what you imposed on me, and I repaid you one percent, why are you so angry, father?"

Zhao Shu was silent, looking at Zhao Yuexuan under the main hall, and didn't know how to answer for a while.

Although he knew where Zhao Yuexuan's hatred came from, he could also understand Zhao Yuexuan's hatred.

But he still didn't have much experience, because when everything didn't happen, he didn't feel pain.

Zhao Shu closed his eyes heavily: "Although I am angry, I don't blame you, just a woman, if you want it, I will give it to you!" ”

Zhao Yuexuan laughed: "Father." It's all just because I'm worth enough, not because you love me so much! ”