67. The lonely and frantic wind has evaporated all mankind

Sure enough, I'm a little younger.

All the thoughts in my heart were expressed on my face.

Seeing Xu Gaofei's appearance, Ren Huai didn't know that he was crooked and hit the other party's "vital point".

And Xu Gaofei noticed Ren Huai's eyes, and immediately came back to his senses.

He tried his best to calm his expression, but after only one glance at Ren Huai, he knew that it was too late.

Your own abnormality must have been noticed by the examiner.

It has to be the question raised by Ren Huai, it is too "fatal".

I explained everything to the DPRK Super Movement, but I concealed this one thing.

I thought that this matter was too shocking, and I was not particularly sure, and I was not yet a full member of the Super Motion Bureau, so I didn't know enough about their true background and way of dealing with problems, so I wanted to hide it for the time being, and then tell it as appropriate when I became a full member.

But I didn't expect that this examiner was too tricky.

As soon as I came up, I pointed to that thing.

Let yourself not have a chance to hide at all.

Xu Gaofei thought of the super-dynamic situation, the mysterious and unpredictable nature......

Maybe.

They had already deduced something from the files they had given, right?

Just pretending not to know, testing yourself?

For a while, Xu Gaofei's mind instantly made up a lot of situations, and his eyes were also uncertain.

But how could he have thought that all this was just crooked.

Ren Huaifu was to his heart, and he just asked such a sentence casually.

Who knows, it just happened to touch his heart.

Xu Gaofei sighed heavily, his eyes became relieved, and said:

"I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to hide it, but I wasn't sure about it......

So I didn't say it directly at the beginning, thinking that after joining the super game, I just explained it step by step, and there was no element of trying to coax your bureau, so please understand. ”

Ren Huai smiled in his heart, but his face was still unmoved and cold, raised his chin, and said:

"Don't worry, as long as you finish telling the story, it won't affect my judgment of you.

Not long ago, you were just an ordinary person, and in a short period of time, after experiencing such a treacherous thing, it is reasonable that you did not fully trust the Super Motion Bureau.

We're just having a normal conversation, it's not torture to extract confessions, and the Super Motion Bureau is not a gangster organization, just take it easy and tell the truth. ”

"Hmm!"

Xu Gaofei took a deep breath, as if he had completely made a decision, and his expression changed from relieved to solemn.

"As I wrote in my file, my ability is to be able to hear a voice in a certain time and place in the next three days.

I don't have to rely on any fine spatial coordinates, I just think about the specific location of a certain city I want to hear, and then imagine a time.

For example, I want to hear the sound of Room 501 on the fifth floor of the Vientiane Hotel in the center of the city of Nanxuan City, Yushu District, two days later, and I can do it directly through my fantasy.

When I have such a strong thought, the abstract music in my mind becomes more ethereal and long, and the tone changes until it becomes the sound I want to hear in two days.

It's an amazing feeling, and I don't know why the voice in my head can find the exact location through my general fantasies.

But maybe that's the magic of abstractions......"

Speaking of this, Xu Gaofei paused for a moment and said:

"Although this ability has certain limitations, not every situation I can hear accurately.

But as long as it's not the kind of special circumstances I recorded in the file, I'm basically equivalent to it, and I can predict the future!

It's just that......

It's really hard to change the future, after all, that's what is destined to happen, the 'history' of the future.

If you have to tamper with it, it may cause a particularly serious causal backlash! ”

The more Xu Gaofei spoke, the more excited he became.

Ren Huai also listened quietly all the time.

But after such a long list, there doesn't seem to be any news that shocks my heart.

"The things you talked about are no different from the records in the archives."

Ren Huai frowned and said, "Other than that, where is the point." ”

"Please listen to me!"

Xu Gaofei said eagerly: "All of this is connected in series!" I'll have to get it through the cracks! ”

Hearing this, Ren Huai was noncommittal, raised his hand, and motioned for him to continue.

Xu Gaofei clenched his fists and continued:

"What I just said is that the future is hard to change, but it's not that it can't be changed!

This is important!

Really, it's very important!

Once, before I knew the cause and effect, I heard that my cat would die two days later because it fell into the sewer.

So of course I had to save it!

After all, you can predict all this, so why not make some changes?

In fact, I did save it in the end.

An hour before it was destined to drown in the sewers, I kept it in a cage and wouldn't let it go.

It was only after a long time had passed that I was relieved to release it from its cage.

It's alive, and for the next two days, it's all alive!

I felt more and more at ease because of this, and I thought that I could really change everything!

But in those two days, I seemed to find that I had a cold, and when I woke up one day, I felt that my nose and lips were cold, and when I reached out and touched it, I realized that I had a nosebleed......

And it flowed a lot, almost all over the pillows......

Soon after, I was hospitalized due to anemia, endocrine disorders, neurological disorders, intermittent epilepsy......

But I didn't have any of these symptoms before!

It was like all of a sudden, a surge of thought came to me!

I was a very healthy person!

During that time, I almost died, and I spent two weeks in the hospital recuperating before I was reluctantly discharged because of something wrong at home......

But when I got home, I was stunned by everything that happened in front of me!

The ground is in shambles, filth and flesh are flying......

It's that sewer that is destined to drown my cat! ”

Xu Gaofei's voice changed from solemn to panic all the way, and from panic to choked.

His body trembled constantly, and when he said this, he seemed to be a little unable to speak, and there were tears flashing in the corners of his eyes.

After calming down for a few seconds, he said sadly:

"There should be a dozen or so children in a group......

When I got downstairs, I saw them playing there.

I didn't take it to heart, but what happened next made me, no, half of the community, fall into stench and pathos.

One of the kids, out of nowhere, got a cannonball, just like we did when we were kids, lit it, and mischievously threw it into the crack in the sewer.

Biogas.

Or something else.

I don't know.

Explode.

Serial explosions......

I was right on the edge of the underground waters, so I only had some skin trauma, and by the time I came back to my senses, I was covered in foul-smelling filth.

Around.

In addition to the foul-smelling filth, it is......

It's no longer clear who who's who's in the messy limb blood foam. ”

After telling all this, Xu Gaofei was like an old man and a teenager, and his spirit seemed to be drained.

He looked at Ren Huai in a daze and said:

"I guess you heard that.

That's right.

All of this because I saved that damn cat!

Because I was recuperating in the hospital, I didn't hear the explosion by chance!

Another 'coincidence', my second uncle knew that I was going home, so he went downstairs to pick me up!

The second uncle is not dead.

He was just stunned, unconscious, and crippled......

In addition, the cat also went downstairs with the second uncle, and was also dying because of the explosion!

When I found it, it was looking at me with its only remaining eye, as if calling for help.

But this time, I didn't save it, I had to ...... I have to ...... Save my second uncle first! ”

Xu Gaofei wept bitterly and said:

"That's cause and effect! Cause and effect!

Because I wanted to save a cat and change its doomed ending, I paid for my own health, my second uncle's legs, and those dozen ......

But in the end, the cat still died, and I could feel that if I had given up on the second uncle and saved it instead, it should have been able to continue to live.

And maybe this time, it won't be counted in the scope of the backlash?

After all, I didn't deliberately 'change' because I 'heard' in advance.

But.

How could I, how could I choose it!

My second uncle, and a cat, one left and one right, do you think I will choose the right? ”

"Please mourn."

Ren Huai shook his head and said: "Before you have a clear understanding and mastery of your own ability, it is indeed likely to cause a tragedy, I have not experienced what happened to you, but I understand it very well." ”

Xu Gaofei closed his eyes, gasping deeply, and tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes.

He covered his lips and whispered:

"If my abilities are not used properly, the consequences will be unimaginable, terrifying and completely immeasurable.

The so-called causal backlash was deduced and verified by me later.

And that's just a cat.

If it's a person......

Maybe I'll die before I finish saving him.

Even if it's really beyond the norm......

He, and everything around him, me, and everything around me, will eventually be doomed......

Doom more terrible than death! ”

Ren Huai gave Xu Gaofei a few seconds of calm time, and then comforted:

"The world is impermanent, life is like this, there is always too much helplessness and regret, but even if everything is really a so-called fixed number.

But maybe sometimes, some things, we should learn to accept more than to change?

You're right, letting go of the past may be the best way to save the future.

Hope you want to open some. ”

"Thank you."

Xu Gaofei slowly opened his red eyes.

He pressed his grief to the bottom of his heart again, and his eyes were much clearer, but he vaguely revealed a touch of inexplicable solemnity.

"I'll come out...... In other words, it doesn't matter if I can't get out. ”

Xu Gaofei took a long breath, leaned forward slightly, and said:

"Maybe you feel that I'm not right and I'm talking too much nonsense.

But no matter what you think, I have to explain the causes and consequences.

Because.

Only by connecting everything together can you experience the horror and ...... that I have experienced Despair.

What I'm going to say next is something that is not in the file at all, and it is also something that I deliberately concealed.

You just said that there are some things, even if you know them, maybe the best outcome is not to save them, right? ”

Ren Huai thought about it when he heard this, and said:

"If you change a regretful thing, it will create more regrets, try to accept it, maybe it will suddenly open up, the sea and the sky, I just hope you don't stay, too paranoid and pathetic."

"Well, thank you again."

Xu Gaofei wiped the corners of his eyes and said:

"But you'd better listen to me for the last paragraph."

"Please."

“……”

Xu Gaofei was silent for a while, as if organizing the language, and then spoke:

"What I confess in the file is my ability to hear about the future in three days.

That's not lying.

But in fact, my abilities don't stop there.

Yes.

In fact, I can hear that it is far into the future!

It's just that if the sound you want to listen to is more than three days, there will be a loss of voice, and it will sound intermittent and noisy.

And I can't be sure of the exact time and time of the sound I heard.

Roughly speaking, if I let myself fantasize about the time, I exceed the threshold of three days.

I can't tell how long I've been hearing it.

After three days, not only the sound quality was noisy, but the time order was extremely disordered.

All I heard was a word that could come from the fourth day, or a month later, or a year later.

This ability to hear the sounds of the distant future is difficult to activate in normal times, and even if I can only hear some vague fragments, I need to concentrate and do my best to imagine and excite it.

For a long time, I thought it was a way to train myself.

Maybe through this kind of exercise, I will be able to listen for longer and longer?

But unfortunately, from the beginning to the present, all I can do is always only three days.

But in the process, I did hear a lot of words about the future.

There are cars, there are airplanes, there are scolding streets, there are lectures......

But gradually, I seemed to notice that something was wrong.

At one point, I tried to combine someone's future voices in series, chronologically order those words, and wanted to put them together like a puzzle to form a life course that fits the timeline......

I suddenly found that that person's future seemed to end in more than a year, less than two years.

I didn't take it to heart, but at first I just thought that he would die someday in two years.

So I switched my goals and wanted to piece together the words of another person and figure out the general course of his life.

But......

Spliced to the end, I found that this person's future seems to end in two years!

Immediately after that, there was a third person, and then a fourth person......

Until I tried nearly 100 of them, it was all like this!

These people come from all over the world, and most of them, I don't know them at all, I just remember their voices!

But everyone's future ends at some point in two years!

At that point in time, it was surprisingly consistent!

That's when I suddenly reacted.

Instantly, I thought that every time it always appeared in my mind, it seemed to announce the whirring sound of the wind that everything was lonely.

Until then, I had always just regarded this lonely and frenzied wind as a noisy blind sound that I would inevitably foresee in the distant future.

But.

I'm a human brain.

It's not a telephone!

How can there be such a consistent blind sound every time?

And compared with the life course of those people that I stitched together, I will also find that this kind of lonely wind always appears after they suddenly have no sound and are regarded as death by me!

Afterward.

I frantically listened, frantically verified, and reasoned, trying to overturn the unbelievable result in my mind......

But so far, I haven't been able to do it.

Yes.

The blue star in the near future will be less than two years......

Only the wind remains.

All of them.

All electronic devices.

All mechanical instruments.

It's like they're gone.

No more noise!

I don't know where they went.

But just like all human beings, they couldn't make a single movement at the same time, and they directly evaporated and sublimated in an instant!

You say.

If what I heard was true.

In the face of such a futureless future, can you still accept it calmly, suddenly open up, and open the sky?!

I.

I can't even save a cat!

Can't save anyone!

No one can fight that level of backlash!

One person shoulders the cause and effect of all mankind without being able to form and destroy God!

If there were, then he should have died at birth!

Endless karma will drown him, and he will not even have a chance to come to this world!

That's cause and effect!

Cause and effect! ”