As long as you don't care about the purpose, it's a very simple thing to like Jin Yu.

He never forced me to do something I didn't like, he never needed me to do anything, I just had to sit quietly in his arms and be with him.

Today is my birthday, and I don't think it's any different from usual except for a bowl of longevity noodles from the nurse.

But Jin Yu is very interested and wants to hold a big event for me.

"Today is the death day of the concubine's mother."

Hearing this, Jin Yu's smile froze on his face, he waved everyone away, hugged me on his lap, hugged me like a child, and shook me around.

He coaxed lightly: "Ah Shuang is not afraid, Ah Shuang is not afraid." ”

The temperature on his body was so hot that it stabbed my eyes.

My mother died young, my father always told me to take care of my sister and take care of the house, and I learned to take care of others from a very young age.

I protect my trembling little sister when the thunder strikes, and I will run to the dead man to bandage Brother Gu's wounds after the bandits, and no one cares if I am scared or not.

Jin Yu slapped me and said: "My mother also went early, and my father handed me over to Xu Guifei to raise, but a few years later, Xu Guifei also died of illness, and later I learned that it was the queen's family who made the ghost, and they were afraid that I would be threatened if I had the support of my mother's family, and on the day of Xu's mother's death, I was suddenly not afraid." I vowed to keep the people I cared about by my side forever. ”

I buried my face in Jin Yu's neck socket, and the hot air he spewed spilled into my hair, which made my heart warm a little.

Two months later, the queen introduced newcomers to Jin Yu as usual.

Jin Yu was feeding me grapes, he just glanced at me lightly, and then hugged me back to Chonghua Palace.

Jin Yu especially likes to groom me, and his skills in combing his hair and eyebrows are very high.

He likes to paint on my face and make me look like him.

But the long-term favor does not belong to the emperor after all.

I heard that there was a talented person who had just entered the palace and sang a song in the imperial garden, and was taken back to the Palace of Eternal Life by Jin Yu.

When Yao Cairen became Yao Meiren, I realized that her voice was very similar to that of the queen's mother.

If you don't look at your face, it's hard to tell who's who is who.

After Jin Yu spoiled her for a few days, she suddenly remembered me again, and I told him: "The concubine loves Your Majesty deeply, and she can't bear to keep him alone, which is the virtue of the concubine." ”

The newcomer Yao Meiren is very authoritarian, she and He Meiren live in Chuxiu Palace, and bully He Meiren and Ah Yan every day with the holy grace.

He Meiren also told Jin Yu that Jin Yu only reprimanded a few words and did not punish him.

The people below saw that He Meiren was so unimportant, so they intensified, and the little eunuchs around Yao Meiren dared to bully Ah Yan, pinching him with blue and purple.

The queen also knew, but she didn't say anything except to send medicine.

Mama Li sent a will, saying that Yao Meiren would be Jin Zhaoyi next month and enter the main hall of Chuxiu Palace.

Yao Mei dared to bully the concubines of the same level when she was in a low position, and if she was the master, Ah Yan's life would be even more difficult.

I hugged Ah Yan distressedly, "I will make a proposal to the emperor to let you and A-Niang move to my place to be my companion." ”

In the past few days, my requests have been blocked by Yao Zhaoyi, although my favor is not as good as Yao Zhaoyi, but I want to break in, and no one in Chuxiu Palace dares to stop me.

When I broke in, Yao Zhaoyi was singing a song to Jin Yu with a veil, and my hard break scared her, and she hurriedly threw herself into Jin Yu's arms.

Jin Yu circled her, and his tone was a little unkind, "Why are you here?" ”

"The concubine knows that she is rude, and when the concubine finishes speaking, she is willing to accept the punishment."

Jin Yu frowned, and there was no joy or anger on his face, "You say." ”

"The concubine has a very good relationship with He Meiren, and I want to invite He Meiren and the second prince to live with the concubine."

Before Jin Yu could speak, Yao Zhaoyi preemptively said: "No, He Meiren is from the palace of concubines." ”

I mean, "The minions of Chuxiu Palace always disrespect their masters, so it can be seen that the upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked." ”

When these words were said ugly, Yao Zhaoyi's eyes immediately turned red, and she pulled Jin Yu's arm and was pitiful: "Your Majesty, there are no concubines." ”

Jin Yu looked at my face steadily, Yao Zhaoyi's low sobs in his ears, and his eyes flashed with a strange light, which was stronger than when he first saw me.

After a stalemate, Jin Yu said: "He Meiren doesn't have to move the palace, I will let Yao Zhaoyi restrain the minions." ”

Jin Yu waved his hand, and the little eunuch next to him wanted to invite me out, but I shook them off and wanted to step forward, "Concubine begs you to ......"

"Presumptuous!"

Mama Li hurried over with the queen, it turned out that she was going to ventilate and report the news.

The queen asked people to pull me and ask Jin Yu for guilt: "It's all the concubines who have no way to teach." ”

Jin Yu looked at this mess and asked the queen to take me back.

I was escorted back to Kunning Palace, and Mama Li was already waiting for me.

She wanted to step forward to help me, but I threw her away, and I asked loudly: "You obviously know what kind of life Ah Yan and He Meiren are having, and you still want to stop me?" ”

The queen sat on the phoenix seat, and she stroked her forehead, looking very sad. Mama Li hurriedly stepped forward to ask, and she waved her hand to indicate that she was fine.

"Didn't you already ask for it? Did the emperor promise you? ”

I looked at their master-servant's affectionate appearance, and was about to make a sarcasm, but I remembered Ah Yan's pitiful appearance, so I softened: "I can't, you must be able to; In Your Majesty's heart, you must be more important than Yao Zhaoyi. ”

I stepped forward and pleaded, "Queen Mother, concubines, please save them." ”

She wanted to speak several times but didn't, the unbearable struggle on her face gradually firmed, and she said to Mama Li: "From today on, Chen Zhaoyi is grounded, and no one is allowed to let her out without my order." ”

Someone next to me tried to escort me out, but I was dragged by them and shouted, "You made her like this, you can't leave her alone!" ”

Kunning Palace gradually closed, and the last thing I saw was the lonely figure of the queen.

I was locked up, and Mama Li tried to comfort me at first, "Yao Zhaoyi's family background is not high, He Meiren and they are just wronged, if they ......"

I jerked my head up, pushed her down, and said sharply, "Wronged? In your eyes, this is just a grievance? ”

Mama Li slowly got up and said softly: "Niangniang, are you for others or for yourself?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and Mama Li continued: "I'm afraid I think He Meiren is as pitiful as herself so I helped her like this." ”

"But have you ever thought about what would happen if He Meiren went to ask for the palace in person today!"

"Do you remember Feng Jieyu in the past!"

With a bang in my head, I remembered the scene where Feng Jieyu huddled in the corner and vomited blood, and I couldn't help but shudder.

I felt cold and aching all over my body, and the nurse couldn't stand it anymore, so she took me into her arms and whispered comfort.

"The emperor still cares about Niangniang, and after a while, everything will be fine."

I hate the queen and I hate Mama Li, they always remind me how pitiful I am in this palace.

But what if you don't compare yourself to others?

If I compare downward, Jin Yu treats me better than Feng Jieyu, He Meiren, Liu Guifei, Li Xianfei and even Ah Yan.

I should thank him and love him.

Jin Yu still spoils Yao Zhaoyi, it seems that he owes it last time, I was promoted to the concubine on New Year's Day, although Jin Yu didn't come to see me, but all kinds of rewards have never been broken.

He Meiren was still embarrassed, and even when she asked for peace in Kunning Palace, Yao Zhaoyi was inevitably sarcastic.

I can't do anything, I can only tell myself: it's Yao Zhaoyi who is domineering, it's not about Jin Yu, he just has some connivance, he just doesn't know.