When the editor asked me today, I realized that I seemed to have been rotten for a long time.

During this period, I didn't dare to open the writer's assistant, I didn't dare to face the reality, and I once again failed to live up to everyone's trust.

I don't know what to say, to apologize or to ask for forgiveness?

I'm sorry I still have to apologize, I'm sorry for everyone, I'm really sorry for everyone.

I don't ask for forgiveness, this is my own doing, and I deserve to be scolded and hated. But then again, I didn't even dare to open the writer's assistant, like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, as long as it didn't see it, it would be treated as if nothing happened, and everyone scolded me for not seeing it.

Now that I think about it, it has been a failure as an author for so many years, except for "Lost", which has written a little famous, and "Zhenshoufu Survival Guide" also relies on eating the old book of "Lost", and nothing else has been written. Recently, I was chased by a reader and urged to continue writing the ship's mother's article, and kept saying that you must be hitting the street again when you write other books, and the mood was a little delicate at the time, and to be honest, it was a little uncomfortable, and the other books I wrote were so unbearable.

Looking at the so many books I have written, he doesn't seem to be wrong with what he said, and I've tried several original books over the years without exception, and all of them hit the street, and I can't write the original look.

"Pointing to the North" is completely unaccumulated, and it is natural to hit the streets.

As I wrote this text, I found that I couldn't remember the name of the book "The Female Knight" for a while, only Xia Jia, the short-haired, big-tailed dragon lady, and the characters were from Leipzig and Gourlea.

Then it's the turn of this book, the accumulation is small, and I want to write the plot, I wrote it well in the early stage, and I don't know how to write it at all. It turns out that the mistakes made in "Pointing North" are now being made again, and people can fall into the same pit twice.

Actually, I was going to write fantasy and not write this book, but my preparation was fantasy. Before I opened the book, I said everywhere that the next book must be fantasy, but why did I write this book in the end?

Because everyone told me that there was no future in writing fantasy now, I thought about it for a long time and immediately decided not to write it, and opened this book, during which I only spent half a day thinking about the story, and everyone knows the final result.

Now that I think about it, I was really crazy at the time, obviously I didn't prepare anything, but I had a rough story in my heart, and there were a few interesting ideas.

It's amazing to dare to open a book like this.

Even when writing this book, I opened a trumpet at the same time to serialize another pet text, but I didn't write it after only a dozen chapters. Now I can't find that book myself, and I don't remember what the name of the book was or which account it was used to write it, but I remember that it was written based on the background of my favorite "Dragon Quest Monster Wonderland". The main element is the sentence - I'm not a bad slime.

In short, it wasn't written as a fantasy article.,In the end, this one hit the street again.,I don't blame anyone.,Because everyone is for my good.,It's just that I can't stand firm.,Whether it's writing fantasy.,Or serialize this one.。

At this point, I'm not setting the stage for my next fantasy book...... To be honest, I don't know what to do now. Some time ago, I promised the editor to work hard to write this book, but who knows that in the end I broke my promise. I'm sorry editor, forget it, anyway, he doesn't read my books, laugh, mainly because I'm sorry for always chasing my books, especially supporting, rewarding, and subscribing to my readers, it's really a thousand cuts.

Now I can only talk about what I was going to write, what the story was in my mind, and what the heroine was.

First of all, Bai Suzhen and Xiaoqing.

Then there is the dragon girl of Liu Yichuan. I was going to write about the weak dragon girl, but how she became the queen dragon girl in the end, I don't know why.

And then there's the fox of the fox. I don't know if you know that fox, it's the fox who wanted to repay the favor but was taken by other foxes, and was finally disgusted by men and had to leave alone. So her character should be, because she was bullied, she became a bad woman, because then she was no longer afraid of being bullied, and then she hated stupid men like her benefactor the most, obviously a bad woman but hated bad women.

Nie Xiaoqian is a female ghost, so the character is a ghost on the Internet, it feels like a good fit, coming and going like a ghost on the Internet, the strongest hacker.

Liang Zhu's Zhu Yingtai has become a butterfly spirit, the crane that repays the kindness, and the snail girl's snail, I am not sure whether to write it myself.

Let's get off the book

The mermaid princess should be written, after all, there must be a few Western girls. But I couldn't think of how to add a dragon lady character to the story, could it be Nidhogg who gnawed on the World Tree. Suddenly I thought of the eight-headed Yaqi Orochi.,The girl with a split personality of eight personalities is awesome.。

originally wanted to write the story, the protagonist should be the reincarnation of Xu Xian, Liu Yi, Ning Caichen and others at the same time.

Xu Xian worshiped Fahai as his teacher, and became a character like the walker Wu Song, with invincible physical skills.

Liu Yi was overwhelmed by Qiantang Jun's demeanor and wanted to become such a character, so he went to Longhu Mountain to practice and became a great monk who was good at Taoism.

Ning Caichen, who has no difference in his life, went with Yan Chixia to learn swords and became a super sword immortal.

And the protagonist collects the power of these previous lives little by little, obtains force from the relics of the walker Xu Xian, learns the Tao according to the notes of the monk Liu Yi, and obtains swordsmanship from Ning Caichen's sword...... You also have to accept the gratitude that everyone missed, and of course, you have to face various problems, such as the centipede essence Golden Wheel Dharma King, the former master Fahai, the Jingyang Dragon Palace where the dragon girl's former husband is located, the old demon of Montenegro, etc., and finally become a strong man, and also hold the beauty.

What kind of story will the male protagonist who has no color in his life collide when he encounters a marriage arranged by God? It must be interesting to think about.

Alas, in the end, there are only interesting stories that meet authors who have no level, it turns out that I can't control that kind of plot at all, and I don't know the so-called daily life at most at this level. That's it, I haven't prepared yet, for example, I have fused a unified world view and a system of power in advance, and the result is not a matter of course.

It's useless to say anything now.

To be honest, I'm quite satisfied with the first dozens of chapters of this book.,To have a daily routine.,The main line is not pulled down.,It's just that soon there is no plot in several chapters.,I don't know what to write.,The final results on the shelves are not without accidents.,It became the last straw that broke the camel's back.。

This is to report the situation, and apologize at the same time, I'm sorry for everyone, I'm not a human, a garbage eunuch, an immeasurable author, I deserve to write a book and keep hitting the streets, I don't ask for forgiveness, let everyone scold me casually, this is what I deserve.

Next?

Next, there is nothing to follow, and I have already said that this is not to report to you for the purpose of preparing me for my next book.

Anyway, now I don't know if I can continue to write, whether I have the courage to continue to open the book, and how to write, although I have written a lot of some and no during this time, but now I only feel that the story I wrote is not interesting at all, I am a street writer.

The mentality is really a little broken, and I'm really scared.

As long as I don't write books, I won't hit the streets. Hey, hey, hey.

There will still be new books. Because I want to write, pet text, apocalyptic text, fantasy text, fairy tale text, infinite stream......

Anyway, so be it.

If I can't see you again, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, and good night.