The one hundred and ninety-eighth episode of initiative
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"If you don't have a sharp Lingyun, can you still call it Lingyun......" Lingyun was silent, as if he had lost even the strength to answer. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Cloud, are you afraid?"
The little hand that was as fat as jade gently pulled up the somewhat messy white hair and quietly straightened it out.
"Afraid?" Ling Yun shook his head, the enemy, there was nothing to be afraid of, but he felt tired, tired from this endless cycle. No matter how powerful the enemy he defeated and how advanced his cultivation was, everything in front of him seemed to never have an end to surpassing! After defeating a powerful enemy, an even more powerful opponent would appear, and he would cultivate to a higher level, and there were still more realms waiting for him to cultivate!
"Yun, are you really not afraid?"
Ling Yun was slightly stunned, and seemed to put aside the danger caused by being so close to his body.
"Actually...... Everyone was wrong! I always knew that I wasn't a qualified, pure cultivator. The ultimate goal of a truly pure cultivator is to keep cultivating, to constantly transcend, to constantly promote themselves to a higher realm, to find the ideal they pursue through cultivation, and to achieve self-satisfaction through continuous breakthroughs. The infinite realm is a kind of enjoyment for them, and truly reaching the ultimate realm, looking at the mountains for hours, is comparable to death-like torture! ”
"I'm not as great as those pure cultivators, I'm not cultivating for the sake of cultivating, the ultimate goal of my cultivation is to reach the highest realm, so that I can completely control myself, control my own destiny, and free myself from the fate of being involuntarily controlled by others! When the ultimate goal of cultivating in order to master oneself is simply to achieve the standard of a certain transcendent existence chess piece, I don't know if I still have the strength to continue!"
He cultivated hard and wanted to get out of control, but in the end, his efforts were just to meet the minimum conditions for a transcendent being to control him.
At this moment, it is as if a person spends his whole life believing in the gods, wanting to ascend to heaven after death by believing in the gods, but when his faith reaches a certain level, he discovers that the so-called faith is just to raise his soul to be fat, so that the god can enjoy the taste of his soul beautifully, this strong gap between heaven and hell is enough to make people completely collapse from the body to the will!
“...... Cloud, you're ...... now Doubt yourself?"
"Suspicion? ”
"But I never doubted you. ”
"Huh?"
"I think that as long as the cloud wants to do something and does it seriously, I feel that there is nothing that cannot be done. The result of the matter does not represent everything, it is the process that is really full of meaning. It's like a sister, when she fell in love with Lord Lonely, she knew that this feeling, I don't know how many tears it takes to mourn, and in the end she couldn't get out of it at all, but she still devoted herself wholeheartedly and vigorously to pay. Even if he hit his head and bled out, was regarded as a traitor by everyone around him, and was used by the true gods such as the goddess of nature, he still never regretted it. ”
"Love is a blind luxury, I can't even control my own life, how can I be qualified to talk about this. ”
There was a brief, silent silence.
"Yun, do you really think so? Love, feelings, isn't it these that make up everyone's life?"
This is a question that does not need to be answered. ”
"Yun, you have never faced yourself, your life, and your feelings, and you have always protected yourself tightly and isolated from the world...... Actually......"
"Do you want to say that this is an escape...... Ling Yun lowered his head and chuckled a little self-deprecatingly: "I know you want to help me." Man, the most emotionally rich creature in the world, can never completely understand what is going on in a person's heart, not even a god or a supreme god. ”
"Array Spirit ......"
The little hand that pressed lightly on his shoulder was slightly stunned, and at the same time, Ling Yun felt a trace of the same dazed emotion.
Without thinking about it, Ling Yun knew where this slightly dazed emotion came from.
Dazed, interrupting the original topic, it continued, even Ling Yun seemed to be infected by this blankness, and gradually lost the interest in talking, and fell into the previous confusion as if he had lost everything. The only difference is that, compared to before, now in a daze, he has begun to have a little consciousness and is looking for his own way out.
"Array Spirit, is there really no way to understand human feelings?" With a hint of confusion, she asked such a blank question.
"Although spiritual beings have wisdom and feelings, they are essentially different from people. Even if the night is rendered by people, no matter what, they cannot be separated from the fact that they are spirits! Just as even the most authoritative biologist cannot thoroughly understand the feelings and civilization of that creature! Because ......" Ling Yun sighed silently: "Not a species!"
"Not a ...... of kind"
A kind of confusion, a slight panic emotion, conveyed from the induction of the "spirit" world.
Although Ling Yun didn't know what she was afraid of, he knew that she was afraid! This kind of fear was not the fear from the outside world like encountering the sword idiot, but the fear from the inside out, a fear from the bottom of her heart, and even her little hand, which was originally gently stroking the hair on her forehead, was trembling slightly.
Ling Yun immediately noticed her unusualness, and immediately said, "My problem, I will find a way to solve it myself, you don't have to bother!" After speaking, he seemed to have just discovered the little hand that exuded the fragrance of a virgin, and his pupils were slightly condensed!
However, this pause only lasted for a moment, and he frowned again: "Go back!" As he spoke, his divine sense had already emanated, wantonly probing every corner of the entire academy - even though he knew that the fear in her heart did not come from the outside world.
The pale blue light gradually disappeared into Ling Yun's senses, with a trace of dazedness, a trace of loneliness, and a trace of fear.
Ling Yun didn't think carefully about where her fear came from, the feelings of spirit beings were not the same as people at all, as if he had never thought that spirit beings could understand a person's feelings!
However, after such a conversation, Ling Yun also temporarily hid the emotions in his heart to the side - I will find a way to solve my problem...... The words have already been spoken, whether it is to fulfill his promise, or to make this inexplicably frightened Lan Anxin, he must also cheer up.
I have to say that the little girl's words are not completely unreasonable-what he Lingyun decided to do, as long as he really does it seriously, there is absolutely nothing that cannot be done!
The Yunlai Empire back then, such a powerful behemoth, didn't it finally fall apart and completely disappear in the long river of history under his blows? There is also the Goddess of Nature, the existence of the seven major masters of the universe, who not only survived under the interception and killing of such a super powerhouse, but also reached a level close to their unattainable through his own continuous efforts...... The supreme god, the mysterious chess player...... Ling Yun believed that the Divine could use his own means to trap and kill the person in charge who had taught him that one vein of sword qi, and he would definitely be able to do it...... Even now, he didn't know who was really in charge!
"Divine...... Zi Lin...... Every one is his own master! Their words have no credibility! But ...... They are just one of the people who know the truth of the matter!" Ling Yun frowned, and had to think about his future plans.
Even if he gives up on himself? Can he get rid of his identity as a pawn? Maybe this will only make the move of destroying chess come faster!
There is no way to retreat, then, as those who hold the chess will, do a good job of the duty of a chess piece...... I only hope that they can always hold this chess piece firmly in their hands!
...... Zi Lin, it is estimated that he has now gone to the depths of the universe to probe the owner of that sword qi! Ling Yun didn't know where that sword qi was shooting, so this clue was no longer possible!
In this way...... The only way to start is from the sacred.
Look for the Divine ...... The City of Kings is the only clue.
Thinking of this, Ling Yun didn't care about the shocking world, and directly rose into the sky, instantly turning into a streamer and disappearing into the sky. It was far from the speed that the Great Sword Master powerhouse could achieve, and everyone was amazed, and they all guessed which Holy Sword Master powerhouse was coming to Ziyun Academy. In this way, the influence of the college has been added even more!
At the moment when Lingyun rose into the sky, the woman not far from the woods was standing on the arena he had passed before, silently remembering something. This woman has an amazing strength comparable to that of a third-order sword master, and she looks like she is only around twenty-six or seven. The no-makeup without powder makes her look more real and simple!
When the streamer shot into the sky, the woman seemed to feel something, and suddenly turned her head to look at the sword light that the fast track great swordsman couldn't see clearly...... There was a hint of joy on his face that no one could understand...... Her eyes remained in the clear blue sky and white clouds until the streamer completely disappeared at the end of the sky, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time, until the three girls dressed as students ran over happily, shouting as they ran, and then her mind was awakened from the empty sky.
When the girls saw her, they immediately ran on the arena happily and said happily: "Mentor, Mentor Xueyun, look, we have practiced, we have finally practiced this set of sword skills you taught, I will practice with Xiaobi and Xiaohan for the mentor now, okay......"
The woman known as Xue Yun smiled and nodded, stepped aside, and gave up this somewhat old arena space to these three energetic young people!
At this moment, she seemed to have forgotten the sudden streamer that shot out of the woods just now, and looked intently at the three students who were seriously practicing the sword skills she taught...... After a moment, a slight smile of satisfaction gradually appeared on her beautiful face, which had left the traces of time...... (To be continued)