Even how to sweep the floor, how to wash the dishes, how to put things, etc., all of these make Su He feel very depressed, even when his parents were the strictest when he was a child, he didn't do this when he was a child, if things are done, they will be finished, and they have to do it in the way she asks, and even some things she can do, Su He can't, I feel that sometimes people are nervous.

There is also the fact that the eldest aunt is very hurtful when she speaks, and sometimes what she says makes Su He feel really uncomfortable. In her opinion, Su He's things are all small things, and they are nothing. Isn't it a matter of other people's affairs?

Work to do, sanitation to clean, pay a salary, let others do two jobs, and be justified, how can people not be happy, it is difficult to ask for leave, sometimes there is no way to take the pastry master's class, and it can't be made up, not to mention how depressed it is. In the end, it became that I went to work from Monday to Saturday and went to class on Sunday, and I felt that my life had become a stagnant water, and it was really desperate to go on like this.

The salary was paid by her aunt, and she felt that the salary given to Su He was very high, she was a person who never bought things in the market, and she didn't know how much money she couldn't help spending. Maybe she knows, after all, she sometimes complains about how expensive things are, but she has always felt that her salary is high enough. Other people's wages are three times that of her, she all said that other people's wages are low, and on the other hand, she said that her salary is high, what can Su He say.

In such a situation, even if Su He deducts it, he can't keep the money, three thousand yuan a month, what can he do in the metropolis of S City. And her parents are old, although she can still take care of herself now, she doesn't have to spend her money, and she even spends money to buy things for Su He, but Su He, a person who is already working, is still gnawing at the old, no matter whether others say it or not, even Su He himself is embarrassed, and his sister is still studying, so he still needs to spend money.

However, Su He's salary can only be used by himself, and there is not much left, so he can only rely on the province. What can be repaired is repaired again, and what cannot be repaired can be held for a while, and the money is carefully spent, but there are still things that cannot be spent, and the money is always insufficient.

Later, after a long time, Su He felt like a superwoman, who could do anything, and could do anything. But in this way, the eldest aunt and cousin gossiped behind her back, saying that she was very picky, like a female man, rude manners, dressed dirty, and couldn't put on makeup. Su He was a little funny, she was still very sad to be said like this at first, but if she said too much, if she was sad every time, then she would have collapsed a long time ago, and sometimes words are really hurtful.

At the beginning, she was said to pay special attention to these, generous, soft-spoken, soft-spoken, and dressed up, and also went to buy some lipstick eyebrow pencils, and then dressed herself up beautifully. But then she found out that if she did, there would be no salary left.

A dress is one or two hundred, a lipstick is cheap, and the rest are necessary daily necessities. Her salary is just that, and if she spends a little more on life, then there is really nothing left, so what's the point of going to S City, it's better to be in her hometown, her parents can still satisfy her by eating and drinking, and then she can save what she earns.

The visit to S City is very famous, and people who have been to S City are not worthy of saying that they have come to S City if they have not been there, but she has never been there, and she has not been to S City for four years, and she has not been to it once. Because she didn't dare, she spent a lot of money once she went, and if she didn't buy things when she looked at them, other people's faces would be bad. She didn't dare to go to the supermarket too much, it would definitely cost money to go there, and she didn't have any money.

And the movements are soft and the words are soft, that is because someone is protecting, so that qualification, and no one who has not experienced it will understand. The movement is gentle, can the box be moved, can the thing be taken down, no. If you speak softly, only one person can bully you to death, and no one can help you. In that era when everyone swept the snow in front of their own door, others didn't care whether you lived or died, and it was good to be unfortunate and gloating.

The eldest aunt said her behind her back, Su He heard it many times, and she also said other people's things in front of her, and while talking about it, she said that she had never said anything about others, which was a slap in the face, but she really felt that she didn't say anything. Su He saw that she had told almost everyone who had dealt with her, saying that she and her family were in front of her cousin, and that she was talking about her cousin's family in front of her, but she never said her cousin, which was very good to her cousin.

But for her, the eldest aunt's words are very mean. Some of her clients are in her hometown, so she often goes back to her hometown. And the hometown will go to her house, Su He is a little afraid every time he knows that his aunt will go back, afraid that she will talk nonsense in front of her family. But he didn't expect that the matter would turn out to be a fact, and Su He heard it from his sister's mouth a little incredulous.

"I bought her a lot of clothes every time, and the salary was very high. But Su He, the child, is disobedient, always spends money blindly, lacks nothing, always buys a lot of snacks, and eats behind her back, runs away when he sees her, and likes to use her cosmetics when he has nothing to do."

Su He couldn't believe it when he heard it, except for buying her a few clothes at the beginning, when did he buy them for her. Later, she wore the clothes from her youth, Su He didn't wear old clothes in her hometown before, and she wore them all when they were torn, and said they looked good. And she didn't talk about other people's clothes before, even her mother's didn't wear them. The salary is there, she is only a teenager, why can't she buy some snacks to eat, and it doesn't cost her money, doesn't the uncle buy it for his son to eat with Su He on his back, can't she buy some by herself. Cosmetics are even more ridiculous, I have never used them, but my parents always feel that what the elders said is right.

Finally, when he went home for the New Year, Su He was also scolded by his mother because of this incident, and his grandfather was also full of disappointment, Su He's heart was cold at that moment, and he didn't know what the meaning of living was, and it was also at this moment that Su He began to be resentful.

In addition to the eldest aunt making Su He uncomfortable, the personality of the eldest uncle's cousin is not very consistent with Su He. Some people say that when a person doesn't get along well with a lot of people, it's their own problem. Su He has also found fault with herself, she has a lot of faults, but it is not the key to the problem.

Uncle is still good to Su He, but the mood is sunny and cloudy, like a roller coaster, if you are uncomfortable, you will be scolded directly, and I don't know what's going on, his scolding makes people extremely uncomfortable, in the words of my cousin, it is more uncomfortable than cutting your flesh with a knife. Su He is not their own daughter, so she can only look at her uncle's face and act in this regard.