Unworthy

Su He and the four of them waited anxiously at the door of the rescue room, and looked up at the light above the rescue room from time to time.

"Doctor, how is it, is she okay" Seeing that the lights in the emergency room went out, Su He hurriedly stepped forward and asked.

"The patient's alcohol poisoning has caused very serious myocardial damage, if you send it a little later, you will collect the body, and now it is not out of danger of life, and you must stay in the intensive care unit for observation."

"That's good" Su He breathed a sigh of relief, but soon became nervous again, what happened to make the head teacher drink like this.

Looking at Chen Yu, who was still in the custody room, Su He's mood was complicated.

Usually every time I look at the head teacher, the head teacher is happy with her, and I will comfort her when I see her unhappy, but I don't think that the other party is actually the one who is even more unhappy.

"The doctor said that the head teacher is fine, don't worry," Uncle Wang stepped forward and comforted.

"I just feel that I am a little too selfish, every time the head teacher cares about me, but I never care about the other party" Su He wiped away the tears on his face and lowered his head.

"How come, wouldn't it be nice if you cared more about her in the future, I believe your teacher won't blame you"

"Hmm," Su He nodded.

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"Head teacher, you're awake, is there anything uncomfortable" Seeing that Chen Yu finally woke up, Su He relaxed a lot.

Chen Yu was observed in the intensive care room for 24 hours without problems before being transferred to the general ward, it happened to be a weekend, and Su He didn't have to go to school, so he had been accompanying Chen Yu in the hospital.

"Su He?" Chen Yu was very surprised.

"It's me, teacher, how do you feel" Su He beckoned in front of Chen Yu with her hand, and after doing this action, she felt a little stupid again, the other party had drunk too much wine, and it was not that her eyes were invisible.

"Fortunately, what's wrong with me, am I not at home" Chen Yu asked suspiciously.

"What else do you say, how can you drink so much alcohol at once, the doctor said that you are all alcoholic" Speaking of this, Su He's tone was full of complaints.

"I'm sorry, I'll definitely pay attention next time" Chen Yu's tone was helpless, but there was a sense of pleasure, because he heard Su He's concern.

"I'll call the doctor first" Su He was very happy to see the head teacher wake up, and forgot that there was a bell in the ward for a while.

After a period of scrambling, Chen Yu was proved to have no big problems, just to pay more attention to rest, and try to drink less or not in the future.

"Teacher, in the future, I will confiscate all your wine when I see it" Sending the doctor out of the ward, Su He said angrily, "You are so good, you drank yourself directly to the hospital"

"Hehe" Chen Yu smiled awkwardly, this time she really didn't control it, if it wasn't for Su He, she really wouldn't have seen the sun, so she was naturally a little unreasonable.

"By the way, why do you drink so much, is there something wrong, although I may not be able to help, but one more person is more strength, maybe I can help"

Saying that, Su He looked at Chen Yu's face, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't get any response from Chen Yu.

"I'm sorry, if you don't want to say it, just because I didn't speak," Su He smiled and wanted to ease the awkward atmosphere.

"No, I just don't know how to speak," Chen Yu explained, his tone low and dull, "You say, what would you do if what you had been thinking about was suddenly found to be wrong?"

"I will find out, if it is really wrong, I will accept it, and I will accept any consequences caused by this matter" Su He stared at Chen Yu's eyes and said.

She knew that this matter must have something to do with Chen Yu drinking so much wine, and if she didn't untie this knot, she might never be able to stand up.

"Then what would you think if someone who you thought you could trust or even your only loved one all along, lied to you?"

"I'll see what the reason is, if it seems extenuating to me, then I can accept that deception, but I don't accept the second or even the third time"

This kind of thing is indispensable, in fact, for her, even if it is well-intentioned, she doesn't like it, and she can't say anything openly.

"What if that person has no way to respond," Chen Yu asked softly.

Su He didn't know what to say for a while, so he opened his mouth, "I'm sorry"

"It's okay," said Chen Yu and began to tell her story.

Chen Yu grew up in a single-parent family since she was a child, she lived with her mother, and since she can remember, her mother told her that it was her father who made mistakes, so she only had her mother.

When she saw that other people's families had fathers and mothers living happily, she hated her father very much, and in her opinion, he was not worthy of being a father at all.

By the time she knew what it meant to make mistakes in general, she began to look down on her so-called father, believing that he was not only unworthy of being a father, but also unworthy of a husband.

But she now knew that it was all a deception by her mother, who was the one who really made the mistake and the one who really didn't deserve it.

She didn't know what her mother's purpose was, maybe it was guilt, she was really good to her, but it was this kindness that made her miserable.

If it hadn't been for the fact that she met her mother's old classmate and knew a little clue, if she hadn't remembered her mother's habit of writing a diary and found that notebook, maybe she would have misunderstood her father for the rest of her life.

And the father, probably didn't know why she hated him so much, and probably thought she was hating his choice to divorce at that time.

But if she really knows the truth, how can she hate her father, she has always felt that marriage is not a shackle that binds two people, and neither are children, she just hates her father for making mistakes in marriage.

Now everything is revealed, but she doesn't know how to react, she has always hated deception, but this time she was deceived by her mother, who she always thought was dependent on each other.

What annoyed her the most was that before her mother died, she emphasized that she must move back to her father, but did not tell her the truth of the matter.

What does this mean, I want her to hate her father for the rest of her life, but she still has to be tied together, is this to hate her father or hate her, let them torture each other.

If she hates, it should be her father who hates her, taking advantage of her father to go out to work to cuckold her father, and her father chooses to divorce and blacken her father like this for the rest of his life.

Obviously, her father has to pay child support every month, but she wants her to live a miserable life every month, and the time she went abroad may be her first conscience discovery, and it is also the only luxury.

But he also threw her out directly after paying her tuition, not caring about her life or death, her living expenses and everything were earned by herself, although the salary in those countries in Europe and the United States is high, but because she is a college student and the yellow race salary is deducted very much, but the expenses are never cheap.

And her mother donated all the money in the end, and lied to her that all the money over the years was used by her to go abroad, she didn't mind her mother donating the money, but she didn't mind that the other party didn't tell her anything, which made her hate her father for so many years.

Thinking of her father's cautious gaze every time he looked at her, and his father's incomprehensible but tolerant eyes when she hurt her father, she felt very heartbroken, was the mother she had seen for so many years fake.

After listening to Chen Yu's words, Su He was silent for a while, she didn't know what to say, it was difficult for a Qing official to judge family affairs, no matter what she said, it didn't seem right.

"You want to ask your mother why, but you can never ask, you want to ask your father, and I'm afraid that if you really can't face your father, because your attitude towards your father has been so bad for so many years"

Chen Yu nodded, she thought the same way, that's why she was so uncomfortable, she felt that wine was really a good thing, after drinking it, there would be no worries, if she could never get up again, she wouldn't have to think about it so much.

"Everybody thinks differently, I haven't experienced anything like this, I can't put myself in my shoes, and I can't make decisions for you"

"Oh," Chen Yu was disappointed.

"But I think you can actually have a good chat with your uncle, I can see that she really cares about you, I said I can't find you, he is very anxious" Su He changed his words and suggested.

At the same time, she was also thinking in her heart that this was an opportunity she had specially fought for, and hoped that Chen Yu and her father could solve the misunderstanding, which would be a great thing.

She could see that both of them were caring about each other, Chen's father's concern was obvious, but Chen Yu was showing the other side, the other side of hatred was love, without love, where did hatred come from.

Just like her and her grandfather, she cared at first, so she was sad, but when she came back, she was disappointed, and if she didn't care, then she wouldn't be sad.

Facing Su He was Chen Yu's long silence, so silent that when Su He thought that Chen Yu was not going to speak, Chen Yu spoke.

"The last time I went home, I taught him a lesson, was he angry with me?"

"Angry, and very angry and sad, but teacher, do you know what circumstances will be sad, what circumstances will not be sad, only care, have feelings, will you be angry and sad, being preached by someone you don't know, you may be a little uncomfortable at the time, want to hit someone, but you will never feel sad, only your own relatives, may not be very heavy words, will feel aggrieved, feel sad"

"Everyone has their own thoughts, it's just my own thoughts, you can think about it yourself" Su He got up, leaving Chen Yu with a quiet space.

Su He saw that the head teacher's father was not young, and he was very concerned about the head teacher, and he was afraid that the head teacher's affairs would stimulate him, so he didn't tell him, because there was almost no signal in that place, so he asked someone to report his safety, saying that the head teacher would go back to see him in a few days if he had something.

In addition, the only one who knew about the head teacher was Lan Xue Xu, and at this time they all went home, and Uncle Wang was also sent back by her, so she was left alone in front of the head teacher's ward at this time, but this was also quiet, which was quite suitable for Su He to think about life.