In the evening, lying in bed, I began to sort out my relationship with Andrei. The words and deeds of Xiaoxing, Liu Yang, Miao Miao, Dong Jianming and Andre recurred in my mind.

That's right, if it goes on like this, not only others will misunderstand, but Andrei will also misunderstand my attitude.

If I'm really going to fall in love, then at least two basic conditions must be met.

First, I felt like I was in love with this person.

Second, I think his conditions are suitable for marriage.

None of these Andrei seem to have touched.

Emotionally speaking, Andre treats me well, and I feel that he likes him very much, but then again, he is not the only one who likes me, and there is nothing special at all. From what I feel, he really doesn't have that much attraction to me. In terms of my own preferences, as Zimei said, whether it is Ming or Misha, it is better than Andre to be my dish! And Xiaoxing, maybe there would be a chance without me Xiaoxing, if this is the case, I don't want him to delay Xiaoxing again, it's really not a wise thing to do.

Intellectually speaking, Andrei seems to have nothing to do with the person I want to talk about marrying. I'm not going to marry someone who can't even name their family, it's ridiculous. Besides, my mother's side doesn't say that I am married to him, even dating is absolutely forbidden.

I've never been in a relationship, but I always think that falling in love is just about getting married! The two of us left our hometown, met in Pingshui, and wanted to get married, which felt like a star's collision with the earth!

It felt like Andre was quite casual about the relationship between the two of us, and he didn't seem to want to, and didn't care what would happen. In that case, it's time for me to brake. You can't let him do it.

I started secretly looking for other jobs so that I wouldn't be so dependent on Andre anymore.

One day in August, I was already preparing to resign, and the customer called again to ask for the goods, which was the last time we came to ship. It was raining that day, and the road surface of the cold storage was full of water, and we planned to go around the back of the warehouse. The back of the warehouse is a full meter above the ground, and I'm wearing high heels, so I really don't know how to walk? Andrei jumped to the ground, stretched out his hands to me and said: I'll help you down! I put one hand on his shoulder and looked for me to jump there. Andrei picked me up from the table. I thought he was going to put me underground, but he carried me and walked to the side of the road. I struggled and told him to hurry up and let me go.

- "Andrey, you let go of me, I'll go by myself, it's weird and heavy, can you let me go"

I said almost pleadingly.

- "Don't move, there's water here, I'll put you on the road" He carried me to the road where there was no water, but he didn't let me go.

- "It's here, you put me down, aren't you tired?" "I shouted a little angrily.

- "Not tired! If you agree to be my girlfriend, I can take you back to our school! He said, looking at me affectionately.

My heart sank, I didn't expect him to say it in the end, I was nervous, let him stop making trouble and put me down quickly! His first "begging for a girlfriend" was half-made and half-true, which made me prevaricate.

Sitting in the car, I felt heavy and wanted to change jobs as soon as possible and distance myself from him as soon as possible.

Andrei thought I was angry at him for his actions, because before that, we hadn't even held hands. He didn't dare say anything. We sat quietly in the car, each with our own hearts and minds.

To be honest, I also feel like it's time to say goodbye to my current state of life. It's been more than half a year since I came out, and I've adapted to life here and don't feel so homesick. I found that our life in 702 was too lively, and I began to get tired and tired of it every day. There is little personal space except for sleeping every day. I've been working for a while, and my pockets are bulging, so it's time to give myself a good kick. Soon, I waited for a large room on the other floor to vacate and began to move with joy.