On April Fool's Day, after I got off work, there was no class. Join André for dinner and listen to him tell some of the French April Fool's jokes he saw today. Andrei was as diligent as ever, and he took all the dishes he had eaten to be washed.

Actually, Andrei is really good, I thought proudly. He packed up, approached me, smiled and asked me:

- "It's been a long time since we've been intimate, I want to kiss you, okay?" ”

It's the first time Andre has asked for my opinion, he didn't say hello before, and looking at his innocent and longing eyes, I think he's very cute today. I reached out and stroked his face. Andrei happily carried me to bed.

Andre's kissing skills have always been good. He began to kiss me softly, and I slowly reveled in his hot kisses. The more he kissed, the harder he kissed, he started to kiss my chin, and his neck went all the way down, and the kiss seemed to get harder and harder. Suddenly he ripped off my clothes, revealing one side of my shoulder and a large breast, I told him to stop, he seemed to not hear, I tried to pull my clothes with my hand, but he pulled my clothes tightly, I couldn't pull at all, I cried and shouted for him to stop, I felt my voice could be heard by everyone in the corridor. Andrei stopped, I saw that his gaze was a little wandering, as if he had not yet returned to his senses, I cried, I did not expect that he would have such a frightening behavior, as if possessed by the devil. Probably my cry woke him up, and Andrei seemed startled, and he sat aside, gasping for air. He looked at me crying for a long time, but did not come forward to comfort me.

He lay on his back beside me, as if to calm down something, to relax. I saw him with his fist-clenched upper arm against his brow bone, and he closed his eyes and said with a pained expression:

- "I'm sorry, Linna, I'm out of control again! ”

At this time, I stopped crying, but I was still sobbing before I could fully recover from the fright.

Andrei opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling version. Gradually, he returned to his normal state, he propped himself up with his elbows behind him, stared at me for a long time, and said slowly:

- "Linna, let's break up!" While everything is still in time, while it has not yet been made a big mistake, while you have not regretted it, while I have not touched you.

I'm too dangerous for you. I didn't realize this myself. I'm afraid I'll betray your trust, and I don't have much confidence in myself. You confuse me, and as soon as I get close to you, my mind begins to be confused, and my actions are not controlled by the intellect.

I don't want you to think I'm trying to hurt you, Lina, you know what? You're different from others, you're different from all my girlfriends, you're too delicate, you're too easily hurt, maybe it's because you're too pretty, your sense of self-protection is too strong. I want to watch over you, but I feel like I'm the first person who might hurt you. I'm also scared to face the kind of outcome that you think I've hurt you in the end, I don't know how I explained my behavior to you at that time, I'm not impatient, I'm not confident, I'm afraid I'm going to mess it all up myself before you fully accept me."

After saying that, Andrei got up and walked away without looking back.

I sat awkwardly on the bed, not knowing if the cry had deprived me of oxygen, my brain went blank, Andre's words echoed in my ears, but I just couldn't react to his words.

I fell asleep, and the next day, I went to work and went to class as usual. I am reminded of Andrey's words, to break up, maybe right. I didn't feel any pain at all, I seemed to be numb, maybe subconsciously, I felt that Andre still loved me, so I didn't seem to feel that I had lost him. For almost half a month, Andrei didn't come, and I didn't go look for him. He didn't even go to Russian class. Leaving Andrei, I felt like I was leaving home on a temporary business trip, and it didn't seem painful.

After class, when I met Jin Li, she asked me

- "Why haven't you seen Andre these days?" ”

I said calmly—"We broke up. ”

- "Haha, isn't it fashionable now, break up without sharing the bed? You're playing pop! ”

Jin Li thought I was joking.

On Saturday, I got myself something to eat in the kitchen and saw Qiusi and Daric cooking there together.

Darrick asked me;

- "Linna, did you quarrel with Andre again, this kid hasn't been in a good state these days, I see that he is still stunned when he plays, what's wrong with you?" He hasn't come for a few days, are you not letting him come? ”

- "We broke up," I said.

- "You two don't make a fuss! Daric said, as if the breakup I was talking about was a lie.

Zimei came to play with me, and Qiu Si also came. Qiu Si asked me

- "Daric said that you and Andre had another awkward quarrel, why did he provoke you again?" ”

- "It's not awkward, it's a breakup!" I emphasize.

- "You two are older than me and Daric, but how do you act like children?" It's still shouting about breaking up or something every day, you always say that, Andre will be sad. ”

Qiu Si said self-righteously.

- "I didn't say it, it was Andrei who brought it up, and if you are with me, he will hurt me, so we broke up." I explained.

- "Why don't I think you guys are breaking up?" Zimei asked

- "What does a breakup look like?" I have to live or die," I said

- "You two are really interesting, this Andrei doesn't know what to think, I think he will have a lot of trouble going back." He's not afraid to go through the effort. Qiu Si said puzzled.

- "Sister Lin, to be honest, Andre is still really good to you! Zimei said.

- "Needless to say. Qiu Si continued Zimei's words.

I don't have the strength to think about Andrei anymore, and I feel that maybe I've really been a big torture to Andre in the past six months. Because, I don't think he was any less tormenting my nerves. Since coming to Moscow, I have not allowed myself to cry in any hardships, but how many times has this Andrei made me cry. It's good to be separated, at the very least, to fix my nerves.

I came back from work on Friday and saw Andre and Daric talking. Seeing me come back, Andrei walked over with a smile. I ignored him and opened the door and went inside, and he followed.

- "What have you been busy with these days?" Andrei asked without words.

I thought to myself, this person really doesn't talk about credibility, why is it here again.

I said to him, "You go to the kitchen and have a look." ”

Andrei didn't understand what I meant, I motioned for him to come over and take a look, and Andrei went out. I immediately closed the door behind him and locked him out. Andre was anxious and banged on my door

- "Lina, you open the door. Lina, I have something to say to you. You open the door! ”

- "We both broke up, you go, I won't open the door for you" I said to him inside the door.

- "Who said I broke up with you?" How can there be such a thing! You open the door, Linna, you let me in. ”

- "You said it yourself, break up." Why don't you admit it again? ”

- "I didn't say it. You misunderstood me, how could I say such a thing! Linna, Zimei said that she was going to introduce you to a boyfriend, who did she introduce to you? ”

Hearing this, I understood, he was deceived by Zimei again, but I didn't want to explain it to him

- "What's the matter with you, we've both broken up, do you care?" ”

- "Why don't you care about me, you're my girlfriend, I see who dares to rob my girlfriend!" ”

Andre banged on the door louder and louder, he was shouting, this is too disturbing the people, thinking of this I went to open the door, as I expected, he called out the neighbors, and when I opened the door, everyone laughed, Jin Li's husband Zhang Yunpeng smiled and said:

- "Linna, if you don't open the door again, Andre will hit the door, you think this door can really stop him." ”