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However, although he knows a lot of musical instruments, he is not very proficient in it, and it is a little more obvious in dancing.
In fact, he likes the piano very much, but because his fingers have been injured, he can't play some demanding tunes, like that kind of competition, he doesn't dare to go at all, because he doesn't meet the standards at all.
And Su He won the international piano competition, which was the highest level, and he also won the championship, which has a particularly high gold content, which he is eager to obtain.
"That's a thing of the past," Su He said embarrassedly, and then praised sincerely, "You are also very good, you can not only succeed in your career, but also take care of your studies"
Chen Lintao doesn't think so, maybe he doesn't feel it when he puts it on himself, but it looks very special when he puts it on other people.
"This is actually just on the surface, don't you see how much we are in a hurry behind our backs," Chen Lintao said with a wry smile.
It is difficult to balance studies and career at this time, in order to be able to take care of both, they have suffered a lot, but fortunately, now that he is a sophomore, there is not so much pressure.
"But it looks like you're very young, are you an adult," Chen Lintao joked.
Although the other two members of the group, Chen Yixing and Chen Zhipeng, did not speak, they also kept their eyes on Su He and Chen Lintao.
They are also very curious about Su He, but they are used to rarely speaking, and they are not good at words, and the three of them have always been Chen Lintao to negotiate.
"Of course I'm an adult, otherwise how can I come out by myself" Su He said with a smile, his expression a little dangerous.
"Gaffe" Chen Lintao smiled, and then changed the topic, "Do you have time to teach me, piano, I like it very much, but I haven't found a suitable teacher, and I don't have time to practice"
"If you have time, you can do it" Su He said with a smile, this is a face project, there is time, for a popular star, where does the time come from.
"Okay" Chen Lintao said happily, not yet discovering the deep meaning hidden in Su He's words.
The next four people chatted casually, because the time was relatively tight, and it was also the first time, and they would not be familiar with it so quickly.
Su He sat in Chen Lintao's dressing room, they had already stood on the stage again, Su He didn't go over, the stage didn't need her anymore, she would only take everyone's tone and drop the chain when she went up.
And if she returns to her position, if she is not recognized, she will be greeted by everyone's envious and jealous eyes when she goes, and if she is recognized, she may be surrounded by everyone, so it is better to stay here.
"How about it, idol's concert" Su He stood in the corner, watched Director Lin and them looking around looking for her, and spoke up.
"It's great, it's a different feeling from watching it on the Internet, but you really make us jealous, how can you sing with my idol on the same stage and play a song together" Director Lin's eyes were shining with stars, and he said with some excitement.
"If you want to, I can actually replace you at that time, but it's a little embarrassing for me to open my mouth," Su He said, not saying that he actually didn't want to go on stage, which was a bit hateful.
"I also want to speak, but I'm afraid you don't want to, ahhh
The concert came out very late, more than twelve o'clock, but everyone's spirit was unexpectedly good, because they were so excited, they couldn't sleep when they returned to the dormitory, and they were already asleep at this time.
"Su He, why did you come here, if you continue to play the piano, your development will only get better and better" Lying on the bed, Director Lin finally couldn't help but ask.
Maybe it was because the atmosphere was very good today, maybe it was because she felt a little closer to Su He, maybe it was just pure curiosity, Director Lin still asked, this question has been hovering in her mind for a long time.
She was actually forced to be helpless in this line of work, she really didn't know what to do at the time, she entered the factory, and then she did it in a daze, but if she was given another chance, she would definitely not go.
Even now, if she could change the line, she would definitely change it, she didn't like cream, she didn't like bread, she didn't like cakes, she couldn't do it with these greasy tastes.
"Sometimes a line of work for a long time will feel very tired, there is no freshness, doing things will feel very boring, there is no sense of improvement, and a change of line, a change of thinking sometimes will have a different feeling"
Su He continued, "I don't actually like cakes, I like bread, I like to make dough into various shapes, I enjoy the process."
"Then why did you come to make cakes" Li Cub couldn't help but say curiously, it stands to reason that since you don't have to worry about anything, then you can naturally do whatever you like, why do you want to learn cakes, with Su He's family background and reality, there is no need for Su He to work so hard.
"The strength is not allowed, I can only blame myself for not being a boy, I have no strength, and people don't want me to recruit apprentices" Su He reluctantly spoke, looking speechless.
"Yes, bread is generally only recruited for boys, because it is too bitter and too tired, and boys may not be able to survive, let alone girls, and then they simply said that only boys are recruited, because the dormitory is only for boys."
Li cub opened her mouth, she also stayed in the factory, although she made cakes, but she also knew a little about the market.
"Yes, but I can't give up halfway, so I want me here, and I'll come here" Su He said, in fact, she was still a little aggrieved in her heart, how could she have been disliked like this, and everyone has always envied her.
"Oh, that's the case," Director Lin nodded, "No wonder, but you can actually go to those small shops."
"The small shop is very pitiful, doing chores, doing everything, but not teaching anything, the salary is very dead, you can't do any work, you have to be their apprentice," Su He complained.
Although she has never worked in a small shop, she saw it when she was looking for a job on the Internet, and the recruitment place showed that the scope of work included miscellaneous work, which was even more terrifying.
"That's right, it doesn't seem to be as good as the factory, anyway, the factory will teach you something for the whole assembly line to be smooth, and after a long time, you can still learn a lot, this small shop is a pit person."
Director Lin complained that she did it here as soon as she came out, it is very big, there are stores, factories, and now studios, she has been there, the atmosphere is still okay, and she will not say that she has been doing chores.
"Yes, so I planned to come here to do it, but it felt good, so I never resigned," Su He said.
"Didn't you plan to resign before," Director Lin mentioned Su He's resignation last time.
"At that time, I happened to be in the mood for something, but I felt much better after a while" Su He explained with an embarrassed smile, "Everyone will have that period, I'm in a bad mood, and I'm not interested in doing anything."
"Everyone will be like this every once in a while, and I have had it, but I can't stop working, and not working means having no money to live, so I have to stick to it no matter what," Director Lin sighed.
"Yes, I don't dare not work, because this is life" Ye Yingxue sighed, "In addition to eating, there is also rent, water and electricity, and there is huge pressure, and if you lack it, you will run out of food."
"It's you, no pressure, the family doesn't need your money, and will give you pocket money, you don't need to have a burden on anything, just take care of yourself, like us, a month's salary will be enough to live, everything has to be carefully calculated"
Li cub also spoke, although she has not yet reached the age where she needs to bear the burden of the family, but it is not far away, she no longer wants to, there will be a day, she also understands what kind of life it is like.
"I also have pressure, okay, it's not that if you have money, you can solve everything, maybe most of them can be solved by money, but there are also things that money can't solve" Su He said and thought of her parents.
"My family is very rich, my father started from scratch and earned me a lot of money, enough for me to spend for several lifetimes, but they are gone, sometimes I don't know who to show when I work hard, the kind that has no goals"
Su He doesn't like wine, but she can drink very well, sometimes she drinks alone when she feels that the world is empty, she can't get drunk or not, she can't get drunk after drinking a lot, but this time is the most painful, if you fall asleep, you don't know anything, but your head is still sober.
Director Lin was silent, all the burdens her had been brought by her family, she couldn't understand this, she only felt that her life was very confused, because she didn't know who she was living for.
Ye Yingxue and Li cub were also silent, their families were all there, and they couldn't experience such a mood, in their opinion, they were used to it, and they didn't have much feeling.
"Don't talk about this" Su He changed the topic, it was so late, he shouldn't have said such a heavy topic, "Ah, I feel like I can't sleep"
"Me too," Director Lin yawned, "although I feel a little sleepy, I still can't sleep."
"Me too, maybe I'm too excited tonight," Li Cub also spoke.
"Tomorrow is estimated to be very sleepy, no energy" Ye Yingxue also spoke, she didn't fall asleep.
"You didn't sleep either, that's over, tomorrow the collective has no energy, and the order will definitely be finished" Director Lin wailed, it was a single night, and the employees below would not be held accountable, and she was the first to be investigated, she was the most pitiful.
"It's okay, I'll rest tomorrow, even if I sleep late, it's fine" Su He said with a happy smile, this arrangement is in her mind.
"I'll rest tomorrow, so this bunch of things is going to fall on you, cub, oh, remember not to be late" Director Lin was reminded by Su He's words, tomorrow is not her business, she is going to take a vacation, so nothing is her business.
"Ah, headache, it seems like there will be a lot of orders tomorrow, no, I'm going to sleep, don't disturb me," she said, covering her head with the quilt.