In the evening, washing away the dust and fright of the day, I made my bed and set the alarm clock. Tomorrow is Monday, and the new workday will start soon. I changed into a thin white nightdress, everything was ready, and I finished combing my dry hair.

That's when there was a knock on the door. I asked through the door, who is it? "It's me!" Andrei replied. I opened the door for him, a little strange what he was doing so late, he was wearing a gray hoodie, standing in the doorway and looking at me with a smile. I put him in. He went into the house, turned around, looked at me and said:

- "Today scared me, I was really afraid that something would happen to you, I lay down, I always felt uneasy, I wanted me to take a look at you, how is it?" ”

- "See! I smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm fine, you can rest early, don't worry." ”

Andrei seemed relieved, and he said with a kiss on my forehead

- "Go to bed early!" "I sent him to the door, thinking that he would go out and I locked the door and went to sleep.

When I got to the door, he stopped and turned to look at me, and I waited for him to open the door, but he didn't. He slipped a hand into my long hair and said, "You are so beautiful!" ”

I laughed in my heart, thinking that there is always so much nonsense, stop grinding, it's not early, let's go! I reached for the doorknob and was about to open the door, wanting to ask him out.

Before I could touch the handle, Andrei suddenly twisted the key on the door, and he locked it. I was taken aback and looked at him. What I didn't expect was that he turned off the light. It was pitch black in front of him, and he felt flickering and was carried to bed by him. After that, it was a wild kiss that left me breathless. I tried to stop him, but I couldn't breathe. My mind was dizzy. I felt surrounded by his huge body, and I had nowhere to run. I felt like I was breathing so badly that I didn't have the strength to scream, I couldn't speak, I couldn't even see his face. Gradually, I lost consciousness.

I don't know when, I woke up, I felt like I was sleeping in his arms, and Andre hugged me very tightly. I tried to move my body, but he didn't seem to respond. Raising his face, he saw Andrei's sleeping face. He half-bowed his head, as if he was kissing the angle of my forehead before going to bed, and I raised my face just in front of his face. Now, I finally see his face!

He slept peacefully. I've seen André sleep before, but it seems like he's never slept so calmly and deeply as he does now. I think if he had been sober, maybe it would have been a different situation. I may cry and not give up on him. But Andrei had been asleep. I stared at his face, at his knife-cut silhouette and long brown eyelashes. I noticed that I had always seen Andre's blue eyes before, and I didn't care that he had such thick and long eyelashes. Compared to those aggressive blue eyes, these soft eyelashes calmed my emotions down a lot. I can now face what happened objectively. I'm examining myself for my responsibility in this matter. Today's result is not what I would like to see, but I am responsible for the situation we are in today. Andrei had already warned me that he was not capable of following the rules. It was I who overestimated my own control over our relationship! Today I learned that my defensive ability is not worth mentioning at all in the face of his offensive power. All my previous self-preservation was an illusion, it was Andre who didn't really attack, and I realize now that he had been fighting against himself, that he was trying to protect me, that he was trying to protect me, that he was doing his best. I'm walking a tightrope and I feel like I'm never going to fall! Do you still want Andrei to pull me when I fall? Thinking of this, I resolved my great resentment towards him.

I had my back to Andrei, whose arms had always been my covetous place, and he fell asleep but seemed to subconsciously hug me again. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.