The so-called lover's eyes are exactly how I feel about Andre. Before, Andrei's appearance gave me the impression that he was a passerby. Nothing special. Tonight, Andre in my eyes is simply the embodiment of perfection. I suddenly felt that his facial features were impeccable, and his figure was perfect to the extreme. The magnetic voice is full of temptation! The lustful blue eyes cast a gentle and fiery gaze, like a bundle of love silk, which wrapped my heart tighter and tighter.

Andrei's fingers combed my long waterfall-like hair scattered on the bed, and he looked at them with a confused look in his eyes and said:

- "Linna, tell me, I'm not dreaming this time! If it were a dream, I would have liked never to wake up. ”

- "I haven't dreamed of you like this, so, I don't think it's a dream!" I replied.

- "What have you dreamed of me?" Andrei asked me.

- "I don't think I've dreamed of you!" I laughed.

- "You really make me feel inferior, but it's good that you didn't say it, I left you with a nightmare"

- "Do you think you're bad sometimes?" ”

- "Hehe, yes!"

- "You were so bad last time that you won't let me forget it." How bad do you say you are? ”

- "Linna, I've always wanted to talk to you about the last time, but you never gave me a chance, I didn't mean to be bad to you! I'll tell you how it happened, and you'll forgive me. Linna, do you know what a special girlfriend you are? I haven't met anyone as hard to walk into as you are. From the first time I saw you, to the time you agreed to be my girlfriend until yesterday, you know I've wanted to give up countless times. But I just can't let it go. You don't understand the feeling of not being able to ask for it, it's too tormenting, it's too hopeless and inferior. ”

- "Why are you so impatient, we can come step by step!" I said.

- "That's what I thought, too. However, there is a devil in my heart who always comes out to make trouble, and he makes me go wrong again and again. Andrei smiled helplessly.

- "If there is any devil, it is all your own fault"

- "Qiusi told me, Andrey! Lena is different from all your girlfriends, if you make her feel like you're hurting her, you won't have a chance again, you have to be patient if you want to get Lina.

Linna, my desire for you is like the air in a closed balloon, as we get closer and closer, just like the temperature is getting higher and higher, the gas is expanding, I see the balloon getting thinner and thinner, and there is a danger of exploding at any time, but I just can't do anything, I can only guard carefully, I warn myself, Lina doesn't like it, you must not let it explode, it will blow everything up. But, you know, not only can I not decompress it, but every time I suppress your desires, I put pressure on it and accelerate its expansion. Every time I think about the endurance of that ball, I worry to the extreme. Basha gave me an idea, and he said that if you are afraid of hurting Linna, you can find someone else to help you decompress! ”

- "Huh!? You actually want to? ”

- "Basha, he doesn't understand! Not what he understood. Linna, you know what? Your temptation to me is everywhere, it's abstract. It's there in the tips of your fingertips, the way you walk, the way you look at me, the way you speak. This is not something that can be solved in the way Basha said. I felt like I was sick, but no other medicine could cure me. ”

I lay on Andrei's chest and continued to listen to him:

- "I thought I knew everything!" My experience was passed on by my girlfriends. I used to think that the way they licked their lips and undressed me was the sexiest thing in the world. It really burns people up. When I saw you grabbing your collar with your hand and looking at me with big resentful eyes, I understood what was more damaging to me. I haven't slept with a virgin, Linna, and that's when I realized I wasn't going to get along with you at all. I don't really understand anything. I've been trying to find a way that is acceptable to you, and I'm afraid I'll mess things up. But the accident still came.

That day, I was lying in bed thinking about what happened to you during the day, and I thought I wouldn't let you leave me casually in the future. Linna, she's so delicate she needs my protection at all times. I really just want to look at you and leave.

You walked up to me, looked back at you, you felt a little dreamy to me at the time, I saw your long flowing hair and big brown eyes, your whole body seemed to glow, a burst of fragrance came over, I was a little dizzy, I felt like you were a shadow. I touched your hair and felt that you were real, and I told myself, this is Linna, my Linna, alive right in front of me. I felt a rush of heat into my head and I couldn't think of anything.

- "I was speechless. I told Andrei

- "I heard you gasping and I couldn't stop myself. Later, I saw that your eyes were very confused, and asked you to speak, but you didn't answer me, I think you may be too tired, your head is leaning on my arms, holding you, I feel that you are petite like a child, I touch your smooth back, your skin is particularly soft, I never thought that people would have such smooth skin. Suddenly, a delusion startled me. Lena is underage!! Hehe, then I felt like my brain was messed up to this point, I kissed you, I felt like you were asleep, I don't know when I fell asleep.

I accidentally took away what you care about the most without your consent, and I'm really guilty. I want to explain to you that I'm afraid you'll think I'm doing it on purpose. But if you don't listen, I'm afraid that you will resent me, and later I found out that what is worse than your resentment of me is that you actually make me feel that you are not even qualified to make you resent. You're going to forget about it. Forget about my relationship with you. I can't find my place in your heart anymore, and I almost broke down. ”