Andrei rolled over, stared into my eyes and said:

- "Remember the first time we kissed?" I didn't want to stop when you told me it was your first kiss and I was really shocked! I can't imagine that you've never had a boyfriend before. At that time, I thought that God had only one reason for me to come to Moscow, and that was to meet Linna, and nothing else mattered. Lena is a true angel and a gift from God. I don't cherish Lina and I am disappointed to myself!

On Christmas Day, I met Carol and she sat down across from me. I looked at her face, but I couldn't see it clearly. Another beautiful face began to superimpose on her face, and I saw you smiling at me, coquettishly at me, and reluctant to let me go. I don't remember Carol's face that day, and I now think I hadn't been able to see her face all along. I couldn't concentrate on listening to her, and I even wondered if I had heard what she was saying.

That day, after they left, when I held your face, I saw your big bright and deep brown eyes again, and then I confirmed that I was back with you, and I wanted to take care of my Christmas presents, and I couldn't let God punish me.

How hard it is to guard you! Zimei said, "Andre, you are so bold, dare to break up with Linna". How did she know that what was more difficult for me to guard against than the Vietnamese and the Finns was that I had to guard against myself.

Do you remember the time we went to see Tanya, in the elevator, I shouted at you?

In the elevator, you look up and ask me mischievously, shouldn't you come? At that time, it was dark in the elevator, and your big eyes were shining like the sparkling waters of Lake Geneva in the evening, glowing with golden light, and it was unusually beautiful! I really wanted to hug you right away and kiss you desperately. But I didn't dare! I turned around because, I know, looking at you again, I really can't control myself. But you don't understand that you actually touched my arm with your hand, and you don't know how fatal it was to me. The arm that was touched by you was numb for a while, and I really couldn't stand you anymore.

Compared to the fact that you ignored me after that elevator, a worse situation occurred.

The day you and Li Bailing had an accident, I was so scared, I was afraid that you would disappear forever, I regretted that I didn't listen to you, I think if I didn't go swimming, she wouldn't have anything to do with Linna. She was angry with me, and if something happened to Linna, I couldn't forgive myself in my life. I think that day I was afraid of losing your subconscious has reached the limit, and the devil of physical desire has also swelled to the limit, I only had one thought at that time, Linna is mine! It has to be mine.

I've never touched your skin, and I don't know how crazy it can make me. I've never been so crazy I've been surprised myself, and afterwards, I'm wondering if Lena can she stand it? I must have hurt her, maybe hurt her. I see that you are tired, my heart is very distressed, I hold you, I want to wait for you to wake up, I ask you, whether I hurt you or not. Maybe I'm so sleepy that I didn't wait for you to wake up and fell asleep.

I'm sure I'm hurting you, but to my heartbreak, you won't let me see your wounds. Heal yourself the wounds I have inflicted on you. I wanted you to feel like I was the person who loved you the most in the world, but I made you feel like I was the one who could hurt you the most. I'm afraid you feel this way, I'm scared to death, and I feel like God is using this result to punish my sinful devil.

On Victory Day, I was looking for you.

However, I don't think I can make you understand me and forgive me. I single-handedly created today's situation, I dug a chasm between us, I can't go back myself, I lost Linna, she doesn't need me anymore. I hated my own incompetence.

You're here, and in a hurry, you say you love me!

You know? Lina: That's the first time you've said you love me. You've never said that before. You are so holy and gentle, and you have forgiven me for all the hurt and bad I have done to you. You have crossed the chasm between us like an angel, and you are Linna, my Linna! I'm willing to do it for you, Linna!