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It's like their family, didn't her grandfather also get into trouble with her because of money, money, money, is the culprit.
"This morning, I called my grandfather, although the relationship is already very stiff, I want to take advantage of the New Year to ease up, after all, it is the last relative, I want to do my filial piety"
"But, my grandfather opened his mouth and closed his mouth to the money, and hung up on me after I agreed to pay for it."
Maybe it was the atmosphere, maybe it was Sister Juan's experience that resonated with her, and Su He also told what happened to her.
"So, the two of us, neither of us is better than the other," Su He sighed.
"So, we only have ourselves," Sister Juan murmured.
Her parents, sometimes she wonders if she is her own child, otherwise why would her parents be so cruel to her.
Fortunately, she is about to leave, because she has not moved to Su He yet, so the new address has not been sent to them, even if they want to come to the door to make trouble, they can only be in the studio.
By then, she has already left the studio, and she won't care about her reputation anymore, anyway, her affairs are like this, others say that things are like this or not, and she is afraid of what those reputations will do, not to mention that the possibility of encountering the world is too small after it is so big.
"Yes, but that's why we have to take care of ourselves more, because if you don't even love yourself, no one will love you" Su He said with a smile, but there were tears in her eyes, reborn once, although she gained a lot, she also lost a lot.
"Yes, I want to take good care of my body, I have no relatives, no one cares about me, I care about myself, I want to live better than anyone else"
Sister Juan seems to have realized something, nothing belongs to her, her body is her own, why should she spoil her body for those who don't love her.
In this society, the disease really can't be cured, a small illness can cost them a few years or even ten or twenty years of savings, so that so long of hard work has become a joke, and the money earned is handed over to the hospital, it is better to take care of yourself from now on and make your body healthy, that is the greatest wealth.
"Yes, we are all abandoned" Su He was a little lost, when all his relatives were gone, and only himself was left in the world, people who had not experienced that feeling could not imagine it.
For example, now for the Chinese New Year, I don't even have to go anywhere, I am alone in the house, so desolate that I can't do it, with Zhang's mother and Uncle Wang? They also have families of their own. With Vera Chen? She has to take care of her husband and children.
Everyone has their own family, but they don't, she can't meet anyone to share anything, and sometimes she is afraid to tell her friends who have a good relationship with her about her troubles, but the other party only feels that she is showing off.
Sometimes I pretend to be good in front of my good friends in order to take care of my friends' mood, and the result is very tired, not physically, but mentally.
"Who said that you have no relatives, I will be your relatives in the future, and you are also my relatives" Sister Juan looked at Su He's lost appearance, stepped forward to hug her, and comforted.
Looking at Sister Juan, who was holding him, Su He hesitated, gradually raised his hand, hugged Sister Juan's waist back, and then slowly closed his eyes, "Okay"
Su He really wanted to cry, Sister Juan was the only one who said this to her, and she was a relative again.
After a long time, Sister Juan patted Su He's back, and then let go of Su He, "Okay, let's think about how we live next, let's have a different Chinese New Year's Eve"
"Okay," Su He nodded.
There were invitations before, there were charity galas, there were various galas, but she refused, because it was boring, she felt that it was a big holiday, even if there was no one at home, she didn't want to spend it outside with a group of strangers.
After some discussion between Su He and Sister Juan, they decided to have a carnival, even if there were only two people, they would be lively.
It's a pity that the custom of the Chinese reunion year is too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, Su He and Sister Juan searched back and forth a few times, but they couldn't find a few open shops, the big shopping malls are open, but many things are not.
looked at each other and smiled bitterly, "It seems that this is providence."
In the end, the two of them turned over Su He's small apartment, but because Su He had not long moved in, there was not much in it at all, and they only saw a few packs of snacks when they turned it upside down, and there were no ingredients at all.
Helpless, Su He and the two returned to the shopping mall they had just passed, and this time the two of them no longer disliked the lack of things in the supermarket, they went through the supermarket comprehensively, bought a bunch of things, and Su He and the two returned to Su He's small apartment with satisfaction.
The small apartment is actually not small, but it is a little small compared to where Su He lived before, because Su He's plan is to live with Sister Juan, she chose a two-bedroom apartment, she thinks the two-room apartment is still good, and she is really not used to sleeping with others.
Looking at this room that belongs to her in the future, Sister Juan only felt that she was too narrow before, like a frog at the bottom of a well, and she didn't know how to fight for it.
It's different now, looking at the room in front of her, even if it's just to be able to live in such a room in the future, she has to work hard to have such a house one day.
The money she transferred to her parents every year was estimated to be 60,000 yuan, because in addition to eating and drinking, all the rest was transferred home, and after working for so many years, there was a small 400,000 yuan.
400,000 yuan, she didn't dare to think about a house in a first-tier city, but she could buy a smaller house in a third-tier city, or a down payment for a house in a second-tier city.
When she was a child, she picked up the clothes of her sister and cousin to wear, rarely bought new clothes, ate everyone's leftovers, and the first nine years of study were compulsory education, and the tuition fee was very low, and the last three years were technical schools, and the tuition fees would be higher.
But I believe that with these 400,000 yuan, she can repay all the time and money spent by her parents, and she can also repay all her parents' kindness, which is worth it, and they don't owe each other from now on.
"The kitchen is so big" Looking at the other rooms, it was not small, but when she saw the kitchen, Sister Juan couldn't help but sigh, this is almost as big as the workshop in their studio.
"The kitchen is convenient" The kitchen is the place where she has the highest requirements except for the room, and the small kitchen in the dormitory allows her to have enough.
"Yes, the kitchen in our dormitory can't turn around by anyone" Sister Juan also remembered the small kitchen in the dormitory, which is also the reason why she doesn't like to cook, it's too small and too crowded.
But this is actually all an excuse, she just can't cook, when she was at home, she almost blew up the kitchen when she cooked for the first time, if her mother didn't dare to let her do it, not because she was worried about her, but because she felt that it was not cost-effective to waste money to take a break.
"The kitchen is bigger, the space is bright, and I am in the mood for cooking" Su He turned his head with a smile and invited, "Come on, let's make a reunion dinner together"
"But......" Sister Juan hesitated a little, looking at the bright kitchen, she was afraid that it would not be like this later, "My cooking may be a disaster"
"Disaster?" Su He laughed, "Where someone is born to cook, they all have to be learned, they will do it when they know it, and I will teach you later, and the reunion dinner will have to be made together."
"Okay" Although she was still a little hesitant, Sister Juan still nodded.
Soon Su He slapped his face, and saw the kitchen killer in the novel in real life, obviously there was no problem with every step, but she was able to make mistakes again and again, just like her accidents so much.
A good tomato scrambled egg, the same hot oil, the same poured egg liquid, but Sister Juan can directly burn the pot, and the first reaction is to pour water into the oil pot, if Su He didn't stop it quickly, maybe this Chinese New Year's Eve they would have spent it together in the hospital.
Sister Juan, this can't be called a kitchen killer anymore, but she has no common sense at all, pour water into the oil pot, what do you think, isn't that adding fuel to the fire.
After a few times, Su He gave up, some people just can't learn, they don't have the talent in this area, let's do it herself, hurry up, and the amount of vegetables she bought is not much, don't waste it.
But she can't do it alone, after all, it's a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, Su He still cooks a lot of dishes, no matter whether the two people can finish eating or not, the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner is different from others, it is to fill the table.
"Sister Juan, you come and help me wash the vegetables, I'll do it" Su He explained, planning to divide labor and cooperate, so that they can eat Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
She handed over the work of washing vegetables to Sister Juan, and Sister Juan would blow up the kitchen when she opened the fire, but there could never be any accidents when washing vegetables.
However, it's so strange, Sister Juan's cake is very good, but she can't cook well, and even washing vegetables can spill water all over the ground, which really makes Su He admire.
In Sister Juan's words, she will cook two dishes, one kimchi and one roasted vegetables, kimchi is instant noodles, and cooking vegetables is boiling water, these two are particularly good.
Su He felt that if she wanted to be able to eat on the night of thirty, Sister Juan would not be able to move, and there would be accidents wherever she moved, and if she didn't do it, she would save herself from finishing it.
It's Chinese New Year's Eve, although there are only two people, Su He still prepared eight meat and three vegetarian dishes and a soup, even if Su He usually loses weight, he still has to eat something good during the New Year.
Su He is particularly proficient in meat dishes, because she makes a lot of them, and she thinks that meat dishes are easier to make than vegetarian dishes, and not everyone can cook vegetarian dishes in their original flavor.
"Well, perfect"
Serving the last dish to the table, Su He looked at the table full of dishes, and then looked at Sister Juan who was placing the tableware on the side, and felt a sense of satisfaction, isn't this feeling of being at home when she cooks and someone is waiting to eat.
"Great, you can eat" Looking at the table full of food, she was already hungry, but seeing that Su He was working so hard and couldn't help herself, she was really embarrassed to steal food.