When he woke up from the dream, Su He was a little silent, and those things were still rolling in his mind, so Su He was in a bad mood at this time.

In fact, Su He has always remembered these things, but when she woke up, in the face of all the unfamiliar circumstances, only those good memories supported her, which made her feel dependent, so he and she subconsciously ignored those bad things.

People have two sides, she lived like that in her previous life, in fact, it is not to blame that everyone looks down on her, she herself looks down on her, let alone others.

Her parents are not bad, but the contrast between the two is too strong, a daughter who can speak well, has good grades and is sensible, and a daughter who has no culture, low salary and no future, anyone will choose.

She even thinks it's wrong to blame them for being biased, people's hearts are biased, God is unfair, how can she ask her parents to treat them equally.

The palms and backs of the hands are all meat, and both of them are meat, if the two of them are compared, then she is the meat on the back of the hand, and the sister is the meat of the palm.

However, if she is facing an outsider, her mother will still choose her without hesitation, Su He understands all these thoughts, but she understands and understands, understands and understands, and she still can't accept it emotionally.

Yesterday, she saw the faces that looked exactly the same as those of her grandparents in her previous life, and all those memories rolled out, and then she knew that in fact, she didn't care, she still felt wronged.

It's just that she is used to being generous, showing the best of everything outside, don't hold back the grievances in her stomach, and even if her cooking hand is injured, she will cover it up and prevent others from seeing it.

There is a saying that a crying child has milk to drink, but she is born not to be soft, she will not talk about her grievances, is it not painful for her to be injured?

Of course she hurts, but she subconsciously doesn't want others to see her weakness, in fact, she is not a saint, and the thoughts in her head are actually very dark and unsightly.

She is jealous of her sister, her grades and appearance are better than her, and her future is bright, she is jealous of her cousin, because she is a boy, so she is doted on by her grandparents, and she is jealous of her uncle and aunt's two sons, who have everything since they were young without working hard.

She even hates the world, why is she born different, why can't God be fair to her.

In this life, she actually always feels that she was stolen, so she always keeps reminding herself of the memories of her previous life to remind herself that she is just an ordinary person, so she studies all the time, and she also feels that money cannot be taken away, but these things in her memory are different.

See, how selfish she is, everything is for herself, but people live for a lifetime, who doesn't think about themselves, unless they are really saints.

However, despite these and those barriers, she still really misses them, because no matter what, they are still her family, and these bad things can't all erase their good for her.

Especially when those family members and her can never see each other again, there is no way to erase that kind of goodness, but at this time, remembering those bad memories, she still can't treat them with a normal heart.

"Knock knock...... Su He, are you back" A sudden knock on the door interrupted Su He's thoughts.

"I'm back, I'm a little tired, I want to lie down for a while" Su He didn't open the door, she was not suitable to go out at this time, which would bring a bad mood to everyone.

"Okay, there's breakfast on the table, remember to eat it when you get up," Sister Juan said.

"Okay," Su He replied sullenly.

Listening to the footsteps that were gradually moving away, Su He breathed a sigh of relief and began to calm down her emotions, her mood was very bad, which was not conducive to her next study.

There is still a month before the start of school, and in the next month, she has to forget all the bad things, let the good memories stay in her mind, and start a new life.

Because of this dream, Su He completely forgot about the Su family, there was no intersection before, and a little unpleasantness happened yesterday, in Su He's opinion, it is best for everyone to be safe in the future.

……

Facing the sea in spring, looking at the vast sea, Su He's bad mood seemed to be relieved.

Originally, Su He planned to go back to the same city and go to the high school to have a look, but because he remembered those bad things, Su He suddenly wanted to go and see the sea.

In this life, she did it when she thought of it, so soon she stood on the land of S City, and then went to the nearest coast.

In her previous life, she had been to the beach a lot, and in the future, it was not uncommon to go at all, but this time looking at the blue water, she felt more peaceful than ever.

Suddenly, Su He felt that a big black shadow was shrouded in front of him, "Can I add a friend?"

Looking at the sunny boy who was grinning and a little nervous in front of him, and the boy companion who was squeezing his eyebrows on the side, Su He didn't feel disturbed at all, "Okay"

Sometimes life is not all about rejection, for example, at this time, she feels happy, so why agree, not to mention that if she refuses at this time, it will make the other party very embarrassed.

Looking at the boy who walked towards his companion with a happy face, Su He sighed a little, it is estimated that she will never have such an innocent and brilliant time in her life, although she is not old, but her mentality is already old.

Sometimes she wonders how the people in the novel who are reborn as children play the role of children well, especially those who are very old before they are reborn.

Like her, she was in her twenties before she was reborn, but when she was young in this life, she could clearly feel that her mentality was completely different from the children around her, even if everyone said that she was like a child before she was reborn.

But being like a child is completely different from being reborn as a real child, and the cleanliness of a child is not something that a person who has been in and out of society can imitate.

The boy's friend application was approved, in fact, Su He agreed to add friends for another purpose, that is, the other party actually looks quite in line with Su He's aesthetics, and it is quite eye-catching to put him in his friend list.

Before Su He finished in a daze, the sudden vibration of the mobile phone in his hand that he didn't have time to put down interrupted all of Su He's thoughts.

"Hello?" This is a strange call, Su He usually doesn't answer such calls, so it's mostly a harassing call, but she is in a good mood today.

"Su He, I'm an uncle, aren't you at home today" Su Hang was carrying a bunch of things in his hand, but he was unexpectedly closed.

"Well, I'm going back to S City today," Su He said with a hitch.

I don't know where Su Hang got her number, but Su He doesn't plan to dig deeper, she will answer it when she is in a good mood, and it is none of her business to care about anyone's phone when she is in a bad mood.

"Why did you suddenly run away to S City, why didn't you tell us" Su Hang thought that Su He went to Su's house yesterday, which meant that she agreed to go back to Su's house, but what was the matter with running away without saying a word.

"I didn't eat a grain of rice from the Su family, I didn't drink a drop of water from the Su family, I don't owe the Su family, I think, I should have the right to decide what I want to do" Although Su He replied casually, the tone was full of ridicule.

Su Hang realized that he had lost his words, and hurriedly remedied, "Uncle didn't mean that, it's just that your grandmother was afraid that you wouldn't eat well, so I brought you a lot of food, but I didn't expect you to be in City B."

"Well, I'm not bad for food, you can take it back" After that dream, Su He didn't want to see Su Hang's family for the time being, because it would remind her of those bad things.

It's a bit hypocritical to think about yourself, it's her who wants to see, and it's her who doesn't want to see, in fact, what she wants is just that miss, and she won't miss it if she can't see it, and after seeing it, she feels like it's just that.

"These are all your grandmother's thoughts, the old man, all for the sake of the children, these things are not so easy to break, or put them outside for you first" Su Hang subconsciously played the emotional card.

He is getting more and more strange now, Su He is an orphan girl, although it is not a villa or anything like that, but it is also expensive, even if it is just rent, it needs a lot of rent a month, and this casual character.

You must know that in this society, what can support her to play everywhere is not time, but money, without money, even the future cannot be guaranteed, where is it enough to be so chic.

And her parents are ordinary workers, how much inheritance can they leave her, Su He himself hasn't even studied in college, and he can't earn much money from part-time work.

So he is now more and more confused, the information given to him before is not at all similar to reality, so he has a lot of miscalculations, and he can't do a good job with his money, it's time to change people.

"No need, it's not convenient to put it outside, take it back, I don't know when I'll go back" Did she provoke another gummies, she stuck and didn't let go.

She doesn't like Su Hang's emotional cards, her father didn't enjoy much of the Su family's kindness, everything he had was earned by himself, only the grace of childbirth was not repaid.

She, even more, even that night, she didn't stay at the Su family to eat, she didn't want to be restricted by these restrictions, as for her father's fertility grace, she would repay it instead of her father.

In the future, she will decide whether to continue to get along with each other based on her mood, getting along depends on the meaning of the two parties, even if she has this meaning, the Su family does not have this meaning, she will not put it upside down with a hot face.

"Okay, let's talk about it when you come back" Su Hang didn't say more, when he didn't understand the situation, it would be wrong to say more.

"Hmm"

After that, there was endless silence, Su He didn't have the habit of wronging himself to please others, Su Hang has always been someone else looking for a topic, he just greeted it, so there was no topic to talk about after a few words.

"Then hang up first, talk next time, you have fun," Su Hang said.

"Hmm," Su He responded.