Andrei was going to take me to Misha's restaurant for Chinese food.

I told him that I had eaten almost all Chinese food with Li Bailing in the past few days.

André turned to a German restaurant.

Watching Andre gobble up a large piece of pork knuckle, he didn't have a good meal in the past few days. Andrei also seemed to notice that his eating was a little indecent, he raised his head and smiled at me, and said:

- "I can't figure out when it's time to eat these days, I'm a little confused. ”

- "Are you as for you?" If you make such a mess at home and make yourself look like no one or a ghost, are you so angry with me? I said to Andrei dissatisfied.

- "Linna, I'm going to say, I'm not mad at you at all, can you believe it?" ”

- "Then you quarrel with me?" I asked, puzzled

- "I've quarreled with you, and I've never really been angry. Andrei said

- "What? "I got a little angry when I heard that. I say:

- "Why are you arguing with me?" You're not angry, you just want to be angry with me, aren't you? ”

- "Linna, listen to me! Andrei looked at me and said in a sincere tone

- "I quarreled with you, but every time I see you angry, I regret it, why do I want to worry about you again?" Lina, though, you're a bit headstrong at times, but there's never anything that makes me really angry with you. ”

- "I'm angry, it's you who are unreasonable! I said

- "I have nothing to say to you, I know I can't talk about you." Andrei said with a smile.

- "Then you admit that you deliberately bullied me?" I said aggrievedly.

- "Linna! Do I have a sense of accomplishment in bullying you? To make you feel that way is a failure in itself.

At that time, I really couldn't control myself, it wasn't the real me, I didn't know how to explain it to you, it happened, not to mention how much I regretted it. Baby, I was really scared to see your desperate expression. I haven't been able to see you for the past few days, and there's no way to apologize to you, I'm really broken! Andrei said as he looked at me with a heavy expression

- "Do you know what is the most terrible emotion in the world? Not angry, angry. These are all one-time attacks, and they weaken over time, allowing you to gradually regain your senses. But there is one emotion that can't. It will even escalate more and more, its appeal will eat at your heart incessantly, this emotional appeal is so sinful, once it touches it, you don't know how terrible it is, it can make you even completely lose your mind and go crazy to the extreme. It's a feeling that makes you can't even think. The evil appeal is like a drug spreading in the body to make people lose their rationality, it controls the whole body and mind of people, and can eventually make people fall into a bottomless abyss. ”

- "You think I caused this pain, so ,......"

- "My dear, it has something to do with you, but it's really not you, not even Sergei. Intellectually, I don't think you've done anything wrong. I know it's crazy jealousy that drives me to be so stupid and perverted. The demon of jealousy, it not only makes me hurt you, it can torment myself a thousand times more. ”

Andrei said with a wry smile

- "When I realized that I was being controlled by this terrible demon, I wanted to get rid of it. But it always came out to laugh at my weakness and tease me even more.

These days I've been remorseful for my actions, and I've had to fight the demon that drove me crazy. You text and say to go to Antarctica. I know that's not true.

But you know that the demons are telling stories in my ears. I don't want to hear it, but it just keeps talking.

It said, just let them go to Antarctica!

Let Lina fall into the ice hole, her legs and feet are broken, and her face is broken, and it becomes very ugly.

She asked Sergey to save her. Then Sergei said to her: Do you think I really like you? It's just because I saw that you had a beautiful face, and now that you've become like this, I won't care about you, and Andre will save you as a fool.

I found you, and you cried and said: Andrey I am the stupidest girl in the world, how can I trust that despicable guy Sergei, he is nothing better than you, why am I so stupid. I regret dying of it. Andrey, can you forgive me?

I said - Lina, you finally know who loves you more now, right?

You say - not only do I not love Sergei now, but I want to tear him to pieces.

Sergei begged me to spare him, and I said to him - I thought that the gentleman would not care about you at all, but Lena refused, she hated you for lying to her! ……”

I looked at Andrei, and when this stupid Andrei heard his imaginary story, he asked:

- "And then?" ”

- "Later, I didn't know, maybe that demon hadn't thought about it yet! Andrei shook his head self-deprecatingly, looking at me innocently.

- "Andrey, you are so stupid! ”

- "Hehe, yes. I know I'm stupid and hateful, and I know I'm being controlled by this perverted demon. I tried every means to anesthetize my feelings about it. But it just lingers in my head. Thinking about the stupidity I was tempted to do, I regret it. Andrei looked at me helplessly.

- "What is it talking to you about now?" I asked

- "It doesn't seem to be gone!" When you come back, it doesn't know where to hide. Lina, only you can help me defeat it! Andrei looked at me excitedly and said

- It feels so good now! Please, dear, I know I'm no longer qualified to say I love you! Still, please forgive me this time. I swear, I'll never do that to you again, I'm ashamed of my behavior, and I don't even dare to face it myself...... Life without you is really worse than death! Andrei said.

Li Bailing was right, maybe it was like the time we met Daric Natalia, I was emotionally out of control because I didn't feel like I was getting the security I needed from Andre. Andrei needs me to give him more security!

Andrei has said before that jealousy doesn't taste good, and it seems that this time he is really in pain.

At this time, I looked at this stupid Andre who used such a childish story to seek balance in his heart.

I think of a phrase: tolovesomeoneisverysimpleactually,Althoughhemakesyoucryanddisappointsyou,youwillstillcannothelpholdinghishandwhereverheis..

Loving someone is actually very simple, he makes you cry and disappoints you, and despite this, he stands there and you will walk over and hold his hand, involuntarily.