Seeing Andrei's distressed look when he saw that I was uncomfortable, I smiled and said:

- "It's okay. I may have been too nervous lately, some nerves have been too nervous, at most endocrine disorders, I ......"

- "Honey! You won't ...... I think you'd better go back and check it out! Andrei said, staring at me.

- "What? I looked at Andrei's strange expression and didn't understand what he was going to say for a moment.

- "Lina, you never put it off! Andrei said with a serious face.

- "Ah! How so? "I think Andre's guess is a bit ridiculous.

- "How not? Andrei said

- "If that's the case, Andrei, I'll kill you!" ”

I said, thinking to myself that this seemed impossible, how Andrei's imagination was getting richer and richer.

Still, seeing Andrei's expression made me worried.

In my relationship with Andrei, I have always relied on and trusted Andre 100%.

That's why I didn't even know what Daric was going to count that day.

I have been living with Andrei for more than a year, and I hardly know how he does it, and I have never cared.

Andrei probably thinks about this too, and he and I, the white ding, have nothing to discuss.

The saleswoman in the pharmacy explained to us in detail how to use test strips.

Looking at the clear two lines on the test strip, I was really confused and looked at Andrei suspiciously.

Andrei nodded and said, "That's right, my dear, you still say that I am talking nonsense."

I really can't react to it for a while, how to deal with it. Andrei put his arm around me and said:

- "Don't be afraid, my dear, there is me! ”

What's the use of having Andrey? Can he change the current situation? - I thought to myself.

I said I'd kill him if that happened, but when it did, I didn't seem to bother settling accounts with him.

What a time for this little thing!

It's just that at the most severe challenge in our lives, it's time to catch the exam.

Andrei seemed to have figured out the reason for my absence, and in the evening Charlie, with a pile of materials, began to plan to buy me what he thought I needed to eat.

I sat blankly on the bed, thinking about what I was facing.

From the bottom of my heart, even though I love Andrei very much, I really don't have the courage to marry him!

Andrey's upbringing was too far from mine. Just as Andrei could not find the conditions for his development and survival in Moscow, I did not have these in Switzerland.

Even without children, I was very repulsed by Andrei's family. I guess this exclusion is mutual.

It can be seen from Andrei's family's arrangement of Andre that they don't want Andre to find a Chinese girl like me who has no social roots.

Today, our situation is even worse!

The most realistic problem is that I don't have a job, Andrei's job has not yet been determined.

At this time, how we are going to survive is uncertain, where is the energy to raise a child?

Andrei, who originally had a great future, did he want to go home with a wife who could not stand on his own and a child who was waiting to be fed? What kind of life pressures will he face? How much energy does he have to work hard in the workplace?

Even if I arrived in Switzerland, I was not a citizen of my country and did not have any social benefits.

I haven't even passed the voice barrier, let alone looking for a job.

Besides, what kind of work can I do with such a young child?

What kind of eyes will Andrei's family look at me when they see me dragging me down so much?

When we went back to China, it was really the same as going to Switzerland.

Andrei really couldn't find room for development in China all of a sudden.

I can't get my dream job in China with my children.

Then my mother's attitude towards Andre will definitely not be any better than Andrei's family's attitude towards me, and maybe even worse!

Naturally, I couldn't stand my mother's treatment of Andrei like this. Then it will be difficult to resolve the conflict between me and my family.

Even if we don't take into account external factors, as parents and Andrei, are we really qualified?

I can barely cook, and I've never fulfilled my responsibilities as a wife, let alone a mother!

Andrei also has a house and doesn't even have a regular income, what conditions does he have to be a father?

What kind of living conditions can we provide for our children?

If we stay in Moscow, we will really become international refugees!!

With our children, we can't continue to live in the college, so we can only go out and rent a house.

Taking care of the children, I naturally can't work, what is Andre doing here? Do you want to drive a taxi?

How can we afford the consumption of three people? Nor are we Muscovites, who do not enjoy subsidies from any state.

How do we support a family with children!

This kid is going to pull me and Andre into a predicament right away! And this dilemma is definitely not something we can get out of in a year or two.

Even without taking into account material deprivation, we cannot even determine his nationality.

Is it possible to give him a Russian citizenship? Let him integrate himself into Russian society that his parents are not familiar with in the future?

Can we really handle this strange family combination?

The world is so big that there really is no place for this child.