I said I was scared and asked Jin Li to accompany me to the hospital for a check-up.

When I arrived at the hospital, I insisted that Andrei wait for me in the car. Jin Li and I went to the doctor.

I asked in detail about the procedure. The doctor said, "I've just gotten pregnant, and of course the sooner the better."

Jin Li is a little reluctant, but I don't seem to have any feelings for this little thing that hasn't taken shape yet!

After arranging the date, I told Jin Li not to hide it from Andre. Jin Li looked at me helplessly and said:

- "Linna, you are really not an ordinary girl, how can you be so assertive! ”

I know in my heart that it's not that I'm not assertive, but that in the face of this matter, I seem to be serious enough to dare not have emotional factors.

I know that even the slightest irrational thought can have irreversible consequences.

I've suppressed almost all my emotions these days, and I have to deal with it 100 percent.

I don't discuss it with Andrei, because I've already found out that Andre can't really face this rationally at all.

In the car, I told Andre that the doctor said that everything was fine, and that I would just come for a review in three days, and that there was no need for so many people.

The naïve Andrei believed my words.

After sending Andre to buy me food, Jin Li and I went to the hospital.

Andrei drove to pick me up and asked strangely why we were so late today.

I was so exhausted that I didn't even have the strength to answer him.

Back in my dorm, I lay on my bed thinking about how to explain it to Andrei.

Andrei sat beside me and looked at me with concern. I made up my mind and told André what I had just done.

Andrei's expression was extremely surprised when he heard my words!

His eyes were wide open, startled, as if he didn't believe what I was saying.

I didn't dare look at Andre, turned my face away, and slowly explained to him why we had to kill this child.

Andrei had been listening quietly.

When I finished speaking, I still didn't dare to look at him.

Andrei walked to the window, he put his arm on the window frame, rested his head on his arm, and said nothing!

I looked at Andrei's painful back and said:

- "Andrei, if you want to hate me, hate me!" I didn't consult with you. I know that's not right!

But, no matter what, I can't let this kid drag you down!

Punish me however you want!

When I do this, I am afraid that you will know that there is a burden in my heart, so I will assume that you don't know, and I decided to do it myself.

It's good now! Let's just assume that it didn't happen.

Originally, we didn't have any plans to have children, and we really didn't have anything to lose!

God felt that this gift was too valuable, and he took it back again.

Are you still complaining about me? My dear! If you're angry, come at me! No one forced me, this is my own decision, others have no responsibility, including you, what I decided, you really can't stop it! Andrey ......"

Andrei turned, came over and sat down in front of me, smiled miserably, and said calmly:

- "Honey! Have you thought about it? He may be very pretty! ”

I looked at Andrei's shining blue eyes with the deepest regret I have ever seen in the world.

I looked into those eyes, looked at the ...... After that, you can't see anything!