In the evenings we read books in the dormitory.

Andrei's mother called to have a video with him.

He agreed, and I saw Andre sitting at the computer barely talking, listening to his mom nagging over there.

I walked over to the computer and saw Sophie's annoyed look and Andrei's stubborn face.

I thought to myself, this Andre doesn't look like we are the same age, but his life experience is much simpler than mine.

I have been working in Moscow for three years, and what about Andrey? He had only been interning at his father's office for a few months before coming to Moscow, and at the same time he was studying Russian, and he had always been a non-school student, and he knew so little about the cruelty of reality that he really needed to catch up on this lesson.

I saw that on the other end of the screen, Sophie was really sad to see Andrei's stubborn attitude, she sighed, looked away, and stopped talking, and Andre looked at his mother and didn't speak. I couldn't understand their conversation, but I knew she was 100% asking André about her plans to return home.

I leaned up to the screen to greet Sophie, who was a little surprised to see me.

I smiled and said to her, don't worry! I'll ask Andrei to buy a ticket home tomorrow!

Sophie looked at me and didn't seem to believe her ears.

I laughed and repeated those key words: tomorrow Andrei buys a ticket to go home! I promise.

Sophie smiled with relief when she heard this, and she said with some excitement:

- "Thank you, Linna! ”

- "Don't thank me, you are all for Andrei's good, and I am the same, I love Andrei!" I said to Sophie with a smile.

- "Lina, you're a good boy! Sophie said.

I looked back at Andre with a surprised face, smiled at Sophie, and exited the camera.

Sophie seemed to be in good spirits and began to talk happily to Andre, as if to confirm to Andre that I promised him to go back, Andre looked at me in surprise and seemed to be unable to talk to his mother, I pointed to the screen and asked Andre to finish the video with his mother first. André finished coping with the video with home, turned off the computer and stared at me, as if he didn't know what to say.

I walked over and sat down in Andrei's arms, put my arms around his neck, and said with a smile:

- "Your mother is so happy! She said thank you. ”

- "Linna, why don't you discuss it with me first?" Why did you make a decision for me? Andrei's face was full of doubt.

- "Andrey, you should have gone back a long time ago, everyone knows this. I know why you've been delaying for so long. Don't you think I'm fine right now? You can go back with confidence. I said in a relaxed tone

- "Linna, I've been wondering how we can be together without being separated, I know what it's like to be separated from you, that's so uncomfortable, dear! Andrei said

- "We are not separated from life and death, you go back and deal with the matter first, our affairs will be long." You don't think I'll marry someone else if you leave me for a month, do you? I joked.

- "Linna, dear! Have you really thought about marrying me? Andrei asked me with some excitement.

- "I really don't plan to get married, including you!" I said.

- "I know that now is not the right time to propose, I have nothing...... But I can't imagine that I can marry someone else, Linna! Andrei looked at me and said

- "I can't imagine marrying someone else, Andrei, but I can't seem to imagine what it would be like to marry you," I said, looking into Andrei's eyes

- "We got married, maybe that's what we look like now!" Andrei said with a smile.

- "But what if it's not?" I replied with a smile

- "How so? ”

- "Doesn't it say that marriage is the grave of love?" ”

- "I think a marriage without love is the grave!" ”

- "You're too picky, Andre, look at how many of the children you said in "The Grave" just lived a lifetime! Such a family is still the vast majority of human beings! ”

- "I want to repeat that sentence - "I could have endured the darkness, if I hadn't seen the light"! I really don't know if I'll have a family in the future that the vast majority of people will accept like you said, and I'm really not sure if I'll be able to live with this. ”

- "Maybe you can! For the sake of your children, you may feel that you can tolerate anything! I said with a smile as I stroked Andrei's hair

- "Linna. I didn't want to marry you because of the children. I've thought about it, if the doctor says you're not fit to have a baby, or you don't want it, it's nothing! If you want it that day, we will accept it. If you don't like to have children by yourself, when we like it, we can also adopt, I'm not like Zhang Yunpeng, I really don't have any mental obstacles to adopting other people's children, if you don't like boys, then adopt girls, these can be ......" Andre said to me with a serious face.

I looked at him with a smile and listened to him continue:

- "I'm graduating, and this time I can earn money to support you, and you and I go back to Switzerland, where you can continue your education, or you can work in a flower shop over there...... Haven't you always wanted to open a flower shop? ……”。

Listen to Andre designing our future...... But I always felt that there seemed to be something missing in my future and Andrei, something I had not been able to answer for a long time.