Since he had a dangerous intimate contact with Zhou Yanhuai, Shen Weisu has been pinching the calendar every day to count the days.

I have to take the test strip twice a day and look at the results with trepidation.

On the one hand, she comforted herself, what Zhou Yanhuai said may not be the truth, he has only been ligated for a few months, he is not so stupid to toss himself, he got it and reverted, just to be angry with her.

But after thinking about it, he was very stimulated now, and the few times she saw him always made her feel scared.

The calmer he was on the surface, the more agitated the emotions he had hidden inside.

He's the one who does extreme things.

Shen Weisu had the idea of leaving far away, secretly preparing while waiting for the judgment of God.

It's a really hard taste, worse than being fried on a hot fire.

It was dusk, and it was golden outside.

The lights hadn't been turned on at home yet, and it was still bright when Shen Weisu walked into the bathroom, but when she came out, the sun was about to set outside, and the light was dimming, and the bright golden light made her eyes a little dazzling, and she almost couldn't open her eyes.

She looked out the window for a moment, tears falling from her eyes.

……

The next afternoon, when she couldn't be contacted all day, Jiang Siyun came to the door.

He knew the password of Shen Weisu's house, and after knocking for a long time, no one answered, so he had to open the door.

When she entered the house, her bag and shoes were left at the door, and she was probably still at home.

She turned off her mobile phone, which was not quite right, Jiang Siyun hurriedly came in, looked around, and called her, "Weisu? Are you at home? ”

He saw that the door of her bedroom was closed, and went over to knock on the door, "Weisu, you don't open the door, I'm in?" ”

She didn't move, he was nervous, and quickly unscrewed the door and walked in.

Glancing around, I spotted her in the gap between the bed and the wardrobe.

When she's in a bad mood, she'll hide in this cramped space.

She sat on the ground, hugging her knees, her head bowed, motionless, as if she was extremely insecure.

Jiang Siyun's heart ached, and he hurried over, "Weisu! What happened to you! ”

She looked up with a blank look on her face, her eyes swollen and empty.

Jiang Siyun hung a heart, turned her head, and looked at a few folded pieces of paper on the edge of her bed.

He reached out and took it, Shen Weisu's eyes moved, and unspeakable shame welled up in his heart, but his body was powerless to stop it.

Jiang Siyun glanced at it, and his expression was slightly stunned, he was a doctor, he didn't need to say anything, he knew what was going on when he saw the results of her blood test.

He sighed and folded her report back and put it back in its place.

Shen Weisu lowered his head and couldn't say anything, only his body trembling incessantly.

Jiang Siyun was much calmer than her, and he said softly, "Weisu, don't sit on the ground, it's cold." ”

Shen Weisu felt as uncomfortable as if she was about to die, she didn't care about whether it was cold or not, she leaned back and said weakly, "Ah Yun, I'm done." ”

"Why do you say that?" Jiang Siyun looked at her and sat down across from her.

Shen Weisu felt that his breathing was not smooth, and his hands were cold, "Ah Yun, I'm so scared, you don't know how terrible it is...... I've had nightmares for years and I don't want to go through them again......"

Her face was pained, she knew she was babbling nonsense, hugging her shoulders and trembling, "I really don't want it, why do you want to come again......"

She was so remorseful, she really should have refused to the end that night, why didn't she do it, why didn't she do it......

She held her head in remorse, and every movement of her body was a story of resistance and rejection.

Jiang Siyun took a deep breath and raised her hand to rub her hair, "Weisu, calm down, what happened can only be faced, you tell me, will you keep him?" ”

"I don't want ......" Shen Weisu muttered, with endless misery, "I can't ask for ...... either"

She couldn't help crying and said confusedly, "But I...... I can't bear it...... I've ...... I can't do ......."

"Good. If you can't do it, then you can keep him. Jiang Siyun took her mobile phone and stuffed it into her hand, "It's not your business alone, go to him, tell him, and face it together." ”

Shen Weisu raised his head and looked at Jiang Siyun, "But Ah Yun, I ...... like that."

In that case, everything will be changed at this moment, and the choice she had made with great difficulty before will be completely broken.

Zhou Yanhuai will not let her take away the child, she will also be restrained because she can't let go of the child, then she will still be entangled with Zhou Yanhuai, which means that after her painful struggle, everything will return to the original point.

She looked at Jiang Siyun and muttered blankly, "Ah Yun......"

"Weisu, don't worry about me, I'm okay now." He sighed, "I can't tie you up for the rest of my life, Weisu, these few months have been my greed." Enough is enough. ”

He got up, went to the closet and took out her coat and put it on her, "Weisu, go, go where you need to go." ”

She was still entangled in her heart, "Ah Yun, I'm afraid ......"

She only dared to say to him, "Ah Yun, I'm so scared...... I have a shadow in my heart that I have never been able to cross...... It's been so long, and when I think about it, I still feel painful...... I'm afraid of repeating the same mistakes......"

"No, it won't." Jiang Siyun said in a low voice, "Weisu, I'm sorry." ”

Shen Weisu buried his head in frustration, and only looked up for a while before asking, "Why did you say I'm sorry?" ”

He sat quietly across from her, looking at the tears hanging in her eyes, and just said something that was out of touch, "...... Weisu, remember I told you that Haichao was sent by me to my senior brother's house for adoption in country Y? He misses you very much, and if you have time, you must visit him. ”

Shen Weisu nodded, "I will, I'll go when I have time." ”

Jiang Siyun took a tissue and wiped her eyes, "Okay, go, go wherever you want, don't guard me anymore." ”

He silently said in his heart, Weisu, there is no need for that, and I am not worth it.

——

In the evening, it rained a little.

There was a figure standing next to the car, holding an umbrella, and the black clothes seemed to blend in with the night.

The temperature was a little cold, but he was wearing a long trench coat with good texture, which could well block the cool breeze, but his fingers were still cold, and his wrists trembled a little uncontrollably.

When Shen Weisu came down from the upstairs wrapped in his coat, his face was depressed.

She was so stuffy at home that she was dizzy and wanted to get down and walk.

As soon as he left the gate, he saw the man standing there, staring at him with a calm face and pursed lips.

Shen Weisu's heart trembled, and he subconsciously retreated.

He didn't say anything and strode over to her.

The rain curtain was hazy, and fine rain strands were entangled from under the street lamps.

The owner of the fruit shop across the street was about to close the shop, and when he raised his eyes, he saw the woman with the umbrella being pulled over by the man, and the woman waved her hand excitedly and smashed it on the man's chest.

The man leaned over and picked up the woman, got into the car in the rain and left.

The shopkeeper sighed in his heart, and another pair of crazy men and women were lingering like this weather.