Chapter 282: Walk with an Iron Heart
It was already midnight when Zhou Yanhuai returned to the bedroom, he was in a good mood tonight and drank a lot.
Seeing that Shen Weisu was asleep, he went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When I came out, I saw her phone light up twice in succession.
He wanted to buckle her phone in the past, glanced at the screen, and saw someone sending her WeChat, "Of course it's no problem, I'll help you out the recommendation letter tomorrow, Weisu, I wish you a smooth study abroad." ”
He frowned and put her phone back.
He went around to the other side, pulled the covers and lay down.
She slept deeply, and through the darkness, he looked at her beside him.
When the child was about to be born, she made a decision to study abroad.
I don't know if she chose a one-year program or a two-year program?
Is she thinking about taking the child or keeping the child?
She felt that if he was willing to let her go, she could really leave him unscrupulously without thinking about his feelings?
An unspeakable resentment welled up in his heart, and the smell of alcohol made him breathless, and he raised his hand and vigorously ripped open the collar of his pajamas.
Shen Weisu felt that there was someone beside her in a daze, and the heat source attracted her, so she turned over and stuck to him.
Zhou Yanhuai subconsciously pulled her legs over and put them on himself, and touched her feet, which were hot.
He looked at the woman nestled in his arms, panicked, and lowered his head to pinch her chin and kiss her.
It's not gentle, it's not rough, he drank wine, it didn't smell good, Shen Weisu was itched by the newborn stubble on his chin in a daze, and he wanted to hide again and again.
He didn't mean that, she resisted with her hand indiscriminately, but accidentally slipped into his neckline, and the soft and slippery hand touched his strong chest, such a contact was really out of control for people who had been abstinent for more than half a year.
Shen Weisu was a little flustered by his kiss, hunched over and hid back, "Are you ......drunk?"
"Nope." He denied it, sinking and leaning against her side.
His reaction was already obvious, and Shen Weisu subconsciously wanted to resist, but she was now in this month, her condition was stable, and the doctor had euphemistically said that she could refrain from conjugal life in the second trimester.
She knew that he had endured a lot of hard work in the past few months, he had taken a bath with her a few times, obviously had an idea, but he also endured, she wanted to help him, he didn't have to, and he solved it himself after sending her out.
This person is still very thin-skinned sometimes, and he doesn't want to lose his temper in front of her.
Shen Weisu touched his lips and raised her hand to hold his strong arm, she was a little nervous in her heart, but reason told her that she should get along as harmoniously as possible with the person in front of her, there was already a gap between the two of them, but they didn't want to separate, they still wanted to be together, she didn't want him to perceive her resistance, and let the two be more separated.
She thought that he was a serious person, so that she would not lose control of her like this, and she softened her body and prepared to meet him.
He felt her meekness, his heart softened, and his hand was sliding down, but his eyes were on her hand clutching the sheets.
Her eyes were closed and her breathing was a little messy, Zhou Yanhuai looked at her on it, raised his hand and rubbed her earlobe.
She is very sensitive, he touches her neck and ears, and she always reacts strongly.
Still, as soon as his hand fell, she immediately subconsciously shrunk her shoulders.
But not shy and emotional, but panic and uneasiness.
Or rejection.
He suddenly lost his desire in his heart, he didn't plan to really do anything, he wasn't crazy enough to mess around when her belly was so big.
He withdrew his hand, rolled over and walked away from her, raising his hand to pull her neckline up, "I did drink too much, you go to sleep, I'll go to the guest room." ”
Shen Weisu stood up, and without waiting for anything to say, he saw him quickly close the door and leave.
She lay alone for a while, and her sleepiness dissipated, she raised her hand and took her mobile phone, and her teacher when she was studying agreed to help her write a letter of recommendation.
This was very important for her to apply to schools.
She felt the heat in the quilt let go, she wrapped the quilt tightly, her heart was a little messy, but she still forced herself to calm down and go to sleep.
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The next morning, the two left together after having breakfast at Zhou's house.
Zhou Yanhuai and the others are going to the company, so they will drive her first, and she will go to Nie Hongyin.
He didn't talk much in the morning, Shen Weisu felt that he was not in a very good mood, she wanted to talk about her plan to study abroad, but she didn't know how to speak, she felt that there was something wrong between the two of them, she couldn't say the specifics, but there were some estrangements, and the relationship and heart were no longer intimate.
When he arrived at Liu's house, he stopped the car and still told her, "Be careful, let Lao Feng pick you up later, and go back early." ”
Shen Weisu glanced at him, in fact, she wanted to say, she didn't want to go back, she and he had divorced, except for the parents of the child in the womb, they didn't have any other exact relationship now.
She didn't want to fit into his life and family, she just wanted to stay in a place where she was comfortable.
But when these words came out, it only made him angry.
She didn't want to argue with him, she lowered her head and said to him very calmly, "I thought about it, I should tell you as soon as possible, I decided to study abroad, expected for a year." ”
He didn't show any surprise, was silent for a while, and said, "Yes, if there is anything you need my help with, I'll solve it for you." ”
"It shouldn't be necessary, I'll prepare the materials in the next few days and submit them."
Zhou Yanhuai put his arm on the steering wheel, and the blood vessels on the back of his hand were bulging, "Child, I can't rest assured that you can take it away." ”
"I know." Shen Weisu was very calm, "I've also thought about it, I really can't take care of it, I'll leave him to you." ”
Surprised, he looked sideways at her.
She showed a trace of reluctance, turned her head to look at him, and smiled hard, "Zhou Yanhuai, you said that the child is our common, I can rest assured that I will hand him over to you, and when I come back in a year, he will still be my child, right?" ”
She was determined to leave, and the child could be left to him, and he had nothing to say, except to say, "You will always be the mother of the child." ”
She smiled and nodded, "Okay, thank you for being kind to me, I ...... I have one more thing, if the child is left to you, can you try to bring it yourself? I don't want our children to be raised by others. ”
"Of course I will take it with me, I will not fake others, my mother wants to let the child go back to raise, I didn't promise her."
She breathed a sigh of relief, "The child's name ......"
"You can get it." He looked ahead, "It doesn't have to be a boy's name, a girl should take one too." ”
Shen Weisu looked at his side face, and a sour warmth welled up in his heart, perhaps, he was not as bad as she thought, but she wanted to hug him and kiss him like before, but she couldn't.
She endured her emotions, "I don't read as much as you, so you should take it." ”
"There's still time, let's think again." He doesn't dwell on that.
Shen Weisu nodded, turned his head and opened the car door to go down.
He saw her enter the gate of Liu's house from the rearview mirror, sat for a while, and then drove away.