It was a very handsome man, who looked to be thirty-five or sixteen years old, with a moderate build, good features, and a noble gray business suit, and he looked at me with a charming smile on his lips.

I was somewhat surprised by his appearance, a Latina of typical South American descent, with dark and shiny skin that made him stand out, dark curly hair, and large black eyes surrounded by thick long eyelashes.

- "I've been looking at you for a long time, you're alone, right?" He stared at me and asked in accented American English.

I ignored him and drank the last sip of my drink.

I beckoned to the waiter.

- "I'm from Brazil, where are you from?" He asked, looking at me inquiringly.

I told the waiter that I was going to settle the bill, and then, looking into the distance, I ignored his question.

- "Is this your first time here?" I come to Zurich a lot, and the only thing that disappoints me here is that there are no beautiful women, and I have to go it alone. However, now that I've met a beautiful woman, it seems that my good fortune has finally come! He put one arm on the table and winked at me.

At this point, the waiter handed me the bill.

- "Let me do this!" The Brazilian held out his hand and said.

The waiter looked at me, not knowing who to give the bill to.

Life is actually magical! There is a lyric that says, "There are a million possibilities in a moment", which seems to be not unreasonable.

Just like the words of this Brazilian, maybe in an instant you will feel that you are transferred, all your problems will not be a problem, and things that you could not have imagined before will be realized in front of your eyes!

What would it feel like? Is it a rebirth from the ground up, or a surprise step into heaven?

There is such a possibility in the world!

For example, now, I was so distressed about the glass of wine I ordered, but suddenly someone wanted to pay for me.

Things are so simple that they can't be simpler, and there is only one condition - as long as I want!

For someone who doesn't even have a job, the cost of that glass of wine does put me under a lot of pressure. At the moment, as long as I nod my head, this pressure is gone.

It's still the same sentence! - As long as I want!

Maybe a glass of wine wasn't enough to buy me off.

But what about the rest? Like my job.

I remember that when I parted ways with Sergei in Irkutsk, he took me by the shoulder and said to me, "Linna, I have a suggestion, why don't you go back to Moscow with me too?" Work in my company again. 》

As my mother said, as soon as I open my mouth to ask Sergey, then I will be out of my current predicament in no time. Maybe it will be a good job with a good salary that will be envied!

Yes! - As long as I want!

In this way, I not only have financial security, but also can raise my eyebrows in front of my relatives and friends.

In addition, under the protection of Sergei, I really don't need to be angry with leaders like Mr. Jia and Dr. Zhang. There's no need to bite the bullet and socialize with people who make me sick to my stomach. No colleague can exclude me, and no client dares to make things difficult for me.

I don't have to look at people's faces, I don't need to be insincere, I don't have to make compromises, I can live proudly again.

But I deeply know that having such an ideal working atmosphere is not how good I am, let alone the result of my own hard work.

I'm just a canary under Sergei's powerful wings. It seems glamorous, but in fact, it can't cope with the world on its own.

But what kind of life will I face if I give up all this?

With my ability and temperament, I may never find my ideal job in the future, and I can only get a meager salary for the rest of my life, tired and half dead every day, endure the negative energy of the workplace, and consume my life in such an atmosphere!

This is definitely not alarmist, this is the harsh reality!

André felt that giving Figol the opportunity was the greatest help to him; I remembered what Roman and Daniel had said to me to take advantage of; I remembered that Li Bailing said that Andre would not give up any opportunity......

But what do I do with opportunities?

André's unfinished words still ringed in my ears. "Linna, dear, I won't fall in love with anyone else in my life except you!" I do everything for you! I wish I could give you the best in the world! Only you deserve me to do this.

I don't want to see you have to work overtime on your days off to pay off your mortgage; I don't want to see you have no time to go on vacation because of work; I don't want to see you go to a meeting you don't like for a promotion...... I don't want to see you toiling all your life to make a living. I want you to live an easy, happy and carefree life as you wish. I hope to help you achieve all your dreams, and I hope you can be the happiest Lady Perrin! I hope we ......"

Perhaps, I should do it. In that way, Andrei will feel that he has no regrets in life, and while providing him with emotional value, I will also cross my own class. Take my lover's black card and become a regular on Bahnhofstrasse, or go to Li Bailing to customize my evening dress.

At that time, I really didn't have to work overtime for Sergey anymore. All money-related worries will be swept away from me.

At this point, I only need to give Andrei a phone call and I can immediately throw myself into his arms.

It's magical! My life was just a phone call away.

It's too simple – as long as I want!

But am I willing?

The truth is, even if I was asked to nibble on instant noodles for two months, I didn't agree with him paying for me; Even if I run into a bloody encounter in the workplace, I don't want to admit that I can't do without Sergei; Even if I only wear stalls in my life, I will not be attached to Andre.

My damn pride! It is the true master of my destiny, and it is the ultimate decision-maker of all my actions.

All interests, reason, temptations, fears, and difficulties are vulnerable to it. It will smash them to pieces.

Not to mention that my view of the world is very naïve, I have experienced so many people and things, and I have already seen too many weaknesses of human nature.

Not to mention that my perception of life is too superficial, I have entered middle age, and the setbacks and failures I have experienced have also made me experience the hardships of life.

All living beings, each with its own destiny. In my fate, dignity is the core of my life, without dignity I am a walking corpse that even I hate, such a life is just a humiliation for me, and there is no value at all!

I will use my life to maintain my self-esteem, this is my Linna's character, and it is also destined for my fate.

I opened my wallet, handed the waiter the only remaining large euro bill, and said to him with a smile, "No need to look for it!" 》

I got up to leave, and the waiter said to me with a smile on his face, "Thank you!" Then he glanced at the Brazilian. I could clearly see the disdain on the waiter's face.

I took the apple juice from the stewardess's hand. The plane has already flown into Chinese airspace.

Suffice it to say, I experienced a magical trip that I didn't even anticipate on my own. The inextricable sense of loss I felt when I left the country had disappeared without a trace.

Looking at the blue and cloudless clear sky outside the window, my mood is also a kind of sunshine that I haven't seen in a long time.

Although I am penniless at this time, I feel full of vitality.

Yes, that's the feeling, that what is outside the body is what is outside the body, and it really can't define a person's worth. At the moment, I feel good about myself because my personality is whole, my soul is free.

I'm back, and with me my heart.

Now, nothing distracts me from it.

Today, I am a truly independent and complete self.

I was back to being the first to go to Moscow to pursue her dreams, not to meet Andrei, and to live exactly as she wanted.