Standing close to him, Pei Yue really felt that he was tall, like a big mountain.

In a moment of confusion, she asked, "How tall are you?"

Lu Rin hugged her tightly and didn't let go, "I don't know, it's not measurable."

He lives a messy life every day, and whether he grows taller or not means nothing to him.

Pei Yue quickly calmed down and pushed him away, "You sit down, what time did you come, have you eaten?"

He still wanted to say a lot of things, he was alone in a strange city, just starting his college career, but before he could say anything, she had already walked away, he secretly sighed, what to say, she hated herself in the first place, how could she be interested in listening to him.

If she said something out of place, she wouldn't want to see him even more.

Lu Rin held back his words.

Pei Yue found a restaurant that was still open, ordered a few things to eat and deliver, just got some food and drink from the supermarket, and bought toothbrushes and toothpaste, towels, socks, and underwear.

It's the New Year, and she can't let him pass it like this.

She handed it to him and asked him to take it, Lu Rin didn't dare to think about it anymore, what kind of mentality did she care about herself now, he took it silently, wanted to turn around, remembered and asked her, "Sister Yue, where do I live, is it still a living room?"

Pei Yue sighed in her heart, did this stinky guy pretend to be pitiful on purpose?

She walked over to the second bedroom and opened it, "This."

Lu Rin followed, looking at the room, he suddenly had a long-lost sense of happiness, there was a super large bookshelf and desk inside, she called the carpentry master to make it, the whole room except for the bed and desk, all cabinets, he could fit as many books as he wanted.

He couldn't help laughing, and his face finally brought some vividness and excitement, "Sister Yue......

"You've got to leave tomorrow, so you can stay for one night." Pei Yue was ruthless, turned her head and walked away.

Lu Rin went in and took off his coat, this room was also too good, clean and spacious, he could see that it was specially left for him, which was completely in line with their previous vision.

He felt uncomfortable and happy in his heart, she clearly remembered that she didn't care so much about herself, why did she act so ruthlessly.

After a while, the food delivered arrived, Pei Yue asked him to come out to eat, there are not many restaurants opened, there is no choice, the food in this house is not too delicious, Pei Yue suddenly remembered the sauce beef, meatballs, and chili sauce that Lu Rin made during the New Year before, those are really delicious, and the restaurant can't compare.

The two of them sat at the table, thinking of the past and couldn't help but be a little speechless.

Lu Rin ate tastelessly, and couldn't help but say, "Sister Yue...... Can you tell me why? Do you know how I've spent more than half a year? I'm a human being, I'm emotional, and if you throw me away like garbage, what did I do wrong?"

He is afraid of holidays, afraid of free time, once he has free time, he will think of the days with her, she treats him so well, let him have a concern and belonging, he is full of happiness.

But suddenly, the world was turned upside down, and the person sentenced to death had to be taken into custody and tried to pronounce the sentence before execution, but he had no warning at all, and he said that he would kill him, and he was not psychologically prepared at all.

Pei Yue raised her hand and rubbed her forehead, she knew that she shouldn't be ruthless to him and then soft-hearted, but she felt that Lu Rin was right, they were all human beings and had feelings.

"Lu Rin, you didn't do anything wrong." Pei Yue sighed and decided to tell him well, "I admit that I was too rough when I handled it at the time, but you have to understand me, I told He Jingxi, you are my own brother, if you let him know, I have lived with you, a person who is not related by blood, all these years, he will not believe that I have a simple family relationship with you, do you understand, I will be very troublesome."

Lu Rin Huo Ran remembered, yes, she is married, and the obstacle between them is no longer what age and height she is, it is that she is married, and it is the man's strong economic strength.

These are things that he can't chase in his life.

He should have understood, he should have given up all illusions.

"I understand that I won't come to you casually in the future." Lu Rin sighed, "But Sister Yue, can we only become strangers between us

？ Can't you be an ordinary friend?"

"Brother, I'm not so ruthless, I ......" Pei Yue felt uncomfortable, "I'm afraid that I will restrain you, my kindness to you will make you nostalgic and refuse to go out, the capital is so prosperous, there are so many opportunities, you shouldn't just think about coming back to me, I don't need your reward now, you can rest assured to pursue everything you want."

She gave him an acceptable explanation, and he was not so uncomfortable, "Sister Yue, I know, I will study hard, and if I have the opportunity, I will stay in Jingshi, but I still have to repay you for your kindness to me, you are not short of money, I can come back to see you occasionally, invite you to have a meal, talk about each other's lives, we ...... We have depended on each other for all these years, no one is better than you to me, you don't want me anymore, who do you ask me to ask for a psychological sustenance? During the Chinese New Year, my classmates all went home, and I was really sad, I didn't know where my home was."

Pei Yue wiped her tears, she once brought him into that small home, and later cruelly said that it was not his home.

She blamed herself in her heart, she shouldn't have been so cruel to him, he must have been very painful in his heart.

"Lu Rin." Pei Yue looked at him, "Can you figure out the relationship between me and you?" Tell me what you think of me now."

If Lu Rin hadn't figured out the clue before, at this moment, he suddenly caught a clue.

He looked at Pei Yue, she was waiting for him to give a clear answer, if the answer was not what she wanted, she would immediately turn her face and push him away.

He shook his head, when did she know?

So, just because she found out about his affection, she ruthlessly withdrew all the kindness she had for him and pushed him into the position of a stranger.

Understood, understood.

What she hates is his liking, she doesn't need it, she has someone she loves, and that will be a burden for her.

His heart suddenly emptied, and he said lightly, "I am grateful to you, Sister Yue, I treat you as a sister, do you still treat me as a younger brother?"

She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and she didn't know if she would believe his words against her will, what he thought in his heart was that he loved her and wanted to fall in love and marry her, and be together for the rest of his life.

But that's what he wants, not what she wants.

He had no choice but to give up, or, lie to her.

Pei Yue raised her hand and touched his head, "Of course, brother, we still have the same relationship as at the beginning, without any impurities."

He smiled, his like, is it impurity......

There was loneliness in his eyes, Pei Yue could only be invisible, she replaced the wine with water, and raised her glass, "Brother, sister wishes you a happy New Year and a bright future."

He smiled, a sparkle in his eyes, "I wish you well...... Happy newlyweds."

I wish her a long life, he can't say it, forgive him for his dark little psychology, he is already in such pain.

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